It only hurts when I ______.
Blog Posted:10/22/2009 8:51:00 AM
<P>I was going to say laugh, but it doesn't. Then, I thought pee, and laughed myself silly. Anyway, this a note asking for all the soupers to remember me in their prayers, thoughts, meditations, writings, and always, laughter. Positive energy sent through all of the available mediums is what I need right now as I embark on a life-changing, life-saving therapy to rid my body of stage 4 cancer. After just one week of very partial adherance to the Gerson therapy diet, my body PH level is over 7.5. Fear is just a pain in the butt, and sometimes gets me with it's comfy old familiar wrap of lies and 'old tapes' that I still keep in my mind (way in the back...lol), 'just in case.' I found out about my cancer 2 weeks ago and the prognoses is: "Six months to a year, treatment or no treatment." I am way too tall to die. I have so many people who love me, leaving now would be just plain rude. If nothing else, I should at least get a good poem out of this latest attempt on my life by the big bad wolf named (by Fran Dresser) "Cancer Schmancer!" Leaving for 10 days intensive treatment on Sunday. Thanks everyone! God bless and keep all of us, at least for another bunch of years.</P>
<P>Love, light and peace to all, especially my family, who gets to love me through the good, the bad and the broke!</P>
<P>Karen Feist</P>