Thought forms that arise,
often agonise,
unless
a plan we devise,
choosing to baptise
and bless,
rather than apprise
these ego spawned lies
that stress.
If we would progress,
our soul must access
the heart,
choosing to undress,
rather than suppress
thoughts smart,
ego dispossess
that fears which oppress,
depart.
Whence fear and soul part,
bliss beats then do start
to rise.
Love added to cart,
makes magnetism dart
to highs;
truly a learnt art
of how we impart,
touch wise.
07-April-2022
Virelai
Categories:
agonise, spiritual,
Form: Rhyme
The scrape of tooth
on my bottom lip
as she pulls
her kiss
milisecs
away
agonise
the wait
...oh the wait
My breath deliberately
taken
Skin that tastes the flesh beneath
Muscles undulate
in untrained ways
Truths become elusive
Masquerading as the senses
Death slouches from the rooms corner
But pauses in politeness
Or watching
whose to know
Those moments space
is give and taken
Those spluttered grunts
and mewing purrs
A giggled snarl
words from banned books ripped
Skin pierced backs
as nails pull in unison
Rythmed beasts
Agonyistically unstatic
Run the gaunlet raw
Hold my gaze
with unkempt fire
let me kiss
your slipping breath
Oneness held
in tempered moments
For the devil to replay
Echoed musks the room
Ripping hearts
pulls breast
breath takes breath
Its roaring whimpered
in the cavern
of our
intertwined and wined
stems
Staring at the stars dancing
in the mirrors
of her sleeping sweat
Categories:
agonise, poetry,
Form: Free verse
She smiled a smile that reached not her eyes,
Who can know what beneath her smile lies?
She smiled a smile her hurt to disguise,
Who can understand her life's dark skies?
She smiled a smile to hide her heart's cries,
Who will care to listen to her sighs?
She smiled a smile despite hope's demise,
Who can see her soul's tears crystallise?
She smiled a smile as a compromise,
Who can feel how she does agonise?
She still smiles a smile to tranquillise,
Who can read her soulful smile's surprise?
11/20/17
Categories:
agonise, sad, smile,
Form: Monorhyme
FICTION WRITE FOR CONTEST
Salty tears fell from my blue eyes, when I kissed you goodbye
I begged please don’t drive till sunrise, when I kissed you goodbye
Soft snowflakes were falling from the sky, but you weren’t deterred -
You’d promised that you’d meet the guys, when I kissed you goodbye
You replied that you’d be fine, as it wasn’t far to go
I told you that it wasn’t wise, when I kissed you goodbye
We exchanged harsh words that terrible night; you told me that
it’s not my place to criticise, when I kissed you goodbye
Your car skidded on ice; a policeman came to my door.
I’d been so right to agonise, when I kissed you goodbye
As I sat by your bedside on the night you passed away
my sadness I could not disguise, when I kissed you goodbye
Contest Form G Sponsored By Broken Wings
(Wasn’t* has been counted as 2 syllables not 1 as on how many syllables)
02~03~17
Categories:
agonise, car, death, grief, missing
Form: Ghazal
All on a sudden a star did suicide on the dark ocean of the sky,
It was as like as a drunken spy.
The rest of stars were watching at him surprisingly,
He was disappeared within a nano second quietly.
He did suicide for his mental agonise into the deep ocean,
He just laid himself amongst the dead stars like queen.
No one did ask him, " Why did he do suicide?
Or was it a homicide?
If someone did ask him?
I knew what did he say to them.
When he was alive he was burnt by his own smile,
It was nothing but futile.
He used to do smile to cover the darkness,
As long as he smiled, he burnt more or less.
Categories:
agonise, depression, grief, imagery, loneliness,
Form: Classicism
With their haunting beauty and calamitous construct
The captivating caves opprobriously obstruct
Ambient anguish heinously hidden
Humbling hearts trapped and love forbidden
Hemispherical hindering in the caves of ice
Where the solace of sorrows silently suffice
Terminal tentacles of the tyrannical snow queen
Quenching her thirst in the salivating smoke screen
Efficacious echoes of loves demise
Suffocating screams surveil and agonise
Benevolent breaths frantically forever frost
Within the caves of the lachrymal lost
As the winter wanders and whimsically waves
For my soul surrenders to the Caliginous Caves.
Aug.04.2016
Caves - Poetry Contest
Sponsored by: Anthony Slausen
Categories:
agonise, betrayal, confusion, heartbreak, lost
Form: Sonnet
Faced with those perverted eyes
My face tried not to agonise
Pervert mind, pervert body
You shall not see that I am uneasy!
Smiling in a such a carefree way
I wonder, when shall you go away
Looking like the flower at ease
I am in fact the magma in increase!
Still fresh is the memory
When shall my life ever be free?
When shall I ever breathe?
No more shall I be hypertensive!
Faced with those perverted eyes,
I smile and tell lies
Though I build castles in my mind
That of revenge to be at last, mine!
Categories:
agonise, angst, fear, people,
Form: Quatern
Sometimes I feel frustrated,
Sometimes I get annoyed,
Sometimes I'm overwhelmed,
By things around the world.
Sometimes I'm disenchanted,
Sometimes I am confused,
Sometimes when things don't happen,
I'm left somewhat bemused.
Sometimes I find it difficult,
Sometimes I agonise,
Sometimes there comes a twinkle
from the corner of my eye.
Sometimes I feel encouraged,
Sometimes I'm all aglow,
Sometimes I am inspired,
This you ought to know.
Sometimes things seem to linger,
Sometimes they're not so clear,
Sometimes there is a meaning
to drive away all fear.
Wait patiently to find it,
Wait and don't despair,
Wait and you'll discover,
Something very, very rare!
Categories:
agonise, time
Form: Verse