Processing
Please bear with me. I am processing all this. Probably through some PTSD.
My only way to process this, is to write
It has been such a long, ongoing fight
I remember April 7th, the sudden tiredness that hit
I was afraid I wouldn't wake up, if I closed my eyes a bit
The fever went on for days, which I usually don't get
I kept telling myself to try healthy things, move and not fret
Then after 7 days, the breathing problem, it came
After that, nothing was quite the same
I was in an ambulance, speeding in a flash
Even though I couldn't breathe, I thought we would crash
The fever was spiking and I remember the reaction of the men
We got to the hospital fast in morning, but I can't remember when
I was put on oxygen and my heart wasn't doing well
I was moved to isolation for the night, what would happen I couldn't tell
Noises from the room next to me, were ventilators I was told
Nurses sent messages from my heart monitor to ICU, but I'm not old
Medical workers had helmets on with fans inside
They couldn't hear me well, my tears seemed withheld not cried
I was only relieved that I could breathe, hoping I'd be alright
But I didn't sleep for the entire night
The most important part of all this, were prayers from people who care!
Helping me through it all, prayers coming from everywhere
I may still have issues lingering, breathing, chest pain, tiredness still
But I do still have fight left and I do have strong will
I am grateful for every single person, who showed kindness to me
I will be forever grateful, please know this, coming from me!
Heidi Sands
4/25/20
Copyright © Heidi Sands | Year Posted 2020
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