i clearly loved you more.
if you had loved me
you wouldve put in effort—
we would’ve been together,
only if you had loved me.
you said you did,
but that promise was
as hollow as the way i felt in the end
you keep poking and prodding at me with thorns,
prick, prick, prick!
and its only left a stinging,
certain tingling in my body,
one that has been replaced with dread.
you had gutted me through and through
leaving nothing more than a pile of cold sharp rocks,
to replace the beautiful life i once had --
to remind me of the torture you bestowed upon me
why have you deemed me to a life of misery and hate?
i could have tried screaming,
but nothing wouldve came out,
a lump had formed in my throat
and i couldnt breathe any longer
i felt tears prick my eyes as i had to sob quietly,
the thorns seemed to prick all over my body,
you had left me gutted,
hollow,
lifeless.
f i am supposed to love you
If i am to love you for the little things
I cannot seem to make you see me the same
I wanted what never existed
Though i know its okay
Im left with what i wish you-…we couldve been
Its funny
I would've never liked you with my friends
Or i just never knew
I never tried with you
If you could
If you would
If i would
If i can….
You never liked me
Never, for me
Nothing i couldve done wouldve made u understand.
I loved what i made up of you.
I loved what you couldve done for me
I never accepted you for what you were
I hate being the vindictive one but sometimes i feel
I could be
Had You taken that first step and said you want me(2s)
Had you opened up your heart to let me in(3 Syllables/3s)
Where would we be then, but on a journey till the end
Yes I..I.. I.... would’ve fallen
I would’ve fallen(3s)...
I would’ve fallen...
Yes I..I.. I... would’ve fallen
Why fight forever when it’s standing there before us
Why make the other doubt what we already know(3s)
When you turned around to go, I was dealt a heavy blow
Cause I..I..I..would’ve fallen
I would’ve fallen(3s)...
I would’ve fallen...
Yes I..I..I... would’ve fallen
I’m sitting here try’n to fool myself
By putting feelings that been set free back on the shelf(3s)
It’s anything but fun, not having what I want
When my heart has already gone all in
I would’ve fallen..
I would’ve fallen..
Yes I..I..I. would’ve fallen................
Yes I..I..I.. would’ve..fallen
Her eyes are of night sky, darkened yet soft consuming my heart, entrapping my mind. Lips like the pedals of a delicate rose, she is as an ocean of wonder whose depths I’d give my very breath to know. Her hair is silken, soft like the moons gentle haze, flows like a river round her angelic face. Gently fragrant of warm summer breeze, reminiscent of love only twice as sweet. Hey skin golden honey her body gently kissed by the sun, she is s powerful river through my heart does she run. Throughout all the wonders these eyes ever might see, they wouldve never seen beauty as is she to me. She is the truest of words inside every song, her voice like the birds serenading the dawn. Amazed and in awe my love that I am of thee. You are the reason my eyes were to see. The very purpose my hands were made to hold, a priceless treasure, who burns deep to my soul. In all of the heavens, the sky and of earth I thank God and the angels for letting mothers give birth. For if not then for them, would there not be you, and without you my love I simply could not do. You are the strength inside me this man without who I could not walk nor stand. For a wondrous woman does make a truly good man.
Why tell me that you love me When you dont even care?
We talkin about our true feeelings when yours arent even there
You told me was was different there wouldnt be any pain
But what you said isnt true now im going insane
Thought we were different Felt heaven when we kissed
Thought it was true love but my feelings were dismissed
My heart is now so broke, Our love went up in smoke
I believed this love was true but i guess it was just a hoax
If you wouldve listened you could tell i have loved you
Noone else really mattered i put noone about you
I thought you were the one our love wasnt just a game
People say everyones different but you exes are just the same
im so glad i dont have you to call my own anymore
the relationship was cold and abusive, and im glad to be through with it
Im glad i left now or else i never wouldve had the nerve to say goodbye
im glad you were mean and cold to me cause its made this change easy for me
thank you for breaking my heart cause now its much better for the next one i give it to
i hope you enjoy your life and ill enjoy mine ,cause now that im not with you i can be true to me
cause you didnt approve of me,and tried to control me
but now im free,
and im so glad were over
She left me in the dark, insulted and hurt.
Because she knew in her heart, I wouldve fallen over and died for her.
She was the only reason, my life had some meaning.
Perhaps the only thing, put before my well being.
She knew my pain, and she knew she was the cure.
She kept me so sane, I thought her soul was pure.
My heart was in her hands, so she brought it for a ride.
She snatched it and ran, leaving me unable to survive.
But did she really care, I was the only one who cried.
