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Those Last Messages

I can’t stop crying now!!! Confused Laying here in tears with no one near My wailing in silent as my body trembles I can’t stop crying now!!! I’m so confused by those last messages My heart breaks so hard Shattering to the floor Will you pick up my pieces- To throw them or mend them I’m not sure anymore I love beyond love, unconditionally What I wanted was just love, family, a partner to love- All under one roof You couldn’t handle that My heart wasn’t welcome anymore Now you made me so confused Your last messages tug at my heart Plucking my strings I still see you when I sleep Beautiful as before Maybe I’ll sleep forever to be with you

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Darlene De Beaulieu

Date: 11/4/2020 11:40:00 AM

Hello Paul Murray, I agree with silent One writing is good therapy. I was married for 10 years. My husband wanted to go on a trip to visit a family friend. He cheated on me. In a bedroom for 2 hours. that hurts! I will never know why because he died. So you want to talk? Do soup Mail. Enjoy your day my friend

Silent One

Date: 11/4/2020 7:23:00 AM

I am glad writing is a therapy for you.. Glad you can express yourself.. I was in a relationship with someone who had mental health problems and died from suicide, so I can understand your pain..

Paul Murray
Date: 11/4/2020 10:37:00 AM

I am very sorry for your loss. Mental illness comes in many forms and the suffering in them is there own. Yet it effects all who loves them

Paul Murray
Date: 11/4/2020 10:36:00 AM

Thank you I am not a great poet or want to be. Yes this is very therapeutic for me. As she and I had this unbelievable connection that I had never felt before in my life. But her avoidance attachment style turns on and kills everything we have. To now there is no more the pain I have suffered is great. .