a heartache,
who can tell how much it hurts?
can't really remember when it begins?
but it lingers a life time. i guess.
like living in a space
hollow and empty
though it's a crowd universe
but you feel all alone
it's like having a heart but you cannot feel
having this mind but you cannot trust
what do you have left,
if you're standing on the edge of sorrow
blind of the future
blind for direction
living in confusions
everyday
hold me dear angels
from falling, from despair
fly me to a place
where i can live
without worries and tears
wanted to be able to stand
wanted to be able to speak
wanted to be able to hold
without being told
wanted to shout out loud
yell into the opened sky
i just want to be free
as a being with a certain life.
A Friend in Doubt
WLM
Wildncrazy555
July 2, 2011
Thought I had a true friend
He would be there till the end
In the end I found out
What he was all about
Making me the shrew
And giving me the screw
Though the years we were there
All we did was help and share
You show concern
But then you learn
His name is Jimmy and so full of bull
He treats most as a fool
Once he is alone
It will finally lost last be shown
Just keep on to thyself lying
Because soon you will be dying
Things will be better in the end
Cause life will be begin again
But now a lost friend to me
So my life is finally free
Lord as we celebrate the freedom of our land
So graciously protected by your great and mighty hand
Would you reach down from above into the depths of me
Release your perfect peace within and set my spirit free
There is a constant battlefield raging in my soul
Please saturate me in your blood and make me fully whole
I know you have great plans for me this is what you said
Please resurrect my buried dreams and raise them from the dead
Your blessings and your promises I don't want to miss
I know you've created me for such a time as this
Its not right
dispite
this feeling inside.
I cant hide
the lies I deny
but I try
to fight to hide
the truth
and the proof is unfolding
and I'm holding the key
that will free me
from my own stupidity
that causes me to stumble
but if I'm humble
and hide my pride
and step out of this mindset
move on and forget
I may finally be
free and at peace.
Sky blue and baby's breath breeze
It's my time to do as I please
Pull my head from the sand
With pen in my hand
And lines from the grass on my knees
With hedges and fences to hide
My garden, it fills me with pride
Inspires me to write
even by moonlight
I still dont want to go inside
For I have no eye on the time
And a mental 'Do not Disturb' sign
With Rhymes and Haiku's
I've nothing to lose
The long day ahead is all mine
22nd June 2011
Ill wear a lace dress and carry no stress, ill touch grass and feel peace at last, ill smell a
flower and feel its touch. Just for a day ill be free. Ill feel the warmth of a summers
glow just to breath is a gift I know, but all these smells feelings and wants will they
lead to a dark astray, like a blanket will they cover me or warm me in the cold. Ill give no
thought for right now ill just be free.
You!
Are my loves source...
Fused!
Within my shell, you have balanced the gender energies...
My task! Be;
Allowing the harmony of their strengths to calm the sea of mind...
I join to your lips flowing your breath rhythm...
Receiving your voice, listening to your guidance from my heart...
I! Tamed the wicked angst ego; who wants to protect my survival...
Alas!
This self defense energy hath been turned against me...
I have discovered the frightened child who hid amongst the shadows of my soul...
I have embraced this piece of purity vulnerability...
I am my own soul sheppard of peace...
I am your light...
Blessed be this power emanation of creation...
I taste your being from the flowers scent...
I see your femininity;
The succulent fruits of life energy which emerge from those flowers...
I feel your masculinity;
The caress from the sunrays hands...
You remind me of your being layered within the wind...
You show me your true mind as I dream...
Absolute is our oneness...
I am your concepts of life;
Gaining experience for you to know, as I know...
What's love if not a thunder which burns you to the ground,
a roar of bear nowhere,
a taxi to the underground,
to the underworld,
a senseless sound which binds you,
binds you to trust the other one.
It is like a million rounds of bullets going through your chest
or like a feather falling from a cliff.
Oh, love - untrusted thing,
show me the smile to make you mine.
Ring the bell for my heart just now
and the sound shall live forever.
Speak to me of trees and bees
speak to me of strength and choice.
guide me on the way to Paradise,
place me in your garden of certainty,
and teach me how to arise,
take me to serenity...
Show me the smile to make you mine.
Laying in the bath last night I thought of my past,
A previous relationship that did not really last,
Told me she loved me with all her will and mind,
As she told others the same lines of the same kind.
I dug in her purse and found dirty pictures and a note,
All the things she said to me were not unique or remote...
So take my advice they claim you are the love of my life,
Dig around further you might find that dagger or that knife....
WORLD BORE ONE
I don’t know very much at all
But I know oak trees grow strong and tall
I don’t know why I sometimes stumble and fall
I know what I have, what I want and that which I need
And that each oak tree starts with one tiny seed
I can’t explain why some things are good or bad
I don’t understand why there’s less happy than sad
I do know that all I want for my good deeds is a simple
I can't date a debutante who defines the word "style"
I don’t pretend to know about important things
But I do know about wedding rings
Not that there’s a woman waiting for me
Because most women want their swains to have a diploma and a degree
Please don’t ask me queries I can answer not
I can tell you which cup of sassafras tea is cold and which is hot
I can feed the chickens, milk the cows and do some other chores
But I cannot for the life of me explain why there are so man f*****g wars
© 2011.…Phreepoetree
Baba is ready is to teach me to terminate my agitated consciousness,
I sat on my yoga mat and with my legs folded and awaited the deliverance,
I closed my eyes and took a breath soon I was not who I was,
The me was coming out of my self,
I was sitting outside being one with nature,
Exercising my "prana breathing" I was at one with myself,
This energy underlined all that was reality,
I reached into the depth of my soul and grasped for contentment,
My prana entered me as I inhaled and exhaled the natural air,
My mind,body and soul was reincarnated .
Girl with you in my life you have opened my life to a new paradise. I can’t tell you just
how I fell but I know these felling I have for you are real. You say it is no big deal the
way I fell but it is to me you see. With you so many new things I see you make me fell
free. I don’t have to hide any more I can just be me. Can’t you see what you do to me
how you make me fell. You hold the key turn it and see just how I will love thee. I’m so
glad you are with me and hope you always will be.
You really must go
yes, you really have to
i just don't know
what to do about you
I'm out of control
I'm a mess
its only half the story
i wish i couldn't remember the rest
promiscuous isn't my style
its not who i want to be
why do give in
and let you have me
the temptation is calling
and i want it all
i go in headfirst
not thinking about the fall
he touches me softly
a whole different part of me answers him
my mind says no
but body seems to win
he looks at me and asks
"what will become of us?"
careless to think i said, "i don't know"
i was too wrapped in lust
living in the night
with a carefree mind
laying with a man
that isn't mine
now the night fades
as the day begins
father I come before you
in awe of your Glory and love
surround me with strength
power and beauty
help me to be as genuine as a dove
Fill my life with kind words
never let me fall behind
may I always love thee
with arms wide open for all eternity
Show me how to be strong and courageous
when i face trials so I can confess
may i love your word and fear your name
even when I'm distant and stressed
In you I can overcome tribulations
and be strong for you conquer all
oh, how i stick by every one of your words
then I know you will catch me when I fall
I'm walking alone down the road with no stone.People are here to try to make me
feel at home. I see right through they are not people, they are demons in my heart
keeping me evil. No one sees that i try to be me.I fight the good fight but it seems
to hurt me. I don't know why i feel so low, but its time to get up and join a new
show. Maybe ill join the ones less fortunate I hope I can lead them to rejoice it.
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