Long Chest pain Poems

The Gift
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I can’t make it, I can’t make it
I’m dying without any of my loved ones around me
Becky can you drive any faster
Hit the gas already
My chest is caving in, I feel like I can’t breathe
I...

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The graveyard was melting.
in the shadows of nightfall.
Darkness and death 
are my fear my kryptonite.
Yet I walked into the iron gate 
creaking like old bones.

I needed to find you
I know you lived here now.
I could...

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I play the glutton and eat too much
     but it's only my affair.
When I go outside the local urchins
     like to point and stare.

Late one night my...

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Yesterday Richard inspired me to write this update. Thank you Richard. 

To Be More

3 days of this virus, feels like 3 weeks
Every hour a battle, as minutes flit by
Extreme cycles of hot and cold, ongoing
Losing...

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Goodbye, Odie

My little old cat is dying.
His steps are awkward, eyes unfocussed
and he cries when he can’t see me.
I’m not sure I want to be in a world
that doesn’t have my tabby Familiar.
I am feeling...

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Father’s Day 2020

Father’s Day this year, unexpectedly has me in tears.
Not sure why,
Where did the time go, 2.5 years ago we said goodbye.

I can’t watch the news it gives me chest pain,
Dad, what I’d give...

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The lamp and the light,

So out of sight.

How can you hang in the gallows,

When you cast your life in the shadows?

For eternity we've lived in the dark.

Deny us of the truth.

Tell us who we are.

For...

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Please bear with me. I am processing all this. Probably through some PTSD. 

My only way to process this, is to write
It has been such a long, ongoing fight
I remember April 7th, the sudden tiredness...

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You made it easier for me, now I can spread my wings.
yet you made it harder for my brother, he can barely breathe.
I'm here with my lord enjoying my life.
yet my family on earth is...

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— — — — — —
A walk through the old town 
and a girl on the street near the stone bridge.
Brown eyes with withered memory 
covered the crying soul,
which wiped the sand of the past...

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sometimes I wish to cut myself open
just to see what is hidden inside
how lucky I am
even Jack the Ripper would bypass me
that's how lucky I am
but I wish to see
what am I made of
what's so...

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Disclaimer: This is a poem about drugs. I do not condone, nor suggest the use of any drugs. However, I unfortunately did live a free and eventually devastating party lifestyle. Which, I do not wish...

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Q.1.What causes sudden death??
A.Blocked or reduced flow of oxygen 
rich blood to the heart muscle cause
Sudden death..
Q.2.What is angina??
A.Chest pain caused by restricted blood
flow to the heart muscle..
Q.3.What is heart attack??
A.Blocked blood flow to the...

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It's been a fight to get through illness for a month now
But I keep praying and I'm given strength somehow
It came from the hospital and I've been admitted twice too
But nothing relieves symptoms with all...

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It always starts with chest pain 
Sharp pain that I can’t bear 
It radiates down my arms 
First thing I always think 
I’m dying 
My heart begins to beat 
Faster and faster 
I feel like...

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Hi Everyone. 

First of all I just want to thank you all for your kindness, support, encouragement and prayers. It has made such a positive difference for me, through this ordeal. I look forward to...

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Hank loughs with guilt
thought while the smoke
of cigarrattes tingle
in his mouth.
He has neumonia, "for God sakes"!
But he enjoys smoking until
the last drag.
Finally there is a silence, like a chapel
on Sunday mass; little rings bells
at the...

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Chest pain grips as anxiety fills the room 
Or cornered I grasp a resting broom
Neck pain lingers and feelings of doom 
Sadness at times fills the house with gloom 

Exercising left long ago, enter old...

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Staring into your eyes, 
you see me as I appear alive. 
dead in my skin you sink deep in my veins. 
feeling this aching chest pain, 
piercing through my so called heart, 
I fear that...

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Low mood(down, depressed or hopeless)
Diarrhea
Nausea
Heart problems(irregular heartbeat)
Hay fever(when never had before)
Shortness of breath
Chest pain
Swollen glands(in the neck)
Unusual muscle pain
Skipped meal(no appetite)
Brain fog(inability to focus)
Chills or shivers(no fever)
Sometimes fever
Dizziness or light-headed(terrible symptom)
Persistent cough  

This is...

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My mistake
every word you make
such as frosty shards
smacked me hard.

A truth I would never believe
I had to turn around and leave
This whole time I've been blind
never reacting to what's behind.

The truth is, I will never...

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i  make ready myself for an insult
and chest pain, keeping unshorn hair like nettles
on contours, to take unknown turns for restoring
the clouds on moon-blue hills, spreading the water colors
on trees; someone inside the shrine...

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i  make ready myself for an insult
and chest pain, keeping unshorn hair like nettles
on contours, to take unknown turns for restoring
the clouds on moon-blue hills, spreading the water colors
on trees; someone inside the shrine...

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Driving home in the dark through blinding rain
Hassles at the office plaguing my brain
Longing to escape life in the fast lane

Motorists are cussing with words profane
From shouting back, I struggle to refrain
Car mirror shows my...

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