I dont care if you're there...
I dont care if you're not...
I've gotten to the point where...
I'm so much in pain that...
I'm so numb I don't feel...
I don't care anymore...
So move on...
So live your life...
Your better off with her...
Now...I just gotta start believing that...
Never use to like wearing glasses
Every since I was a child
Now I regret each momment
Wish I could take it back
It would help me
To change my
Unhappy
And sad
Life
If I could go back into time
I'll care more about my eyes
Visit the doctor often
Take better care of me
My vision is what
Should have meant
The world
To me
Pray
Lesson well taught and well learned
Make sure you take care of yourself
Before it is to late
Relieve yourself of pain
Enjoy your life
Live it healthy
You only
Have but
One
FOR A JOURNEY BACK INTO
TIME CONTEST
Does he crae about me?
Does he care if I"m dead?
Des he care ho I feel about him?
Does he care if I cut myself?
Does care if I killed myself?
Does care if I'm fat?
Does he care if I'm not stragiht?
Does he care if I have a girlfriend?
Does he care if I"m gothic?
Does he care about the music I listen to?
Does he care about our love?
Does he care about us?
Like a withered rose with thorns,
planted in dry soil,
you're something so once beautiful,
living now in turmoil
for have not Earth given love with rain
as it dies in need of thirst.
Like such a rose as this,
are you experiencing the dreaded worst?
At a loss of love and care
we are in a state of gloom
For it is love and care that
brings our spirits to its fullest bloom.
I want you my love back
I want you back again
Not what you are
but what you were
Every time you were there to wipe out my tears
To give me a hug and a shoulder
But why you changed my love
And why you became a reason for my wet eyes
You used to wait for me for hours
Now I am still looking for you in these late nights
where have you gone my love
But I am still here
With the tears in my eyes
Hoping that you would come back again
You used to hate alcohol and smoke
But now I rarely see you without them
You were the coolest person I ever saw
And now I afraid of talking to you
I never want to fight with you
I never even think of an arguement with you
I don't want to loose you
So, I am still here
With the tears in my eyes
Hoping that you would come back again
You used to care for me
You used to love me truely
But now you never care and no love
Why you changed my love
And I can't change me and myself
I still care for you and love you truely
So, I am still here
With the tears in my eyes
Hoping that you would come back again
She's bitter, numb and cold.
Doesn't care who she leaves behind.
She doesn't attach to anyone or anything.
It'll just hurt her when they're gone.
Tomorrow she'll leave and never look back.
Regrets she doesn't have any.
She feels no remorse for what’s she's done.
In her eyes she's done nothing wrong.
No goodbyes for voyage a head.
She will stay for no one.
Like a lone ship with no ties.
Wonders without reason but to leave.
She hates the life she’s been given
So many people love her she doesn't care.
Machine programmed to feel nothing.
Feelings make you weak;
She doesn’t allow weakness
She's cruel and cold to keep you away.
Because if she doesn't care there will be no strings.
Never been kissed
Never been held
Never been crushed on
Never been told "I love you"
Never got to experience
What love had to give
Unloved, I am
Unloved, is me
No one to care for
No one to care for me
In pain, I am
but these are terms I must accept
Alone I shall be
Alone I already am
For i am unloved
Unloved, I forever will be.
I am writing so much
Because her
I can never touch
She is outside my world
My heart has been whirled
Where it has gone
I am not certain
But at least I feel better
This is workin
With everything in a whirl
I can now twirl
Sing and dream
My life deep inside
Shot with a beam
I shalt not care what I write
My heart is giving up the fight
I can care less
But I think she still looked amazing
In her dress
My heart is still losing the fight
I sit here and wonder
Deeper into the night
Thoughts no longer wander
I feel great
Heart is on a freight
Lost out at sea
But when you find it
Can you come back for me?
(On my myspace also)
Copyright 2009
All rights reserved
-Matthan C. Atherton
It's summer again
And I hate it
Your abuse is worse in summer
Every summer you do this to me
You call me horrid names
You hurt me physically and mentally
And I'm sick of
I just want to runaway but
If I did then you would be hurt you
I know you don't mean doing these things
But
Don't you understand what it does to me
You say you care about me
But do you really
You know, I don't care anymore
I cared for years
But now you've gone too far
You're taking me away from
My friends, my boyfriend and even family
Why do you do this
Is it because you hate me
Even if you do
I have too much heart to hate you back
I want to kill you
I really do
But if I do then I might as well kill my self
Ha! There you go again
You're now going to beat me
because I said 'I love you'
I sigh and go to my room
I pack my bags and leave a note
Saying how much I hate you
I bet you're crying and I'm happy
I'm happy you feel distraught
I hope you have a horrible life starting now
Tears
As my tears fall
you scream and yell
without a care at all
You never understood me
You never saw what I see
A pool of tears
have always 'bin'
on the pages of my book
if you would jus, take one look...
you would see.
But you don't care
You jus scream and yell and shout
as I shed my teardrops out.
Soaked and wet
my book's no good
but you don't care
you jus yell, as you always would.
And as I watch my teardrops fall
I could jus wish, to end it all.
Daddy do you want to play this game with me?
Daddy why are you running?
Daddy why are you shaking?
Daddy what are you doing in the window?
Daddy what's that thing in your mouth?
~yelling~
~silence~
Daddy why you yell at me?
Daddy don't you care that I'm crying?
Daddy why are you so silenced?
Daddy please answer me?
Daddy get off the floor?
~pause~
~crying~
~running~
~door slams~
Daddy where are you going?
Daddy please come back?
Daddy don't you care for me?
Daddy...?
Daddy...?
~crying~
*he choose his drugs over his little girl....*
Sometime
by Amy Swanson, 2008
If you still think of me
the way I think of you
I wouldn't mind
if you just said hello...
sometime.
If you dream of me
the way I dream of you
I wouldn't mind
if you said you missed me...
sometime.
If you care for me
the way I care for you
I wouldn't mind
if you said you need me...
sometime.
but if you love me
the way I love you
I wouldn't mind
if we left all unsaid... until
sometime.
The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.
To lose the person you love
so much to another who doesn't care at all.
To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.
To have people think that you don't care.
The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.
When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.
For them to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.
Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.
Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our others we love them.
If you do not care about your Loveones
you will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.
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