After Pink Clouds
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After Pink Clouds
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Categories:
sobriety, appreciation, life, pain, stress,
Form: Verse
Building my castle to the kingdom
Building castles within my own confinement
only to be hit with the harshest of realities
& replaying what it means to be broken, to heal, and relapse
over and over again.
Numbing the weight of so many life choices
Drowning out screams from all different voices.
Lord please me show me your grace.
Seeing myself in the
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Categories:
sobriety, anxiety, christian, depression, drug,
Form: Free verse
Anxiety in Sobriety
Feeling so alone in a crowded room
Missing your friends while finally seeing who your true friends are
Wanting to get out and go have fun
But realizing your old ideas of fun only ever landed you in trouble
Starting to see what everyone else was seeing all along
Ashamed of who you were before
Knowing you never
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Categories:
sobriety, addiction, anxiety, emotions, women,
Form: Other
Sobriety
Sobriety
For some it’s chasing the tail of
A dragon.
Walking the
White
Line.
Clouds billowing
Through fits
Of expelled
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Categories:
sobriety, addiction, strength,
Form: Free verse
The Adam Poem
Adam, Adam, Adam, Adam,
Adam.
I do not feel any way about you with poetry --
other than it is my experience with you that
You do not read much of it
At least you do not talk about it.
If you are reading poetry that I send you
Or if you are reading poetry
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Categories:
sobriety, poetry,
Form: Free verse
sobriety
celebrate the day
with loving christ a deliverance
one year sobriety
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Categories:
sobriety, 8th grade, 9th grade,
Form: Haiku
sobriety
Sobriety
He stopped drinking and looked remarkable
well, his wife was happy, less so his friends who
didn't see him in the bar and when meeting him
in the street, his manner was awkward, almost
formal, a few words of greeting followed by
silence
He was promoted at work, wore a suit his shoes were polished, and he bought a new car
His
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Categories:
sobriety, anti bullying, anxiety, april,
Form: Blank verse
The Vow of Sobriety
Bottles and glasses, left to stand,
As time slips through like grains of sand.
Often adrift, in a half-conscious sea,
This life of escape, it isn't for me.
Emotions submerged, a silent tide,
Demons within, in darkness, they hide.
Endless battles, wear me thin,
Against this foe, I cannot win.
You've stripped away the friends I knew,
My soul you've scarred, no recompense due.
You
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Categories:
sobriety, addiction, christian, courage, dark,
Form: Free verse
Things that go through my brain on a Thursday morning
In the depths of my heart, a shadow dwells, Regret's icy grip, a tale it tells. Missed opportunities, choices made, Unraveled dreams, a path that swayed. Like a phantom, it haunts my waking hours, Whispers of "what ifs" in my inner towers. A constant ache, a gnawing pain, Regret's cruel hold, an endless chain.
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Categories:
sobriety, destiny, endurance, fate, identity,
Form: Carpe Diem
Homage To Living a Sober Life
Drop a rock into a still pond,
and the ripples echo.
A large enough rock,
and a pond sized tsunami,
waves echoing beyond the edges.
Every step I take creates ripples.
Sometimes, a tsunami.
After all, I'm not screaming in outer space.
And the trillions of steps before mine
that gave me the ground I walk on,
need to be acknowledged by the care I
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Categories:
sobriety, addiction, blessing, recovery from,
Form: Free verse
The Retreat: Part 9
The Retreat: Part 9
Coming Down The Hill
We were warned
That the high upon high
May not hold or be well-received
By the mere mortals below
Yet Cliff's Band of Merrymen
And bonus babes
March forth from Santa's workshops
To conquer, resettle
The islands of misfits
The planets of normies
Like vets returning from battle
The wars at home continue
Some nuclear
But mostly whack-a-mole
Requiring each sentinel
To cover
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Categories:
sobriety, addiction, appreciation, courage, humanity,
Form: Free verse
Sobriety
I want to seek sobriety everyday
I hope to God this sleepless night
I pray and pray away the pain tonight
I want to be okay as I lay here, decaying like a wilted flower in May
I feel this party inside me isn’t over
I feel this party outside my range — I don’t want a drink, no thanks
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Categories:
sobriety, angst, deep, depression, desire,
Form: Lyric
The Retreat: Part 3
The Retreat: Part 3
Opening Bell
And you thought YOU had it bad
Cancer
Homelessness
Divorce
Estrangement
Family Death
Pet Death
Molestation
Rape
Depression
Sex Worker
Sex Client
Bad Taste
Bizarre Taste
You people are really ed up
Ok I am too
Let's un—-k ourselves silly
And begin.
(3/24/17)
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Categories:
sobriety, abuse, addiction, anxiety, forgiveness,
Form: Free verse
My Battlefield Cry
My Battlefield cry
I've never felt so alone,
Stood on a battlefield no army I stand alone,
Staring straight at the enemy in front of me
This enemy is not stood alone it holds the monopoly over infantry,
It has infested and infected, hundreds of thousands of souls
This is a battle you must face alone and
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Categories:
sobriety, anxiety, change, fear, freedom,
Form: Rhyme
The Gambler
The gambler
It fills my body with heat
From my head to the bottom of my feet
An urge so strong
I know its wrong.
But it takes control of me.
I can go in with my purse full
I leave with nothing but guilt
It eats me alive, knocks me ill
But that drive for more never leaves me.
Everything iv got i put
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Categories:
sobriety, addiction, dark, emotions, how
Form: Rhyme
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