I feel this breeze fading away.
I want to hold on, but she doesn't!
i'm now beginning to doubt this way,
That this essence i cherish is barely pleasant!
I thought you were a part of me
But this foolish lover would never speak out.
And hopes i would always see
Now seem like land dreaded by a drought.
But life changes over and again
with stones replacing hearts.
There's nothing much left to complain
and keep crying with those broken parts.
I lost the taste of living i suppose
See even music now sounds passive.
Dear, i never loved you with a purpose;
Since i lost more than i could conceive.
Now i think, just hypocrites advocate love.
The world spells just ego and its ally.
Having felt the wrath and heard them bluff,
with trembling fingers i etch 'Goodbye! '
When lost times become tears.
It is shaded and unclear.
The worse has gone by.
The mind keeps memories lie.
Lost to someone is found.
Losing and not standing ground.
When going insane you become a stray.
Walking lost is always far away.
When tears flows down it glimmers and shine.
When lost tears show it all combine.
Struggles become pain.
There is no gain.
Lost to guide is a sign.
An explanation is always the same line.
Truth struggles to make things clear.
Lost memories come near.
I cannot take one more day
One more utter sigh within
The breath takes me away
I am sunk in my sorrow
I fear that tomorrow will never come
I am lost in the drowning of never being able to sleep
I lose my way
I go down the wrong path time and time again
I cannot make it on my own
I worry that my future has no home
I lost the road to travel on
I am weak and weary my bones are brittle
My heart so cold its broken stone
I ache all over
I am tired all the time
I cannot choose right from wrong
I am distracted all the time
I lose myself in prose of sorrow
I find the love
and it bleeds from my veins
Never lasting
Another failure
that passes away never lasting
why do I even bother.
A teenager who lost his soul
And looked for someone to hold
He finds her but he doesn’t know
If he and she would fall in-love
He fought his demons and sought for the light
Many years until he thought he lost the fight
But then here she comes and saves him from the dark
Like an angel of love who clutched his heart
Read my poems and you will know
The story of The Broken Soul
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Written in: 2/27/2011
Your laughter mocks the expression on your face
Your thoughts twist slowly into words
You’d be better off with the needle
Better off with a room and a mirror
Strapped to your sanity
It seems we’ve lost again
A game with no rules
And no room to play
Destroy me again
I love the pain you send through my body
Concrete doesn’t hurt so much
As the times you give to me to breathe
Strapped to your sanity
It seems we’ve lost again
A game with no rules
And no room to play
Every ounce of rage
Concealed in a twitch
Just under the eye
But deep within my soul
Diseased by disdain
Sinister desperation in the laughter
Of these children locked inside
A daycare with barred windows
Strapped to my sanity
Pillows on the walls
I’ve found a subtle comfort in lunacy
When there are no rules to this game we play
He sits on the bench, day after day
Just to pass away the time
Feeding the pigeons, his left over dinner
A man, well past his prime
He smiles and waves as people pass by
Like he's known them all of his life
A tragic story wrapped in loneliness
For one who's just lost his wife
Thirty-eight years they were married
He's lost a piece of his heart
A woman who honered her wedding vows
Who promised, "Til death do us part"
He's not looking for companionship
For he will love her 'til the end
He wouldn't mind someone to talk to
Someone to call a friend
Time no longer has meaning
For it's just another day
So he sits on the bench, feeding the pigeons
Just to pass the time away
The storm clouds roll in
As if in answer to my heavy heart.
The sadness I have within
Has brought many tears since we did part.
Alone and lonely now
Without you here beside me.
My tears, again they flow
But out in the storm no one will see.
I am and will be...alone.
Since your death no one shall be
Privy to the secrets you've known.
This storm mirrors the soul inside me.
The storm clouds above
Send rain to hide my crying.
Crying for our lost love,
Love lost with your dying.
