Best Insecure Poems
I am too sensitive to which I strive to disarrange
I need the love of others and I crave it in exchange
Just when I feel that I am there much to my dismay
there again I'm wondering what they conceive and say
Many hours I sit inside myself and my thoughts do stink
there are things I need to do and I can't afford to sink
I attempt to word things right but they seem to come out wrong
this impoverished mindset has to cease it's been taking way too long
I'm digging deep inside myself to find out where this came
I perceive the answer but it's difficult for me to place such blame
I'm a product of neglect that stems from childhood this is true
still I accept she didn't guide my hand to do the things I do
God I pray to you now to insist me to forgive
to invoke these people so they realize there is a another way to live
You make me feel like
I'm good enough,
I'm strong enough,
We'll make it through.
I don't want this to end,
Maybe that's why I'm
So scared, I don't need
Another to tell me they
Love me, they'll never leave,
I need someone who will prove
That they're worth my trust,
Can you be that one?
I want to believe so I do,
Prove to me I'm not just
Making a mistake, putting
My heart out there again.
I know that if you left
My heart would be back
To being in pieces, bleeding
Out onto the cold cement,
Like a dying rose on the side
Of a lonely highway.
But if you stayed, if you could
See past my strangeness and
Neediness, I could be the one
For you, my love is forever.
This might not be perfect but
I do believe it's perfect enough,
You're the one I've been waiting
All my life for, please, I beg you,
Don't let me down...
You should be rueful for the nature you hold…
Which seems now to be like impure gold…
It seems you are unmindful of the bond of chum…
Thought of your dumb mind left me numb…
Don’t see this in the mind’s eye as “Love in the Air”…
Because it’s just a pious link of friendship and Care…
It seems you are unmindful of the bond of chum…
Thought of your dumb mind left me numb…
Aren’t you fond of this friendship season…?
Stop making fuss outta this without any reason…
It seems you are unmindful of the bond of chum…
Thought of your dumb mind left me numb…
So many years of love and so many years of trust and bond…
What is wrong in hanging out with the chums “I fond”…?
It seems you are unmindful of the bond of chum…
Thought of your dumb mind left me numb…
I know you love, but you can’t always stand by as a guard…
I am now an adult and I know how to go beyond the yard…
It seems you are unmindful of the bond of chum…
Thought of your dumb mind left me numb…
I sense this is an art of an insecure connection….
It showcases the bond of our love as imperfection…
It seems you are unmindful of the bond of chum…
Thought of your dumb mind left me numb…
By Gautam
29th Oct 2015
INSECURE
In the evening, there was bad news,
In the north, a grenade had been hurled,
Hurled into a millitary station,
Six confirmed dead, ten badly injured,
And the minister said,
“We shall catch them, and they shall face the law.”
At midnight, sirens broke into the air,
In the south, an estate was in flames,
The cause of the fire is not known,
Eight feared dead, property destroyed, many left homeless,
And the minister said,
“We shall investigate this case, and the law must take it course.”
In the morning, we woke up on wails,
In the east, a terrible tribal clash had broken,
Forty confirmed dead, and the number is expected to grow,
Homes destroyed, and thousands displaced,
And the minister said,
“We cannot tolerate this! They won’t go unpunished!”
At noon , the whole nation goes dark,
In the near east, a massacre is reported,
A security convoy had been ambushed,
Thirty seven reported dead, others are to be traced,
And the minister said,
“We feel the loss, we shall deploy a military operation.”
In the afternoon, comes the breaking news,
At the central ,a passenger carrier has been blown into the air,
A life bomber was one of them,
There were no survivors, and passersby injured are in hospital,
And the minister said,
“We cannot be intimidated by terrorists! We shall pursue them.”
When it’s dusk again, we get into our homes,
With cold sweat on our necks ,and with hearts in our mouths,
A screech in the night, sends the heart racing,
May be, I’m next in the line!
And as we lie sleepless, the minister says,
“The security of our nation, lies in our hands.”
IT IS OUR MOTHERLAND.