With no tears she left me there, unable to survive.
just cried
dont feel bad i have nothing to hide
im not hurt really as i am sad
because of what i couldve had
wish i could change it but i cant
wish i could get better easier like a plant
always regrowing so easily like nothing had happened to it
all they have to do is sit
i just wish you wouldve been mine
i would have tried to see you shine
your always on my mind
and always will be like a bind
stuck to my brain never moving all would be fine
although your not going to be mine
ill stay after you forever like a dog
chasing a cat like a human hunts a hog
so dont feel bad
im not all that sad
and dont think
that my love will shrink
i was always there
just like the wind in your hair
and i always will be
oh youll see = )
you will be mine in the end
because i am flexible with time, i can bend
i can wait for you
until your through
but im here to tell you
what im going to do
im going to make you mine no matter what
your not going to shut
me out from your world, ever
because im to clever
to let you slip by this time
ill catch you like a lime
falling from a tree
just to me = )
i close my eyes and wish it werent true
tha way u think u can treat me
so used
i clench my fists
and hold back tha tears
as i fight for my inocents
as i fight out of fear
never in a million years
i wouldve thought ude bring me to tears
why would u want to hurt some one so small
when i never did anything
to hurt you at all
all i did was try to be perfect
try to be me
but it wasnt worth it
u riped out my heart
and destroyed my soul
ill never be tha same
but some how i think
that u already know
i will see u again
and let u live
tha pain u caused me
tha life i live
not in tha same
but tha guilt will be true
not in tha same
but living in he**
will be you
i couldve had you for a lifetime
i wouldve always cared
i shouldve stuffed my head
with the memories we shared.
i couldve dreamt of you
and your warm embrace
i couldve left with you
out of this wretched place.
i wouldve run way
just to be with you
i wouldve painted your skie
into a brighter shade or hue.
i shouldve loved you more
while you were in my arms
i shouldve been nicer
before ever causing this harm.
but couldve will fade
wouldve will too
shouldve has gone
away with you.
You were my moms best friend
and like a sister to me beacuse
you acted so young and you will always
be i know your dead but a part of you
yet remains ill always miss your jokes
and the times you sang.
I never wouldve thought
you would leave o so soon until
you did now what am i to do
I keep asking god why did he
take you away maybe it was
for the best hope you enjoy the race.
You were only 33 but i guess
ill never know i pray for you
every night until tomorrow..............
You had two boys that will
miss you indeed but i have to keep
fighting beacause its all right with the king
I know you are resting until we
met one last time i hope you
rest enough because we gotta
joke when i make it where you
are.
So we wont shead 1 tear
or make a sad little frown
because well see you ont he
other side when we all make it there.
a friend hummmm...... let me think a friend is the definition
of you and you are the reason i stand here today happy
because youve been there for me and helping me in each
and every way. you wont lie cheat or steal and you are
my sinsation and thats truley how i feel the other people
wouldve been there if and only if they really cares
do i stand here and tell you today how true u r and how
you make me feel
shes my everything.
my important.
the one i can trust.
the one i can do anything with.
i want to know about her.
ive asked.
she just wont tell.
i wish she would rely on me more.
as much as i rely on her.
it make this feel more even.
there only a few people i mean i love you too.
and when i hear best friend the name that comes in mind is her.
shes my condom, my protection from my dad.
shes always there by my side.
some people ask if were always together.
the answer is pretty much yes.
my house, her house, somebody elses house.
ill do anything to be with her.
lie to my parents. one, once again.
just to see her.
to just get a hug.
im always grabbing for her hand.
i wish shed never let go.
im positive i wont fall.
if shes there gripping me tight.
and who wouldve known that last year when i got a wave in the hall.
that this year wed be this close.
but i know now.
i know how much i love her.
i know how much i trust her.
i know how much i cant live with out her.
i know how much she knows about me.
but most of all i truly know.
how much i fcking need her.
and how happy.
we really are.
LOVE FOR MEN
LOVE FOR FAMILY
ALL OF THIS IS JUS A TRAGEDY
WHY ME IS WHAT I CRY OUT TO THE LORD
PEOPLE DONT BELIEVE ME THEY SAY
THATS NOT HER WORD
LOVE FOR FRIENDS IS DISAPPEARING
WANTIN A RELATIONSHIP, A COMPANION
TO BE BY MY SIDE WAS JUS AN UNTOUCHED FEELING
THAT FEELING I WAS FEELING HAD DIED
DAYS AND NIGHTS I JUST WANNA CRY
IM ALL ALONE
ALL THE BOYS JUS WANNA BONE
SHOULDVE DONE THE RIGHT THING,
COULDVE STAYED AWAY,
WOULDVE IF I AINT FEEL .......BUT I DID
THIS IS MY LIFE
YEAH NO KIDDIN
THROWING DIRT ON MY NAME
NOW EVERYONE THINKS IMTHE ONE TO BLAME
THEY KEEP MY NAME IN THEY MOUTH JUS FOR FAME
NOW I DONT FEELT THE SAME
A FAMILY MEMBER DEAREST TO ME IS GONE
SHE LOOKIN DOWN AT ME CRYIN
BECUZ IM DYING
I FEEL SO ALONE
BY MYSELF
IM ALL THATS LEFT
IM SO HURT
AND ILL LEAVE IT LIKE THAT
CUZ TOMORROWS ANOTHER DAY
AND THAT'S A FACT
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