Avoidance
Winds gust with forceful change
Our stubborn shields prove useless
The bell tolls a warning within range
We stall behind worn out excuses
Head high or chin down…undecided
We ride against the grain defiant
Our whims like arrows misguided
On silence we’ve become too reliant
Why does it feel so immense
This shift we knew was coming
Behind a mask of false pretense
We dance to
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Categories:
avoidance, change,
Form: Lyric
Daddy and Appendicitis
Dedicated to My Dad, Who I Equally Love Confused, Just as God Intended for Our Mutual Soul Growth
In my life, all pain has been like appendicitis.
I decided to avoid Dad when newborn and crib laid; I'd heard
his authoritative voice as aimed towards my toddler Brother,
noted the noise ended with smack sounds and
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Categories:
avoidance, anxiety, blessing, emotions, growth,
Form: Dramatic Monologue
Art of Avoidance
We collect unresolved arguments,
like spare buttons in a jar—
each one waiting for its moment
that never arrives.
Yesterday's dishes grow cultures
in the sink while we pretend
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Categories:
avoidance, heartbreak,
Form: Free verse
I closed my eyes
Opportunity presented itself
I closed my eyes
Learning seemed hard
I closed my eyes
I pushed open a door to my new start
I closed my eyes
Nothing worked out
I closed my eyes
Facing my reality
I closed my eyes
Losing the worth for which I strived
Every waking moment my heart cried
However hard I tried
I couldn't close my
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Categories:
avoidance, depression,
Form: Free verse
Just Answer the Phone
It starts with avoiding phone calls
pricks up into chills when
no more can be avoided
oozes into dreams of teeth
falling out by the dozens
stalks past awash in fear
nothing can be saved from
the gaze of Other
And why should you be saved
you who have not
earned the right to be sad when
others have known grief
deeper
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Categories:
avoidance, anxiety, how i feel,
Form: Free verse
The Pain Below the Surface
I see him
relentlessly busy
running in every which direction
scattered to the winds
anything to evade
the constant chatter of his mind
AP: 2nd place 2022, Honorable Mention 2025
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Categories:
avoidance, hurt, pain, stress, time,
Form: Free verse
Avoiding Conflict
No one needs complications in their life
Merely living is a puzzling ordeal,
Presenting more than enough strife
Or at
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Categories:
avoidance, anti bullying, conflict, peace,
Form: Rhyme
Avoidance
I close my eyes as her knife pushes through me
For if I could see what she was doing, I could never forgive her.
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Categories:
avoidance, 12th grade,
Form: Free verse
Hanging On To Hope
I can’t stop thinking about you
How loving you were to me
The warmth that came across your face
To penetrate my eyes with your beautiful eyes
The smile and laughter that stole my heart
Our bodies together- our love
I can’t stop thinking about you
Taking all my time with you before it all goes away
The love I have
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Categories:
avoidance, desire, feelings, for her,
Form: Free verse
Its Not Suicide From a Broken Heart
My heart bleeds
Standing over myself
My heart bleeds
Red pools below
Like a finger painting gone wrong
Blood everywhere
Pictures lay out
Smiling couple sprawled out on the floor
Silent from below
I’m not moving
I’m alone now in this void
It’s not suicide from a broken heart
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Categories:
avoidance, anger, cry, death, heartbroken,
Form: Free verse
Stop the Avoidance Cycle
Your avoidance attachment
In such denial of it
Placing blame on everything else
Blaming me making feel like I’m not ever going to be enough
Slapping my love right in front of my face
Like the abuse-
you’re taking it out on me
I had nothing to do with it
I gave all my love and more
I was selfless in
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Categories:
avoidance, cry, emotions, for her,
Form: Free verse
Black Hearts
Do crows carry the black hearts of souls
Is this were the light fades away from the heart that once burned so bright
Loss Love transforms what burned so bright to blackness
Fragility of the mind so torments the heart
In spirit we float seeking out those to love
Only to come across the sea of crows
There
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Categories:
avoidance, break up, cry, grief,
Form: Free verse
Those Last Messages
I can’t stop crying now!!!
Confused
Laying here in tears with no one near
My wailing in silent as my body trembles
I can’t stop crying now!!!
I’m so confused by those last messages
My heart breaks so hard
Shattering to the floor
Will you pick up my pieces-
To throw them or mend them
I’m not sure anymore
I love beyond
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Categories:
avoidance, cry, heartbreak, heartbroken, lost
Form: Free verse
The Love Like You
Never have I love, the love like you
Painfully assaulted in a rhythm
Like clockwork
Comes in 3’s and 4’s
It came, slicing what love we had
To dismembered hearts we fall
If I had a shield to go back in time
I would go to protect you from the abuse
I wish there was a pill to dissolve away
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Categories:
avoidance, cry, feelings, grief, growing
Form: Free verse
Avoidance Is Not Secure
You can’t give your best behind Walls
Fearful of taking that leap into one to commit to a life in hand
Dreams are made possible by openness not from behind walls or unhealed trauma’s
My heart breaks
I know you’re in denial of your style
Avoidance-
Is not Secure and I’m so sorry you never learned
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Categories:
avoidance, cry, feelings, heartbroken, lost
Form: Free verse
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