the blurs
the blurs
the samples of frustration
smeared frost colored
images
frrom the foggy window
the blurs
the blurs
them there in vision
a couple simply loving
blurred by
the images through
this
steamy invision
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She saw him happy
as a way to speak her
needs
he was her husband not
an end to her means
his responsiblity
was to see that her
needs were meet
she saw an oppurtunity
to have there needs meet
she spoke clearly
not to alter the mood
asked him to think it over
please don't be mean or rude
it's to benifet our future
not to sour the day
I speak this in collaberations
might someone wish to
take it away
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Baby I need you
Baby I
need this, waited all these years just to answer on a wish
I wished upon many stars, closed my eyes and prayed but still waiting,
Baby I need you.
The years gone by now time stands still, i'll take tha risk, just to hear,
Baby I need you.
long talks, late night walks, train ride up the coast, our hands locked into one, bodies joined lips search for my treasure chest, our eyes connect to say without words
Baby I need you
As i write, I tilt my head back, take a deep breathe as I invision our bodies working hard into a sweat, you push, I moan (held in my screams)
the feelings of our skin my soul has connected with yours
exotic climax slow down your breathe
baby we will grow old together, I whisper into your ear
Baby I need you
Her eyes were glycerine clear as glass
As I looked into her soul it was empty so
Not a chance more than a glance
Spirits willing soul wants to dance
Spoke to Jesus asked for another chance
I am redeemed and forgiven
Now I'm in place and winning
Open hands open heart
Reinstated brand new start
Praise God gonna do my part
To Invision a forgiven heart
7/7/21
Written words by James Edward Lee Sr © 2021
Tenons au bâton
Changeons cette invision
Sans arrêt
Où regret
Sans soucie
Sans ennuie
Les yeux fermés
Sachant tous va bien aller
On veux le voir
Faut bien y croire
Coeur miroir
On y trouve notre espoir
Passé avant
Réveillés vous les croyants
Humanity sincerity
Must hold integrity
Fast asleep
As many cheat
Awaken from slumber
With courage to hunger
Neighboured by Savior
Positive adventure
Allons-y
Loin d'être fini
I search your name,
But this time it's not in vein.
You have a new job and a new baby,
And a life you could not have with me.
I wonder what life is like for you now,
And how it could have been different some how.
I invision what the future may hold,
And ponder, if I could ever be that bold.
I try to see through pictures, deeper, beneath.
Is your smile genuine, your eyes deep?
I want you to know.
I hope so.
I can't explain the liberation I feel as I
contemplate caressing you mesmerized
by your every move my heart feels what
must be expressed and what can not be
denied I invision a life with you filled with
love a blessing revealed you are to me I've
waited patiently for compatibility so my
responsibilities make you my number one
priority my love is unconditional and
underrated but shall be endured by you...
You who I so desperately want and need
receiving my mind body soul and heart in
everyway imaginable elevating the
happiness we share emotionally mentally
sexually and spiritually can you picture it?
Photos framed of a beautiful family I am
anxious to see what the future withholds
for you and I my arms will be your cloak of
love and your shield from harm a cloak to
be worn with pride how deep does your
love go? How far must I travel? It's
important for you to know my limitations
knows no bounds forever yours.
Filling the subconscious with lies
Never once embracing the truth
Inviting my own demise
Still no one to turn to
A theoretical reality
Ponders deep inside
Utter darkness surronds me
Where the darkest demons hide
Then I start to invision
The one I dont want to be
Another mindless idiot
Strangled by the mainstream
But I know my arrogant pride
Will never fade away
I'll never be victimized
By the imbecilic games they play
So consider this a change
A change for the better
However, I'll always be the same
Just pursuing new endevours
I cant leave the remains, there are to many tears.
Everything stays the same, nothing changes here.
Fire burns my conscious, though the remains mean nothing.
I know my poetic sonnets, wont stop the end thats coming.
Run along now. Im too eager to stay.
The carnage wont make a sound, while it burns its self away.
You would love the sight, thats why you must leave today.
Ive lost the fight, theres no need for you anyway.
Leave the carnage behind, I'll hold on the past.
I'll take the time, thinking of what we could've had.
Theres no need for you, to see the despair.
You're to hypocritical, to say that you care.
For your sake and mine, leave this place now.
Dont waste my time, asking me how.
Just close your eyes, and invision me in carnage.
I'll fade with time, while you live on the bloody edge.
By spiritual statements
Of a material slave ship
Continplate this
Day witch
end sadly
do we pretend bad dreams?
Actually?
Are we all an image of insainity?
