Escape
sensual touches
sate a need that aids depressed
hearts seeking passion
patches to cover twin aches
scarring each with rejection
escape needs fulfilled
covers hold two stories told ~
desperate duet...
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Categories:
recovery from, angst, body, desire, emotions,
Form: Other
EnoughShe was too young to hear what she did.
She was too young to see the way you looked at yourself.
She was too young to feel how she did.
Too skinny.
I just need to gain weight to be beautiful.
I just need curves to be beautiful.
Too fat.
I just need to lose...
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Categories:
recovery from, beauty, childhood, confidence, girl,
Form: Free verse
Little MirrorsReflection catches
My guilt .
I lose the trust
In whatever , God, I pray too.
I need a release ,
I need to take the seat
I need to Stare back at Me.
Eyes opening a grave.
Don't won't to Be IN THE WAY.
I'm red, in chains
Im Covered ,
In dirt
Unburied Me slowly.
I'm...
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Categories:
recovery from, anxiety, depression, extended metaphor,
Form: Free verse
Ancient Egyptian translation of 'Dialogue of a Misanthrope with his Soul'Metaphor and simile have been with the human race for thousands of years. This is my English translation of an excerpt from an ancient Egyptian poem estimated to be around 4,000 years old:
Excerpt from "Dialogue of a Misanthrope with his Soul"
(ancient Egyptian poem circa 2000 BC)
loose translation/interpretation by Michael R. Burch
Death lies before me:
like a...
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Categories:
death, freedom, recovery from,
Form: Free verse
Social AnxietyAm I acting normal?
Am I blinking too much?
Am I staring too long?
Are people staring at me?
Feeling nervous, embarrassed, uncomfortable inside.
Reminding myself to not let the unease show.
Making jokes to mask the nervous thoughts I have.
Laughing to cover up the awkward reactions.
Focusing on the distance to avoid staring...
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Categories:
anxiety, emotions, recovery from,
Form: Free verse
CounselingBegan chatting, then as talking.
Talking, to safe haven.
Safe haven, to unfolding the dark tucked away.
Unfolding, to sharing years of distant memories.
Sharing, to unloading your internal warehouse.
Unloading, to tears flowing.
Tears flowing, words stinging.
Words stinging, airway burning.
Relief, haunting at bay for...
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Categories:
recovery from, anxiety, emotions, journey, mental
Form: Free verse
HyperToo hyper.
Caffeine and nicotine, a constant cycle on repeat.
Fidgety, can't sit still. Can't sit still.
Not enough caffeine, not enough nicotine, not enough tattoos.
Can't stand the silence.
Listening to the waves' crashing to drown out the spiral of thoughts racing through my head.
Brain, a constant whirlwind of thoughts.
Maybe just one more drag of nicotine?
Maybe a...
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Categories:
addiction, anxiety, recovery from,
Form: Free verse
my rapist's follow request on facebookping!
like pavlov's dog,
i glance
quick
at my phone
new facebook follow request.
i click the account
click!
my rapist.
it's been nearly 14 years since the first the time
he laid his hands on me
but i feel them
like it was this morning.
ping!
his son
liked my post on Instagram
,
are they working together?
are they a team again?
father and son,
teacher and apprentice,
master of none
but...
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Categories:
recovery from, strength, suicide,
Form: Spoken Word
a love poem to my recoveryno i wouldn't die for you.
i wouldn't,
and i'm not sorry.
i spent too long hiding in the shadows,
waiting
lurking
wanting
and hoping
that they'd see that I would have.
in an instant,
i would have.
a bullet, a train, a grenade, a pile of pills.
i would've taken any of them
for anyone.
but instead,
life shot me with an arrow.
life gave me you.
this...
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Categories:
recovery from, angst, anxiety, depression, mental
Form: Free verse
Amateur GolferYou’re trying to hang tough
But your ball is in the rough
Don’t throw a fit
Just think then hit
Forget all that pro stuff
...
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Categories:
recovery from, anxiety, boy, golf, nature,
Form: Limerick
Days I Let DriftI wore my youth like shoes too loose to feel,
Each step unsure, yet never dared to run.
My heart was clenched, a rusting, idle wheel,
While days dissolved beneath the quiet sun.
I was the empty desk in every room,
A chair unclaimed in stories being told.
A lantern hung but never lit the gloom,
Too scared to burn, too comfortable...
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Categories:
recovery from, absence, destiny, metaphor, recovery
Form: Rhyme
Grave DiggerCan't get you to understand.
I already know your kind.
You're really blind.
Maybe, a sign,
to you, will be given.
To make you change,
your way of living.
I'm through with always giving.
It's only your grave,
that you're digging....
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Categories:
recovery from, abuse, addiction, change, drug,
Form: Free verse
The Grief I Feel is of Another KindThe grief I feel is of another kind
Sweeter than holy water
A deeper breath than moorland air to find
The black of midnight, not—
Of monstrous seas, but—
Of restful night, donated cloak
From a kindly gentleman to wear
Wrapped in coolest starlight, safe
Astride a destrier — galloping to water
Molted feather — fortuitously found
New flight, gentle wind...
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Categories:
recovery from, death of a friend,
Form: Free verse
Row by Row the Nettles GrowRow by row the nettles grow
And circles do surround
Hairy stems the prison wires
And jagged leaves their barbs.
Cry out, forsaken sinner
Your voice shall not be heard
We listen to the wind song
And hark its piercing sound.
Your poison nettle vapours
Cling to my moistened lungs
And acrid nettle juices
Drip from my swollen mouth.
Alone, now in death—
Eden’s angel looms
Sword...
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Categories:
recovery from, christian, death, death of
Form: Free verse
Still the Dust Singsafter ‘The waste Land’, by T.S. Eliot
I met a woman on a glitching screen,
her face a whisk of pixels and prayer.
She spoke of shattered systems and survived code,
“The cloud remembers everything,” she said, "but forgets what matters.”
A rat hurried through my feed at dawn,
past memes and headlines, each a kind...
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Categories:
recovery from, april, endurance, loss, recovery
Form: Lyric
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