My Gift From God

My gift from God leaps you mold In my womb your brief abode Prompts the love we share Essence of God's love A golden rose is my care Sealed with infantry chuckles Cherub Smiles Button nose cute Disrupted flute From fragmented tears That bow down your eyes Bruising Bemusing The more frequent your cries My gift from God Conceiving you immense pain told Your worth marked by every stitch My joyful bead Clover seed Your razzling sounds Delightful bubbles Teething dew Pacific, calm you lay With you tiny fists balled Your purdy belly Your gentle laughter that strokes My face Your supple skin Inviting lips Adorable to kiss One moment away from you And something feels amiss My gift from God Your ignorance And Stubbornness frustrates me Hated delivering you under such Circumstances Loved knowing I would LOVE you Unconditionally again and again Hated how the man I loved suggested 'abort my love' ? @! # confused then Joyful today that I never aborted Loving you My gift from God Scars you bring home Bones you break No sense of danger Risks you take Your health that falls and fails On certain days And eventual nights O Dear O Lord Makes me loose my mind Yet that strengthens the bond And scars of love we share