I’ve come to the end

I’ve come to the end I’ve come to the end I’m sorry to say, I’m not strong enough To fight through every day. You may think me selfish That I don’t give a damn, I tried really hard To be not who I am. The pain- too intense A plan was made, To relieve myself And stop this facade. I’m sorry my will Was not strong enough, The tears I held back Caused this mental flood. The pain too intense now I can no longer cope, The thoughts of my family No longer give me hope. I’m sorry to do this And cause you this pain I’m most sorry to my son, Who I won’t see again. I had no one left No one reached out to me, I was too scared to ask And too scared what they would see If you know someone is suffering Reach out and show you care, Because there may be a time They are no longer there.