Best Dark Thoughts Poems
darkened moon
filthy room
five fast bullets
locked and loaded
perilous inches
from my head
fate is held
by my true loves' hand
Lavender hues embrace my thoughts
Bathed in silence, dipped in love
Like a persuasive caress, urgent for
The breathless passion that entices
Burning away all the grief and despair
Through a million years, tears so dark
Penetrating, piercing, pricking my heart
With a lost word, a lost hope, a lost dream
Endless lessons built on hopelessness
Colored in waves of melancholic dread
My heart has felt the pangs of regret
And it has also felt the music of acceptance
I’ve known what it means to let go of love
Also what it is to let go of the pain and fear
Someday I’ll know what it is to let go of breath
As long as I live, I’ll find ways to give
From the depths of my soul.. joy, peace and hope
Love that keeps giving from the innermost soul
Where I always know that God will keep me feeling
Alive with precious mercy and grace, tears of faith
It’s only when I’m all alone and I feel His love
That I can find myself letting go of the tears
The ones I’ve held back – sometimes for years
Holding back tears isn’t as easy as one might believe
There is such release in letting go and letting God
Wipe away the tears that fall from my eyes
When I finally let go of the pain pouring down
Cheeks who have been dry with a drought from
Being unable to allow my feelings their expression
Holding back tears is the only way to know
If there could have come a day when I’d pray
For the chance to let go and allow the dam to break
Spreading the feelings in falling teardrops
The ones that remind me that this pain will ease
And love will dance once again… in the melody
Of winds who whisper their joy to my spirit
Dark Thoughts....
Dark thoughts
energy lost
where did I GO?
Inside my mind mental war
I'm the only one taking score
These feelings hard to ignore
Why can't I be the person I was before?
Overthinking my crime
Need my mind to unwind
A balance I need to find
I have no concept of time
They may see the real me
Find out my depressive history
Unmask who I am realize
How much I self criticize
Would they be kind & empathize
What I see with my own eyes
I am just plain very ordinary
This mask is very necessary
Happiness always temporary
Sabatoge myself W my own commentary
Nothing new that's customary
Is this the fate I was assigned?
That I will somehow always undermind
My own inner thoughts so unkind
Can everyone else see
The self doubt that lives inside
Self depreciating my minds guide
I want to be all that they think I am
I think I'm a decent Mother, Sister, & Girlfriend
How do I get these feelings to end
I prefer being real don't want to pretend
Was easier to cope when I had my best friend
For me she would relentlessly defend
Someday this mental prison has to end
Its comforting for someone like me
I release my inner feelings in ink
Otherwise even more free time to
think think think
All these thoughts run threw my mind question is do I run or do I hide?
I get tired of doing the right thing , I just wish people would have seen.
You were a sheep in wolf clothing, You had me backed in a corner my weakness you used.
I showed you my fears my mistake, Nothing ever seems as it is I cried my tears and let go.
Yet I hear your voice haunt me in my sleep, Flash backs run all I keep repeating "Leave" "Leave me be".
Feel empowered but you hold no power over me.
As I stand , I stand tall and strong just as I will remain strong as a statue.
Nothing can prosper I've mad it threw hell I've won the war.
You see you hold nothing over my head anymore!
is it a waking dream?
no,
is it a waking nightmare?
no,
it be the thoughts of the deserted,
those who have nothing left to lose,
the ones who can go mute without a second thought,
the ones whose dreams overflow with the blood of others,
for they are the ones who see the sinister truth,
the end isn't near its always been there,
every year,
every month,
every day,
every minute,
every second,
for you see the end is not when the world ends,
it is the last day you feel complete,
it is the day you feel worthless,
the day you see only the dark side of things,
the moment you imagine slaying the beast of which caused your pain,
for that is the day the innocence known as your "inner child" is finally slaughtered,
and when your become...,
heartless.
When your sat there in the dark,
As scared as scared could be.
Is the devil out there?
Just waiting there for thee.
Or will these thoughts, you have at night
"Disappear" with a flick of a light.
This you ought to know,
He's out there waiting for everyone,
And he will never go.
He's waiting for you to break,
To give in to all his deeds,
If you ever break them,
He has all he needs.
So if your scared of the dark,
Don't sit there all alone.
Turn on the light,
Smile into the night,
And send the devil home.
10/22/2020
Dark thoughts chastushka
28/10/11(home)
By Sashi.Prabhu(ZEAUOXIAN)
Behold! unto me it will ever so cling,
Often wonder why it lingers on with me,
Untold, it is to make the church bell ring,
Akin to a dark shadow it owns the locked key.
Unchain it from my body please,
Unfathomable within me are it’s depth,
A quest so forceful will be the need as is,
To get to , where fate has it kept.
Up above for it we peeked and looked,
Down below for it we did search,
Alas! The icy claws had it hooked,
Solitude the path to rock in from it’s perch.
Forward,I aired with calming mind,
Ahead I moved with a stance so soft,
Frozen heart now melted to be kind,
My thoughts they said by now were aloft.
Reflect I practiced every morn for sure,
Pondered much I for every need,
Pure Thought, me knew was the only cure,
For now all that is put forward is pure deed.