I CRY ALL THE TIME ,
BECOUSE I HAVE LOST ALOT
I CRY ALL THE TIME ,
BECOUSE I FEEL ALL ALONE
I CRY ALL THE TIME ,
BECOUSE I AM SCARED
I CRY ALL THE TIME ,
BECOUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN
I CRY ALL THE TIME ,
BECOUSE I THINK YOU ARE NOT GOING TO COME BACK
I CRY ALL THE TIME ,
BECOUSE I AM SCARED THAT NOTHING GOOD IS GOING TO HAPPEN
I CRY ALL THE TIME ,
BECOUSE I AM SCARED THAT I HAVE LOST YOU
I CRY ALL THE TIME ,
BEOCUSE I AM SCARED THAT YOU WILL FORGET ABOUT ME
I CRY ALL THE TIME ,
BECOUSE I FEEL LIKE I HAVE LET YOU DOWN
I CRY ALL THE TIME,
BECOUS EI FEEL LIKE NOONE WANTS ME
I CRY ALL THE TIME ,
BECOUSE I FEEL LIKE I HAVE LET ALOT OF PEOPLE DOWN
I CRY ALL THE TIME ,
BECOUSE I AM SCARED OF HURTTING EVERYONE
I CRY ALL THE TIME ,
BECOUSE I TRY TO MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY
I CRY ALL THE TIME ,
BECOUSE I AM SCARED OF LOSEING YOU
I CRY ALL THE TIME ,
BECOUSE I FEEL ALL INVISABLE TO EVERYONE
I CRY ALL THE TIME ,
BECOUSE I HAVE LOST EVERYONE I HAVE LOVED
I have never felt whole
I have never felt at home
I have never been content
with my own SOUL
I am ALONE
on my own
I have lost all control
I have lost parts of my soul
Given them away
For others to have hold.........
I’m not the man I want to be
For you and me
Thought we could be free
Like doves in love
Now push came to shove
And I lost my dove
The one
Never good enough
Thought I was this great guy
Guess I live life too high
I just want to get by
Not lie
But I lost your trust
Lost it all
No words describe
The hate
The pain
I suffer
Wish I was good enough for you
Soon enough you’ll say we’re through
Don’t know what to do
Because I’ve lost you
The one
That I love
Like no one else before
Now I lay on the floor
Hope you don’t head for the door
But I guess you can’t take it anymore
So I lay
Motionless
On the floor
Watching you walk away
No life left
Without you
Soon enough you’ll see my blood
Flowing from my wrists
For this true bliss
Oh how it’s you I will miss.
I never imagined
You’d be so valuable
I never thought
I would never endure it
I never believed
Until I truly lived it
I never put in mind
Or mistaken my calculations
In any chance
You would leave
I never lost you
Until I really felt it
I never missed you
Until I truly admit it
I never thought
That I would never find
A bandage that truly closes the cut
Your preciousness arrived me
Knocking, slowly, quietly
Until it knocked down the door
How precious you are, I really felt it
When you left me behind
I’m sure you’d say
I never lost you
But then I would say
But neither do I still have you…
So much is lost in time.
Words are taken in the wrong meaning.
Soon te bridge is but a scar of memory.
Sweet moments but a fargone reflection none of which
I choose to recall.
the laughter stale as the beer in this smoke filled room.
Music heals but stabs us deep.
Cents for the pain.
Numbers the tune.
Her body is there but not for anyone to
truley know.
the backward thougts with forward visions.
The emptyness my home hollow in the aftreglow.
My return is long overdue and to soon my exit.
A thief of emotion that exist only within my pen.
Has it been lost all over agian?
Here I am all alone, yet surrounded by love
The emptiness clouds my thoughts
I sat pondering the day to come
Where am I? who will find me? I’m lost
I’m lost in this jungle desperate for freedom
Smothering suffocating longing for joy
But it does not find me.
The roots begin to take me over
I’m no longer here. Where am I?
Perhaps drowning in the flood of ones own sorrow
Who sees me, who knows the real me I ask
But the thoughts just echoes inside
Bounded by chains why cant I escape
The days are long, nights are fearful
Here I am all alone, yet surrounded by love
Blinded by the emptiness that’s leashed itself to my chest
Frightful that tomorrow will not come to cease the pain
Who adores me, who hears my pleading
I hear nothing but the sounds of my own thoughts
The heart is quiet it beats to no drum
Empty, lost and cold.. No one hears me
The Maiden and The Blue Rose
There are no roses in shades of blue
But dare I say this is not true.
Maiden pure with silken skin
Awaits her Captain's home return
She waite on docks from morn till night
Her widow walk was lit with light.
She barely slept, she twisted hair,
She watched from hills for just one flare.
Her Captain's ship coming into shore
For his last trip, home evermore.
Their life together now begins
Two hearts promised, two lives entwined.
The Mariner's Ferry made the port
With frantic news to report.
Alas we couldn't do a thing..
We lost her in the turbulent wind.
The Maiden wept knees to the floor
“Oh, the Rose she cried in horror.
Her love now lost at sea to blame.
The “Blue Rose” sunken long lives her name.
a faded diamond lost in the rough.
alone with no happiness, no hope, no love.
destined to spend an eternity invisible and alone.
lost forever, existing only as a drone.
a hollow shell of what used to be.
a faded diamond, a beautiful memory.
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