The Switch Up
This world just keeps becoming
more & more ridiculous
Been way past the point
of being sick of this
Every path taken
turns into a complete disaster
Only way to get through it all
Is a borderline insane/nervous laughter
Always chasing the knowledge
to know what comes after
Instantly fooling myself into
believing this time will
be the switch up
And ill actually be
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Categories:
realization, deep, emotions, fate, magic,
Form: Rhyme
I saw the world through blood
I was looking at the world through my eyes,
curious to see its parallel side.
I had grief because I was seeing it through blood,
but as I heard my praises and insults,
glanced over the beautiful mountains
and growing poverty,
that became my biggest pride —
to witness the world like this.
But when my hand started to grow cold
from the pain
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Categories:
realization, allegory, allusion, conflict, deep,
Form: Free verse
Categories:
realization, age,
Form: Senryu
The Newness of Now
Now is not categorized as such because it rose out of the sordid ashes of a yester-moment
Now is not classified as fresh because it arose pristine and bleached from yester-hour’s horror
The uniqueness of now is assigned according to a mind vision that gives permission to peer with a microscopic lens
Along with the realization that there
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Categories:
realization, confidence, courage, destiny, engagement,
Form: Free verse
Flaws
I know making you less perfect
won’t make me any better
yet I can’t help it
I fabricate your flaws in my head
as if it would make my own disappear
almost as if ruining you
made me any better
…
almost as if making you imperfect
made me as perfect as you
—maybe I should learn to love my flaws instead of obsessing
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Categories:
realization, girl, high school, identity,
Form: Free verse
unplugged
her fingernails chip when she plays guitar
sacrificing beauty for something that sings—
a trade not everyone would consider,
not even once, not even a sliver of themselves
and somehow,
that tiny gesture,
that quiet unraveling at the edge of her hands
gives me reason to believe
there’s always someone softer, than i could imagine
I let go of someone
who held me like a
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Categories:
realization, appreciation, beautiful, break up,
Form: Free verse
Growing Up Pains
Growing eyes
Feel growing pains
Too thick
For a beating heart
Growing bones
See fearsome terrane
Too rough
For each foot's counterpart
What kid really believes
Growing up will be so hard?
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Categories:
realization, growing up, pain,
Form: Free verse
A Daunting Realization
Ecstasy was never meant for me ~
‘Steady as she goes,’ stoically
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Categories:
realization, joy, light, passion, truth,
Form: Couplet
God, No God, Maybe God
Why do I hunger for justice,
for love, I can’t keep this emptiness
inside, this void annoys
pulling me under
I cry in pain, I gain nothing
and I wonder,
Why do I find comfort in turning away
from the beliefs instilled upon me
It’s so much easier to ignore
the teachings before me
To live as if it doesn’t matter
who I hurt,
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Categories:
realization, god,
Form: Dramatic Verse
World Religions
Judaism
The Mitzvah—God blesses every good deed
Thousands of years old
God Yahweh made a covenant with Abraham
that if Abraham and his people the Hebrews
Obey Him,
He'd consider 'em,
His chosen people, watch over 'em
God sent the Hebrew to kill their enemies
sparing not man, woman, child
or even the suckling babe
On the other hand,
God said He
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Categories:
realization, god, religion, world, ,
Form: Free verse
You - Apr 10
I woke this morning, lying next to you;
Contemplating your thighs, your breasts, your face,
as you still slept at rest in a dream’s embrace,
my eyes all over your fair features flew…
I lingered here and there—a glance askew
caught subtle movements in that furtive place
beneath your eyelids, wondering what chase
your soul pursued in the other blue…
You then
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Categories:
realization, body, break up, heartbreak,
Form: Italian Sonnet
And the saddest realization I had was
And the saddest realization I had was—
that I can't do it all, I can't learn every language,
speak in thousands of tongues, or understand the poetry of every land,
I can't live every life, be a writer, scientist, traveler, dreamer,
exist in every version of myself I ever imagined,
I can't master every skill, nor bring every dream to
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Categories:
realization, fantasy,
Form: Free verse
Lineage
I sit here with guilt and recent understanding.
I didn’t know what I didn’t know.
I sit here with remorse, and now I’m rebranding.
Because to live is to learn and to learn is it grow.
It is like I stepped in your shoes when I became a mother.
You were doing your best, one foot in front of the
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Categories:
realization, appreciation, mom, mother, parents,
Form: Rhyme
Self-Realization
I only cry on the inside;
Lamenting the child who's hiding there.
No one can know what is buried.
It's a weight that I must bear.
You may marvel at my strength;
Such fortitude is often rare
But all alone late at night,
I sink into despair.
The child will not let me sleep.
She needs the comfort of her mother.
I've searched a lifetime
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Categories:
realization, child, love, mother,
Form: Rhyme
Beyond the Prism of Aphorisms
An Escarpment of memories
Distilled into form
Congealed to moisture
Before the storm.
I visit vagaries of such places
where measuring worlds
Or matching faces
Upon that inward surface
Of a glassy eye,
May bring one tears to cry.
I try to keep them from escaping
I cannot be their jailer,
I stand without an argument,
A broken
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Categories:
realization, birth, creation, cry, deep,
Form: Rhyme
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