Content am I with my present self,
Away has travelled the devlish reign,
Calm is my mind content in itself,
Dark thoughts they say I must abstain.
Every morn ,now it awaits for me,
To a cool breeze and a warm smile,
And when I look out so green is the tree,
My life they see has just begun to be worthwhile.
DARK THOUGHTS OF TREES
The trees that circumscribe the cricket field
[Stumps drawn ‘til equinox returns the sun]
Neath grey October sky a mood revealed
Their pensive mien betrays dark thought as one:-
“Our limbs close link in woodland brother form
These limbs once built your homes and ships of fame
And fine oak caskets whereby you’ll be borne
When you no more wield willow in your game”
“And when the field’s no longer mowed and even
When you have lost the power to play, and deign
To pass the carefree summer hour believing
That it shall be forever your domain”
“We’ll spread our seed, in time see restoration
Of ancient forest wild, a sylvan nation”
Frustrated, dissatisfied, you've tried and tried,
The meaning of life has you completely mystified.
Another negative vibe that's too hard to describe,
Depressed, anxious and feeling dead inside.
Dark thoughts dominate your mind, you can't unwind,
Searching for answers that you might never find.
Questioning reality can lead to insanity,
''What if'' thoughts will mess your mentality.
Demons are creeping back from the dead,
So many emotions run wild in your head.
You've been through the pain but you still feel the hurt,
It's a constant battle since the day of birth.
Time to wake up and realise your own self-worth,
We've got limited time on this place called earth.
Up all night, once again
Too many thoughts, where to begin
Do I start with broken trust
Or the ones that involve lust
How about my daughters, that I miss
Or my ex, and our lost bliss
Falling in a deep dark hole
One of doubt, no self control
How I wish I had a soul to sell
Too many secrets I'll never tell
I've seen things that would make you cringe
Life ain't easy out on the fringe
Another days torture test
I'll rise above, but not like the rest
In a world apart, a world alone
no safe haven to call my own
I've got my friends, closer than skin
though still I'm sad, no way to win
If I could act and dance and sing
teach my voice to use it's wings
I'd fly above my minds shadow
escape this fear and finally know
my soul on fire, my heart in hurt
my body bloody, my face in the dirt
surrounded by love, concealed in fate
the world will teach me how to hate
the blood line stays, my heart is dark
alone in the shadow, in a crowd I stand stark
the sins of the father will come to pass
though I struggle against the past
Help me feel the way I should
make me see the world as good
the past seems sweet, the future wrong
my minds been gone for far too long.
Yes madness is my escape, in my deepest darkest thoughts, all the hate inside my soul, all the hate that I have got, in the lunatic asylum in straight jacket getting shots, leave my happiness behind, and I leave it there to rot. All the anger that I hide, all the secrets that I keep, you are nothing in my life, you are nothing but a bleep, lock me up and toss the key, I do not care if you weep, in the hole of violence, and I’m falling in too deep. Being free of all this pain, that has always been my goal, I am burning inside hell, feel the heat beneath my soles, violence controls my thoughts, brain is covering in mold, never be myself again, I am losing all control. All this anger rage and hate, all these feelings that I hide, life is going down the drain, I do not care if you cry, have to keep it bottled up, you should know how hard I try, in my deepest darkest thoughts, you do not know what’s inside.
Murder on your mind
Suicide in your thoughts
Heart all torn, body all worn
Heavens knows you want to go
But Jesus wont let you go
Restless nights, constant fights
Your soul just doesn't feel right
No longer does it have the will to pretend or fight
It feels like you have lost all sight
Discouraged and burden to afraid
To stand up and fight
Life is no longer a delight
You cannot see the light
You rather choose to hide and evacuate
But wait Jesus state's if you chose this gate it maybe too late
For you to escape this awful fate so wait
Maybe you should stop, think and debate
After all you don't want to be carried through
That eternal gate where you can't breathe or escape
Maybe you should re-evaluate your current state
Learn to be strong, hope and wait not take your life
Regret or be sorry that you didn't choose to stop and debate
I think you should re-evaluate
After all what have you to loose
Its only right you live and choose.
Wobbly knees wheeze and tease
Dark thoughts fumbling, tumbling and rumbling in the mind
Which can no longer squeeze proportion peas
From thought processes, procedures and systems gone blind
In the wake of the disaster
Determined to scupper efforts
I summon to master faster
Techniques and strategies to rescue ports and forts
In which hides the succor
With the potential to dismiss the blues
Whose rancor
Fed up with queues and incomplete clues
Threaten to overwhelm vestiges of peace and calm
My world once knew
As avalanches of harm
Primed to strike anew
Sweeping, wiping off from my soul
Traces of confidence
Whose sole goal stole
From my predicament the credence cadence
That slowly began to pave the way for hope
To return
My state of affairs to normalcy to prop
Up the urn
In which ashes of despair
Began to evaporate
To initiate by gradation the repair
Process and flair in which dark thoughts could neither elaborate harm nor collaborate.
Dark thoughts spill out of my head
I lay it down on paper with pencil led
holding onto good times from a small thread
as if they disappear every time I grab this pen
so how hard can it really be to find treasured friends
I'd rather wither an die in ignorance
but in the end I'll still yearn to repeat it all again.