Best Disappear Poems
I cry so silently, my heart beats like it is not there.
I wish I could wash away and disappear like I was never here.
I want to vanish like there was never someone here.
Is there any hope?
Is there any time?
My life is coming to an end and I will wash away in fear.
I cry so silently, my heart beats like it is not there.
I wish I could wash away and disappear like I was never here.
I want to vanish like there was never someone here.
My heart is screaming out.
Is there anyone to hear me?
Is there anyone to help me?
I cry so silently, my heart beats like it is not there.
I wish I could wash away and disappear like I was never here.
I want to vanish like there was never someone here.
like there was never someone here.
Someone here.
I want to vanish like there was never someone here.
DISAPPEAR
Tremors are the worst,
the full-body shakes
its like my skin is too tight,
my body doesn’t fit,
my life doesn’t fit
the anxiety no one understands
its invisible,
I’m invisible.
“Snap out of it, Shaky”, they say
“You’re just faking it.”
And I want to crawl into a ball and disappear.
Where did my confidence go?
My libido?
So many accomplishments…
I wake up to a new day
but I see the old ways
and no way out.
Can’t write in longhand anymore,
scrawling script is illegible
words fall like a sideways rain
splash all over me
the fears…not good enough
just let me lie here in the dark
and disappear.
wake up to serendipity
ignorant and unknown
shaken and not stirred
blond can be bond
Reality, metaphor and cliche
cheesy juvenile decay
Love, care and hate
past the use by date
of fights and torment
and well deserved lament
salute to the solitary reaper
with Metallica... I disappear
I wish I could just disappear, more often than you realize.
Go back into the invisibility, that once shielded me from the world.
Quiet spoken, downcast eyes, throw away my tattered pride.
And become so small, that when I finally speak - you wont hear me.
I'll live in shadows and dress in shades,
and my universe can change back to black and gray.
And I'll do it so slowly no one will realize the difference.
And when I bloomed out of my Darkness,
And people saw the light that danced in my eyes - they were surprised.
But I think I'd like to take back that surprise,
And make them forget they ever saw the cosmos at night.
I don't want to be a color, nor even a shade,
I don't want to be a song or a sound or a thought in your brain.
I don't want you to see me like you have - I want to disappear again.
I disappear,
Worry not I have not,
forgotten you here,
I'm still flitting in your presence,
Missing deadlines and drama,
Shortcuts to connect with the Dali Lama,
And wondering when I'll have a moments breath,
To put my paper to my pen.
I'm not lost, nor found again,
But wandering through the woodland,
And growing with each tree,
I sap the energy from the sun,
And distribute it to the life in front of me.
And even that's a lie, as I haven't found the time,
To take a walk through my garden,
Or even plant a seed.
Stuck in the cold walls of a warehouse,
I work for what is to be,
We work until we die,
A slave to the industry.
Rush your waves of freedom
pulse slow where alcoves bleed
lay gently in the grass of heaven
amongst the humble and the meek
Faint eyes lie down in blazing heat
where the burning fades desire
unfurled taught ropes entwine
and boil steams still streams
Unguide lost thoughts subsided
roam the hallows of my lair
run past fear of another morrow
into me come disappear
I loose my self
in myself
and fear
often times
I disappear
not always so
as youth
as man
young the heart
i still could stand
outside gates
in every core
but weak
I hide now
close the door
peer out through
the looming night
see the man
who sits outside
empty of
his other part
hiding in
the lonely heart
I loose my self
and then I fear
you've lost a part
of me
in tears
one drop containing
each a piece
of what you thought
your love would be
I fail
I will, be lost sometimes
gone in fancies
of my crime
penance for
and from the slave
I am now, lost
in other days
I fear
too often
worry much
ten million thoughts
I can not clutch
like a fighter
seeing three
head shot punch
witch one is me
I loose myself
myself I fear
will loose you
when I disappear
Quench my thirst like the rain
Kiss my lips to drive me insane
Touch my chest with your hand
Lets embrace and fall to the sand
Hold each other as the sun dries our flesh
When will we separate is anyones guess
Take my breath away with your tongue stroke
Feel my heart beat fast with the caress you envoke
Hear the cries of passion that are always dear
Know that this love is real and will never disappear
My thoughts
Have overtaken me.
All of the wondering
That flew through
My mind.
Has just made
Me, be unseen by the naked
Eye.
Whenever I pass
You don't say hi
The only word
that could be said was bye.
I long for you,
As you do too.
