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Insomnia begins
and
I begin my backwards count from a hundred..... 100...
99....98....97........ 96.... TJ
my thoughts stray and I am lost in a daydream
in my ideal world..
in your station wagon.. saying TJ this is who I am and I am not the Anxiety Disorder
Your scent is all over my black lasenza bra
The last embrace on my porch, was bittersweet and agonizing
It's hard to to let you go... and when you go..
I sit on my staircase agitated, wondering whether using my brain rather than my heart
causes me to make the wrong choices
You are already gone, before I get the courage to face it.
The words are always on the tip of my tongue,
but exposing your weaknesses is never just simply done
You are highly dissapointed
your look of adoration has become replaced disdain and your own personal irratance.
I've all but built a four walled prison cell.
In the end he will find his long lost heroine.
He is a saint, that walks the earth unaware of it.
I will always be dissapointed in myself
To let this man I care for so much.... just go
Sometimes in life we need to want someone so much
That we have to put it all on the line,
realize the great distances we must make to improve ourselves
so that one day we can be good enough....
One day... again I could hope to be myself.
Form:
I look before me
In the darkness
There is a chasm
Deep as forever
Dark as ebony
Lifeless as an ancient grave
Echoes of voices
Long since faded into the blackness
Still resound from jagged walls
Still trying to find a single person to listen
Pleading for someone to hear
Begging for a person to care
Below jagged rocks
Bones of the hundred, hundred
Broken, shattered, mere pieces
Laying strewn as far as the eye can see
Souls lost to despair wander among the dead
Looking for a way out
Trying to find eternal peace
Wander through the chasm
Crying for lost lives
Wanting one chance
One ray of sun to show them the way out
The light never comes
The dark become eternally darker
And the souls
Lost through their own despair
Wandering a hopeless path
Blind to everything
Hope once lost
Never to be found
Still they search
I never imagined
You’d be so valuable
I never thought
I would never endure it
I never believed
Until I truly lived it
I never put in mind
Or mistaken my calculations
In any chance
You would leave
I never lost you
Until I really felt it
I never missed you
Until I truly admit it
I never thought
That I would never find
A bandage that truly closes the cut
Your preciousness arrived me
Knocking, slowly, quietly
Until it knocked down the door
How precious you are, I really felt it
When you left me behind
I’m sure you’d say
I never lost you
But then I would say
But neither do I still have you…
I cannot take one more day
One more utter sigh within
The breath takes me away
I am sunk in my sorrow
I fear that tomorrow will never come
I am lost in the drowning of never being able to sleep
I lose my way
I go down the wrong path time and time again
I cannot make it on my own
I worry that my future has no home
I lost the road to travel on
I am weak and weary my bones are brittle
My heart so cold its broken stone
I ache all over
I am tired all the time
I cannot choose right from wrong
I am distracted all the time
I lose myself in prose of sorrow
I find the love
and it bleeds from my veins
Never lasting
Another failure
that passes away never lasting
why do I even bother.
It's there my tears fall like rain with the thought of loving you.
It's there my heart feels the pain of such emotion.
It's there my mind is as I count the hours away from you.
They say love is like a river.
It leaves your soul to bleed as mine flows a stream being far from you.
My life is that of a joy since I have found you near.
It is that of smiles and cheerful hello's as well as goodbyes.
It is my every waken moment I breathe you.
I live you as I long to have you near me.
As everyday I fight the erge not to cry because of the way I love you.
Its there my tears fall because of the love I have lost but at the same time
its the love I have gain.
But its there I never want these moments to stop.
That of the feelings that exsist between the two.
That of my soul being complete but not lost in life.
But that of myself I have found because now I am whole and not a lost soul
as a ghost wondering the land.
Because now I have all a man could ask for.
A loving woman and wife and a companion til the end.
That I no longer have to cry myself to sleep at nights because I have you to catch
the tear that fall.
Cause you are the reason I cry now because all the love I have found in you.
I love you much