I am not looking to win this
I already know I'm the realest.
As your name implies, you are my Eden.
You are my beautiful flower in my wonderful garden.
You are the one I cultivate in my heart.
I water you every day, and I love you a lot.
Grow and bloom in my heart
On a beautiful farm,
On a wonderful farm, I will protect you and be your magical charm.
I will shine brightly for you like the sun in the morning.
In my heart, things are growing and blossoming.
So I can see your cheerful face having a good time in actuality.
I, my one and only, will nourish you with love and trust.
And it wouldn't fail because it's all part of my reality.
Saturday, December 3, 2016
Owning the darkest parts of myself
The me that I never let out
Trapped little girl, buried deep
Under my false, pretentious, pretty girl exterior
Her name is Depression
Bi-Polar, Borderline Personality
This inner self pulls me into the dark and twisty night
To a place where no light shines through
Cold, empty loneliness
A place where we barely eat
We watch the flood flow from our flesh
My sad inner self and my fake happy outer shell
Fighting, battling for control
Stay hidden depression
No one wants to see your deformed face
Everyone wants rainbows and sunshine
Not dark, thunderous rain
Smile
Be the pretty girl you are supposed to be
Happy, sweet, enigmatic
Be proud of who you are
Embrace your flaws and your secret side.
But how can you be proud of your truth
How do you love the part of you that you keep hidden
When the darkest parts of you
Are the parts that scare you the most?
Walking the straight line
Hellbound, gunning for heaven
Military mind
By shadows can't be worried
Else your dreams will be buried
POEM BY:SMILEY BADGETT
****REALEST I EVER WROTE****
GOD IS THE ONLY ONE THAT SEEMS TO ANSWER ME WHEN I'M CALLING HIM COLLECT,
OBAMA'S TRYING TO MAKE A CHANGE I'M STILL WAIT ON THE TEXT,
LIVING LIFE GOOD MEANS PRAYING TO YOUR GOD NOT WAITING ON A CHECK,
WHAT YOU SAYING YOU NEED IS ALWAYS SOMETHING YOU REGRET,
I'M DONE JUDGING PEOPLE THAT'S HOW I SHOW RESPECT,
I SEE LIFE DIFFERENT THAN ALL Y'ALL THAT'S SOMETHING Y'ALL DON'T GET,
AND IN ORDER TO CHASE YOUR DREAMS YOU HAVE TO GO TO SLEEP FIRST,
THE BEST SAYING THIS YEAR IS THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK FIRST,
I'M TO WISE TO BE ARGUING WITH YOU USING CHEAP WORDS,
LOOK WHAT I BEEN THROUGH TRY TO FEEL WHAT I FELT,
PAIN, LOVE, AND REGRETS DO YOU SEE WHAT I JUST SPELLED,
HELL NO YOU'LL NEVER GET,
MY HAT YOU'LL NEVER FIT IT,
GANG-BANGING I WAS NEVER WITH IT,
PRAYERS ALWAYS FIRST, IT WAS NEVER WISHES...DAMN DEEP S***
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