Long Bemusing Poems

“I am NOT like my father!!!
You say that again, I’m going to kill you!”

I shrivel up in shame
For, I am not to blame
For the shenanigans you put me through so many times
Sometimes, I wish I...

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Dream-worker 
delves deeply into my dream;

vibrations fondle anticipation
foreplay wakes wide-eyed 
swells of liquid libido quake the rendezvous edge -
a primordial being in his prime
a masculine ego quest for affaire d’amour;
her night-loving body 
c h a...

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Crumbled like dust and I began to stumble like ashes with a gust of wind – that’s what I felt before exchanging smiles and goodbyes…
Oblivious obviously…removing the plank from my own eyes of deep-inside-prideful lies
Memorably,...

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"Understood"




My feet stand solemn
grounded they're barefoot 
sinking in the undertow,
feeling what’s real

my toes grip the past

while the slow words 
wash it irrevocably away 
the ego sashays
and hangs that Faust in the wardrobe

Locks it away
turns the...

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The Empirical Veneers of Decency and Acceptance

It’s funny how perceived intelligence 
Is not necessarily a measure of true smarts 
How the genius, the barrister and the eloquent 
Can miss the point from the very start...

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And then I took this box of blight, and cast it into the sea of forgetfulness

Once I had finally realized, that it had become a Pandora unto myself....

A portal of passage towards darkness' infiltering of...

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A little piece I wrote for Flips Funeral
 There is an interlude to the beginning
 But the present has now passed
 As I record this passage
 Of a hero to the last
 So I beat...

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Elan's word?
Zulu's sword?
Heartsichordiums-convulsive-verb
"Anabantium", O wraith of mord.

So is it, it is for Hilerides-Dales, 
which green-discourse, 
Southeast of Wales 
or some other perch 
of liaisoned Angeles-porch ? 
Is one-way with a steep of glades newly born....

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I feel something’s close at hand…it’s hard to unchain myself
From angst and utter mortification
I feel so lost, swimming on my own…it’s hard to find my way out of this mess
I feel like giving up…but I...

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I AM as I AM, free & formless in a domain timeless
In, as & one with & within the sea of Oneness
Dissolved and yet in as ordained, distinct 
Pure love awareness in a boundaryless precinct

In,...

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My favored Muse
mysteriously asks
muted
kinda sexist
win/lose 
either/or 
complex bilateral questions.

Oppositional
defiant
nearly despairing quests
exploring why I have yet to find
Faith
Hope
or delightful Joy
as names for a boy

Who might be named
willful Father William
or Pastor warlike Warren
or Patriarchal terrifying Terrence
or even...

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bemusing display                                 ...

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Round 1
An effeminate young husband named Ben Dawes
Sought a sex change in spite of his in-laws.
He made the decision,
And got the incision,
And he now has a yang where his yin was.

Somewhat "butch" Betty Lou is...

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bafflingly 
    bemusing
         mind
       &
         mood
    ...

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Go back with me
into that unborn time
of listening
to beating from within,
and muffled sound beyond the wall.
Choice cannot contaminate the mind,
itself a pinnacle of knowing
then with pure impression as its food.

A blessed state!
and sought by teachers...

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My gift from God
leaps you mold
In my womb your brief abode
Prompts the love we share
Essence of God's love
A golden rose is my care
Sealed with infantry chuckles
Cherub Smiles
Button nose cute
Disrupted flute
From fragmented tears
That bow down your...

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Watching each moment,
as high as bone and flesh weight allow,
in my low-limbed high-rise chestnut tree,
immersed in meadow sea of bird-flight creation,
I hope to hear our past
folding back to inform empathic feeling.
A memory,
a smile with bemusing...

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On a dreary night in mid-December,
As well as I can now remember,
I sat and contemplated embers
Smoldering in the fireplace, dying.

Outside a bitter wind was howling,
Inside were flickering shadows prowling
'cross study walls as I sat rocking,
Watching...

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He comes again this year
With him my buried relatives
I welcome them with warm feelings
All day everyday for a month or more
Uncertain confusing it will be pretty bemusing

I see it everyday now
Video Game Consoles
Dress ups for...

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Instant cognition
Of the entirety 
Defying delineation 
By the i-dentity

The seeming paradox
Is imaginary
Bemusing the wily fox
Addicted to imagery

The subtle dimension
Is indivisible 
Its rendition 
Impossible

Expansion of consciousness 
Cognising oneness & unity
Of the That awareness 
Is beyond grasp...

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A BLOODY OF EVIDENCE
                  A BETRAYED BODY OF EVIDENCE 
You began to mimic me
I heard you admit as...

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A BETRAYED BODY OF EVIDENCE 
You began to mimic me
I heard you admit as much
You began to enhance me
With the nativity of your tendril’s touch

You borrowed a triad of traits from me
Three minute mannerisms of...

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THE BETRAYED BLOODY OF EVIDENCE 
You began to mimic me
I heard you admit as much
You began to enhance me
With the nativity of your tendril’s touch

You borrowed a triad of traits from me
Three minute mannerisms of...

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A BETRAYED BODY OF EVIDENCE 
You began to mimic me
I heard you admit as much
You began to enhance me
With the nativity of your tendril's touch

You borrowed a triad of traits from me
Three minute mannerisms of...

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As of our own choosing
We descend into gross matter
Earth life maya illusions bemusing
Fuelled by our minds ceaseless chatter

We make complex the simple
By stagnation in ego indulgence 
Shifting our view to love spherical 
We may reclaim...

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