I’ve come to the end
I’ve come to the end
I’ve come to the end
I’m sorry to say,
I’m not strong enough
To fight through every day.
You may think me selfish
That I don’t give a damn,
I tried really hard
To be not who I am.
The pain- too intense
A plan was made,
To relieve myself
And stop this facade.
I’m sorry my will
Was not strong enough,
The tears I
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Categories:
dark thoughts, depression,
Form: Rhyme
Demon
I’ve got this demon
Living in my head,
It makes me have horrid thoughts
Mainly wishing I was dead.
I hear these voices
Deep in my mind and soul,
I try to stop them
But fear I’m losing all control
I’ve tried to block it out
It’s taken up residence,
Full of fear
Losing self confidence.
It’s screaming louder
My thoughts , no longer mine,
I tried
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Categories:
dark thoughts, anxiety, depression,
Form: Rhyme
dark thoughts in a parking garage
it's pretty dark here
the lights are burned out
is there a murderer under my car?
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Categories:
dark thoughts, car,
Form: Free verse
Dark Thoughts
Chelsea’s fantasy was to get raped
Buddy only felt sane when he was at war
Joe knew at some point he would get caught
Mary was whiter than the driven snow
Chelsea’s fantasy was getting stronger
Buddy just hated civilian life
Joe was stalking his next victim
Mary was in chapel confessing dark thoughts
Chelsea had made up her mind
Buddy walked the streets,
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Categories:
dark thoughts, anger, anxiety, death, faith,
Form: Free verse
Dark Thoughts
Lavender hues embrace my thoughts
Bathed in silence, dipped in love
Like a persuasive caress, urgent for
The breathless passion that entices
Burning away all the grief and despair
Through a million years, tears so dark
Penetrating, piercing, pricking my heart
With a lost word, a lost hope, a lost dream
Endless lessons built on hopelessness
Colored in waves of melancholic dread
My heart has
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Categories:
dark thoughts, angst, anxiety, bereavement, funeral,
Form: Free verse
Dark Thoughts
When your sat there in the dark,
As scared as scared could be.
Is the devil out there?
Just waiting there for thee.
Or will these thoughts, you have at night
"Disappear" with a flick of a light.
This you ought to know,
He's out there waiting for everyone,
And he will never go.
He's waiting for you to break,
To give in to all
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Categories:
dark thoughts, anxiety, dark, evil,
Form: Rhyme
Dark Thoughts of Trees
DARK THOUGHTS OF TREES
The trees that circumscribe the cricket field
[Stumps drawn ‘til equinox returns the sun]
Neath grey October sky a mood revealed
Their pensive mien betrays dark thought as one:-
“Our limbs close link in woodland brother form
These limbs once built your homes and ships of fame
And fine oak caskets whereby you’ll be borne
When you no more
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Categories:
dark thoughts, life, tree,
Form: Sonnet
Dark Thoughts
If there were no poetry or words as art
Who would hear the music in my heart
Would my muse fight to find its way
Or in atrophy die and simply wash away
Published in my 24-page photo/anthology ~SUNSETTING WHISPERS~ 2020
AP: Honorable Mention 2022
Submitted on January 22, 2020 for contest IF THERE WAS NO POETRY sponsored by SILENT ONE
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Categories:
dark thoughts, emotions, heart, muse, passion,
Form: Rhyme
Dark Thoughts
I spiral down a slippery slope
Entwined as I descend
I’m drowning in a kaleidoscope
As My mind begins to blend
Swallowed as Im consumed
As I sync into the abyss
Left as hollow as a vacuum
Neither extinct yet nor exist
Falling down this internal funnel
All life is drained from inside
Like crawling down an eternal tunnel
But no
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Categories:
dark thoughts, angst, anxiety, blue, depression,
Form: I do not know?
Dark Thoughts
Murder on your mind
Suicide in your thoughts
Heart all torn, body all worn
Heavens knows you want to go
But Jesus wont let you go
Restless nights, constant fights
Your soul just doesn't feel right
No longer does it have the will to pretend or fight
It feels like you have lost all sight
Discouraged and burden to afraid
To stand up and
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Categories:
dark thoughts, death, depression, emotions, farewell,
Form: Free verse
Dark Thoughts
Stab me in the heart you viper
Lay me down to sleep
Struggling with the man i am
Send me down to the deep
Who am I or what am I
Whom have I become
Who should know
No friend or foe
Cheap words slide off my tongue
A lier lies
No shock surprise
Your blind if
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Categories:
dark thoughts, anger, anxiety,
Form: ABC
Vestiges of Dark Thoughts Evicted
Wobbly knees wheeze and tease
Dark thoughts fumbling, tumbling and rumbling in the mind
Which can no longer squeeze proportion peas
From thought processes, procedures and systems gone blind
In the wake of the disaster
Determined to scupper efforts
I summon to master faster
Techniques and strategies to rescue ports and forts
In which hides the succor
With the potential to dismiss the blues
Whose
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Categories:
dark thoughts, poems,
Form: Free verse
Dark Thoughts
Under the cover of deep darkness
Hidden in some obscure corner
Cowering beneath layers of blankets,
My head wrapped in scarves
buried under a pile of pillows…
No matter what,
Oh, upon my poor soul,
I just couldn’t hide from my thoughts.
~A Brian Strand contest.
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Categories:
dark thoughts, dark,
Form: Free verse
Dark Thoughts
Yes madness is my escape, in my deepest darkest thoughts, all the hate inside my soul, all the hate that I have got, in the lunatic asylum in straight jacket getting shots, leave my happiness behind, and I leave it there to rot. All the anger that I hide, all the secrets that I keep,
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Categories:
dark thoughts, art,
Form: Rhyme
Dark Thoughts
Frustrated, dissatisfied, you've tried and tried,
The meaning of life has you completely mystified.
Another negative vibe that's too hard to describe,
Depressed, anxious and feeling dead inside.
Dark thoughts dominate your mind, you can't unwind,
Searching for answers that you might never find.
Questioning reality can lead to insanity,
''What if'' thoughts will mess your mentality.
Demons are creeping back from the
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Categories:
dark thoughts, depression, emotions, hurt, sad,
Form: Rhyme
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