The vulnerability of love, pain, and the joy it brings
My bosom opened with no armor for a fateful blow
My life does not belong to me anymore, I forgo
It's autumn but will you still be here in the spring
You almost left without a word or even a jest
There is a pain in my heart you can only fix
My heart is tossing and turning each time it ticks
I love you still and always even through this test
I want you to be close and near yet I fear
You walked with me hand and hand as my wife
I have given you everything I have in this life
I want you forever and ever I made that clear
When you are near to me, my heart still sings
Hoping that all this pain will turn into pleasure
Making our love strong beyond one's measure
Enjoying our lives together with love and our rings
Edward J. Ebbs - September 2011
quite tears unnoticed
eggshells crack under my feet
purple, black bruises
nagging guilt blinders
never-ending loneliness
fantasy love bond
6/15/2016
How long does it take to count down to zero?
maybe the timer starts to tick when you become of age
when beauty becomes known as a defined standard
and perfect is never enough
perhaps the numbers rush down once you've fallen aware the body you hold does not look like theirs
that you are inadequate
does the countdown quicken when you run away your breath?
chasing far from the weight that holds you
will it decrease as your meals turn to rotten bile
stinging your throat with the remembrance of what will never be
all you want is to shrivel; skin shifting as your organs tighten and turn
and still there is no end to "thin" enough
so tell me,
when the never-ending days seem a constant cold, have you made it?
or once delicate hair begins to clump and clutter, isn't this what you wished?
after your stomach screams tirelessly through lonely nights, was it all worth it?
a size should not define who you are.
I hate looking down,
I don’t like looking in mirrors.
When I see my body
I start to frown.
These things on my chest,
Unwanted
I’ve become less accepting
Of myself.
Days go by,
And I start to hate the rest.
Hips, legs, thighs.
All too feminine.
Now there’s only two things I enjoy;
My hair and my eyes.
Looking at myself,
I want to die.
I hold it inside,
Getting sadder each day.
A cut here,
Tell no one.
Another cut there,
Still nothing to say.
Insecure,
Hating the body I was born into.
I hate the fat,
I hate my chest.
I hate my face,
I hate what’s not there.
I hide myself in my clothes,
All too big.
Just like me.
I try to avoid the stare
They all throw at me.
I hate how I look,
I hate how I walk.
It’s all too girly.
I want to be confident.
But….
I hate how I sound
When I talk.
I hate who I’m supposed to be.
I’m too insecure…
Insecure…
I don’t want to be a girl…
Shall I speak of the’ in flattering verse?
Or will the words cause your lips to purse?
For these attributes that you display
Stir affection my heart must obey
As every time your smile gleams
With my eyes your joy is seen
And with each laugh, your inner child shows
So with the sound my desire goes
And when this child’s dramatic fury throws
My amusement with her grows
Though my levity, you appreciate not
It’s the best way to show my love I’ve got.
For from my ears my words do come
As it is your mouth they spawn from
But my agitation dares not persist
For your tears I’d loath assist
But when your tears do freely flow
To my arms I wish you’d go
So that I might cast your tears away
And be forever your hero for that day
And if in my arms you should wish to dwell
My restless heart your warmth would quell
For my desire I am too weak
But together, yours we will seek.
Insecure
I want to be white
I want to be black
I want to be fair
I want to be dark
I want to be short
I want to be tall
I want to be slim
I want to gain kilo am skiny
I want to be muscular
I want to be this
I want to be that
Just Like a child's play
Is all good
But
What you feel about
what you are not
controls a lot about you
Insecure
Feeling Insecure leads to jealousy
Jealousy leads to hatred
Feeling Insecure affect you psychologically
It affect your moods all the time
Feeling Insecure make you depress
At some points in time
To feel Insecure is so negative
Don't jugde yourself for who you are not
You are special in life!
We all can't look or be the same
In this case
Variety is the spice of life
That makes you one of the best
When you want to be this or that
Then I guess you never realise who you are
Someone out there want to be you
Here you want to be someone else
Like ah this
like ah that
Insecure
just to feel right in your delusion
of complex,
You always admire what you are not
Forgetting who you are to nothing
Always chaseing some thing
that is not possible
Or possible just by imagination
Where lies are always
On the lips of people
Just to make you feel better
Cos they know how you feel
Insecure
Feeling Insecure kills you to your soul
If you choose not to appreciate
who you are
Is like adding a salt to an injury
Cos when your weakness is ovious
Then you are doom!
Guess that why you got to be proud
of who you are
Feel right with yourself
And chase away the negativity
of feeling insecure
Again No matter who you are
No matter what point you are stuck in
in life
Someone dreams to be where
you are right now
So stand up and free yourself
from a captive of feeling
Insecure.