Even though you
Have gone
I will never
Say
Goodbye.
Gray clouds change the mood
As I watch them take over
The light, colorful sunset
But sunlight reaches
The edge of ominous clouds
Moving with lining of hope
Across the background
Where blue dominates the sky
Mixed emotions passing by
Light and dark transform
Rapidly as the sun sets
Blue fades to white into night
Through the trees so still
Thoughts linger in tints of pink
Then, disappear with a wink
Heidi Sands
11/27/17
5-7-7 : syllable count for the form
What is addiction to you?
So many reply I got no addictions
Is that true of you?
It’s not for me ~ I have addictions
Facebook is my big distraction
Stealer of my time ~ thats addiction
So many things are addictions not just alcohol drugs,sex,gambling
The lists go on n on
So ~ why do we point the finger at others?
Without first looking inwards at ourselves
A post on Facebook angered me
This is why this poem i wrote
I was on this post by a guy
Sharing a video of homeless dude
Sadly recently passed away
Yeah on streets drug overdose
The guy said he was amazing
Touched me deep in my heart
Lady Comment no drug addict is amazing, not them kinda folk
How dare she judge, condemn
Nobody~ I mean nobody can judge another
I wanted to write if you cant say something positive shut your negative mouth
I didn’t I wrote this instead
I believe thats why suicides rise
People cant cope, looking for hope
But so much judgement
I know ~ once I almost took my life
I was entrapped in a web of hopelessness
An angel in form of a dog
Big brown eyes gazed lovingly at me
High tide, was up to my waist in the sea
Can take you to very spot ~
I have a thing about eyes
These eyes saved my life
Some said I was nuts saying an angel like dog
Way ~ hey really, here to tell the tale
I do still thank God for sending the dog
Dog walked along promenade
In front of me, disappeared
When I reached mum’s door
A divine moment nobody can rob from me
Please be kind, think before you speak~ don’t judge
Let your heart overflow to others
You don’t know whose life you might save.
Written 02/07/2026 by me Scottydotti :)
Traveling through the Valley in my old car
Passing by the rubble that was Saint Ann's
Wondering what is happening to the valley
No more growth, I guess God had other plans
An empty lot where Saint Mary's school use to be
Stopped by and shed a silent tear
Henry's and the My Place are just part of the past
I'm just watching all my memories disappear
The Coffee shop is gone now up in Summit Hill
The stadium stands but there is no scheduled game
The school building became a housing project
Somehow the Valley doesn't seem the same
The churches are combined now, once they all were full
Population's down, getting smaller I fear
We once knew everyone by their first name
I'm just watching all my memories disappear.
We'd hitch hike from Tamaqua to hang at the My
Play the juke box and dance in the back room
Stop by the bowling alley or catch a movie
Now the block's as quiet as a tomb
We'd drag race on a Saturday night on the Hauto stretch
Seems we never really knew the meaning of fear
Kids don't love their beat up cars the way that we once did
And I'm watching all my memories disappear
No more church picnics up in Dutch Hill Park
The hangouts that we knew are now all gone
The pool hall, YMCA and skating rink
In my mind they still linger on
Once we'd gather in the Indian fields
To have some fun and share a quart of beer
Sit along the cemetery wall late at night
I'm just watching all my memories disappear.
As hopes and dreams disappear,
I am left gasping for air.
For as they slowly vanish,
reality's hard to bear.
Held hostage by your sweet smile,
I'm a prisoner of love.
And as anxiety grows,
I seek guidance from above.
In a fit of jealousy,
my anger betrayed my heart.
And my unrequited love,
will be what drives us apart.
I shared my inner feelings,
but they were used against me.
And I realize the truth
will never set my heart free.
Reeling from rejection's sting,
I was wounded to my core.
For I was devastated,
shunned by the one I adore.
Silver dewdrops sparkle deeply under a footprint held
salted remains forever and always loving dearest
Through the living waters of life's rainbows kiss sweetly love
every colour shines uniquely precious under the mist
Golden beautiful your sunlight guides me home warmly beams
standing time adoring graciously your crown circles gems
A halo begins to turn waves around undercurrents
into the liquid oceans salt where you are born with wings
On the seventh crest drunken spirit of eternity
under the influence of your soul heartbeats jump over
And back moonshines softly breathless gently sighs out angel
whitewashed purity rolling a carpet before you
Kissing the soles of every step forward destiny calls
echoing within four chambers a song for you sings blue
I cover myself
in Earth's thick blanket of leaves.
I'm hidden to all.