Stop the Avoidance Cycle

Your avoidance attachment In such denial of it Placing blame on everything else Blaming me making feel like I’m not ever going to be enough Slapping my love right in front of my face Like the abuse- you’re taking it out on me I had nothing to do with it I gave all my love and more I was selfless in my heart to you I held onto hope- that’s just me I prayed often for the pain to go away, for you My love wasn’t enough to erase the traumas I couldn’t control it I could only Hope I still have Hope Hope is what I cling to If you can’t see the pattern PTSD from October It’s not from Halloween Go get ing Help So Hope can survive GOD, knows! Save your soul Enough living in pain My Love, go get ing Help Stop the cycle Stop the cycle It hurts to see it It comes out viciously attacking and destroying the love You had someone so beautifully special in your heart You gave that all up For- Avoidance attachment style Show me the love for yourself and me