Chorus: You are my saving grace
You traced tranquility on my lips
Behind closed doors, there are secrets to unfold
Find your way out of your own maze
You can’t save me this time
Find the energy to run the extra mile
Find the strength to say goodbye sooner or later
Later for now…let me sway away…let me flutter away
Think on me…think of me…
Believe in me…reflect on me…
We all want love at some point in our silly lives…
We all want the violence to cease…
We all need peace right now…give me a piece of your peace, baby
Find the strength to say goodbye
I can’t say farewell…oh no, not yet…all I want to do is cry
Don’t ask why I weep insecurely…
So bitterly, I dig deep in my depression relentlessly
Your love is so priceless – like a hidden diamond in the cave
As a team, we can find the strength to say goodbye;
However, we must be brave…
I break out of my shell
My comfort zone is fading away…oh well…
Chorus: You are my saving grace
You traced tranquility on my lips
Behind closed doors, there are secrets to unfold
Find your way out of your own maze
You can’t save me this time
Find the energy to run the extra mile
Find the strength to say goodbye sooner or later
Later for now…let me sway away…let me flutter away
Think on me…think of me…
Believe in me…reflect on me…
I yawn non-stop
As I awaken from my solitary cave…
You’re sleeping beneath the surface – you are unique and brave
You are beautiful and strong
You are sharp and headstrong
I want you to know that I love you so…
I want you to reap what you sow…
Reap what you sow, you know?
IS HE ME?
Today, whichever man is now with you
Whoever is doing that which we used to do
Whoever gets to feel what I once felt
I hope he appreciates the sexy, sylphlike and svelte
To whomever your heart has now been led
Whatever man now shares your bed
I’d give him the following information
You get my unrivaled recommendation
Does he worship you as a goddess at once born,
and treat you just like an angel foresworn?
Does he now know what I knew at one time,
and does he realize he sleeps aside the sublime?
Is every day an adventure like the ones we once shared,
back when I still mattered and when you still cared?
Do you play in the surf like we did in bare feet,
and as I did does he bless the day you both came to meet?
Are you as comfortable with him as you were with me?
Or will you burn him like you burnt me in effigy?
Did you swear your lasting allegiance with a sip of sacramental wine?
Or will you implode his world the way you exploded mine?
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I'm not insecure!!
Listen my love and listen well There's more
to this than I can tell,
I can feel the concern in your face
It is crucial for a man not to doubt at this
age,
I am not insecure, I've just been hurt before.
I know the way I act seems ridiculous,
And I should trust you because you're
precious
And your conscious is clear but this world
is malicious,
I don't doubt the love you have for me,
But I doubt the people surrounding you.
Nothing is guaranteed in this life
And I'm sorry that I keep pushing
And assuming that something is beginning
To intersect our happiness.
I am not insecure, i just want to be sure
That you will always open the door
Everytime I come to your arms!
I do love you very much
No other love as such
Let me feel your touch :)
Lost and Insecure
This time around,
I was again left with heartbroken and tears,
I gotta be tough
I gotta be strong
I hope it will soon be over
Lost and insecure
I thought for day and night
if I should give us another chance
Why can't I just walk away
when I knew you were just lying to me
what were you doing with her on the bed
when I am missing you here
what were you doing with her on the bed
when I am planning for a surprise for you
I am not the most intelligent person
nor I am the prettiest lad you ever know
but this while
you know I been treating you with all my heart
love you with all my heart
and how did you have the heart to fool me around?
Baby,
it's saddening enough
and I'd almost giving up myself yesterday night
I cried in my sleep
The moment I close my eyes,
All the memories of you and I
came flaunting back
the days I call you babbyy....!
and those days you tried to make me smile and laugh
because you said,
I look best when I smile
and my laughers that brightens you everyday
I was hurt this time around
but I have never regret of knowing you
and I did try everything I can to make your heart stay
all I ask for
is you being honest to me..
If a love wihtout honest and trust,
what is love all about then?
Loving has blur my visions..
I no longer have the guts to go on..
Tell me baby,
if we worth for another chance,
for all the memories we been trying to hold on
and is it worth trying again
for the painstaking tears we shed
I am left lost and insecure..
First, we believe in the each other,
but odds are that misconstrued whispers would play tricks...
Taunt
Dawn breaks as we flounder in the misery of our thoughts
Letting go of reality, struggling to reclaim it from the sun...
Gaunt
Sleeping and waking
Dreaming of expressions blank on faces
Missing the point of conversations
Insecure, we are haunted in our respective places
Forget not the days of innocence
before we questioned such a beautiful concept
The idea of unbreakable bonds
Now seems so overtly insane to have kept
Fly away dear companion
Jump the clouds
Find freedom from me
Touch down on distant dust mounds
Forget if you must
be absent in body, spirit and mind
Trust only these things
I still believe, am present and leave no friend behind