I'm paniking and stagering
to get up and see this place
with my bleedin face
can you concieve this pain
the demons make
like preachin faith
you reach for gates
of conciousness
losing confedence
and common sense
like days without complements
i've gotta get
beyond this trip, inside my head
these are the symptoms silence feed
to a person with a violent rep
i'm coming with silent steps
your pupils and eye lids spread
lets talk
about your blessed cross
that rejects all
that are infidels
my life force is original
not integral
your faith is conditional
like religous fools
that invision truth
just to kick the youth
is this the roots
of society?
as I lay beneath the twillight
of my perpetrual youth
why under a knights cloak
I'd withered very quickly
saddled beyond self an unconscious
metaphor idealistically reaching for
melancholy congressional desires
morbid meetings of the mind
I could only invision
through dark windows
in my head I'd drifted
calmly into madness into a sheer
sleep state of awareness
a rapture of small panting's
kept me ajar amidst the emptiness
of bruised brain matter so well crafted
while dreaming in pieces
****THE STORY CONTINUES******
Awaiting the day that woman of my dreams
will show up and reveal the emotions
that I also share
I write down my feelings on paper because when
I speak my words I want to make it clear
that I chose the right one
to compare.
They say never judge a book by its cover
but yet holding youi in my arms is a life
changing moment
Not wanting to let go
awaiting what my future has in sttore
the only thing I wont take
as an answer is no.
Reminising about all the others I encountered
with
but yet no other is like you
so unique & outspoken
I wish others can realize that
the true definition of what makes a woman a perfect 10.
You are the cure of my depression and there is no other
girl that I can officially call
My Gift From Above
yet I question myself
weather I am in Lust but
a man never doubts when he is in love.
Once again invision my metaphoric
analogy
that inspires me to compliment you
through the power of poetry.
My illusionistic points of view may not be clear
right away
I guess what I am trying to say today is my day
There may be moments that i will i miss
I end my dedication by
sealing you with the kiss.
Close your eyes, close your eyes and invision me as your holder, I will care for us and will never stand off guard, let me be the one to guide you in the path of love that we can share, it shall stand and never frail, let it light in which shall end all darkness that had obscured that of many complications, need I, fore I will drive away any fears, sorrows, hesitance of the best of my abilities. I shall attempt all if you were to give me your heart.
When will the war end
not the war on terror
but the war against life
everyday i wake up and go outside
its like stepping onto a battle field
just had me the gun society already
brainwashed me
are we living or is big brother controlling
us television tells us what to think how to
act what to wear what to eat whats
beautiful .... when do we say i want
or i think or i feel
young girls making babies at 13 and 14
cities being washed away
little chile crumbled beneathe the feet of
its people
is this not a war
lets just close our eyes and invision the most
beautiful place in the world acres of green grass
seas where you can see the bottom not the bodies
that have been discarted like animals like once upon
a time they didnt have a life
just leave thee stress behind and get rid of the
weight on your shoulders go tell everyone to come
along lets leave behind the war everyone has a place
in THUGZ MANSION ! ;)
.
midnight minutes tick away.
lay awake, sleepless dismay.
a pillow, refuge for an empty head.
time, a book that cannot be read.
simple sheets, enclose around.
I hear a very distant sound..
WAKE UP!!!
there, alone a restless mind.
sleep, a haven I cannot find.
close your eyes, play a game.
I think my head has gone insane.
snakes and spiders, completely surround.
I invision leaving this town.
try again, close your eyes.
these beings won't let you leave alive.
GET UP, RUN! you love the chase!
QUICK! head for that warm embrace!
there's nothing you can do, they're gaining fast!
how long is this dream gonna last??
wake up dead, what a finish.
hope for sleep has been diminished.
When you have your heart broken it takes a toll
it's like it's your goal
you wont stop untill it hurts
more than getting shot
and put 6 feet under in the dirt
I dont know whats worse
But to many times have I spent my ryhmes
on someone not even worth my time
as if you were mine
Yeah its my fault
cause I caught you in the action
and your words can't replace all the things that I've heard
it's your word against her's
and it's getting harder to listen
when we're kissin
I'm wounderin whos mouth your missin
I invision, its like where is waldo
I think I outta know
what it is that she does that's got you so wrapped up
when I do things for you it's like it's never enough
I cant stand not being loved
and if this is love then I dont want None
of the love that your givin
and just cause we're livin
doesn't mean we won't fall hard on the ground
we're bound to lose faith in this sound
it's all profound
but so far what I've found
is all we've got is each other
there aint no other
so why walk away from one another?
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