You left me encased
After all I erased
Before all we faced
But now I'm replaced
A petty flame
That grew too big
An empty name
The coffin we dig
I opened my walls
You slammed them down
You ignored all my calls
Now I won't come out
A shut-in for life
After my heart led a knife
through the dirt through the mud
where had it all begun
Say hate
Well that's strong
Say it's fate
that's wrong
You kicked me down
You drug me under
Soft rain
While you let out thunder
I open the window
And all my doors
I gave it my all
And you still want more
I learned you first in fragments—
not trust, not fear, but both at once,
a trembling compass spinning
toward the very hands
that taught you how to flinch.
Your heart kept two ledgers—
the one who comforts
and the one who harms—
yet both wore the same face,
spoke the same lullaby.
So love became a fire exit
sealed shut in every dream.
You ran toward safety,
but the path bent back
into the burning room.
I watch you now—
how you brace for impact
even in a gentle voice,
how you search my eyes
for storms I do not carry.
Child of scrambled signals,
you were not born in chaos—
it was given to you
like a map with no north.
But hear this softly:
your nervous system
is not your destiny.
There is a door
no one showed you.
Take my hand—
we will walk slowly.
The past can be rewired;
even shattered patterns
learn new rhythms.
And someday
when someone reaches for you
with honest, steady palms,
your body will not mistake
their warmth for danger.
You will not run.
You will not freeze.
You will simply stay—
and call it home.
grey fumes pass over blue skies
an unbreakable cycle
there is no recollection of the beginning
and no fault of breath
just endless repeat
to escape being shut in
is like escaping death itself
you will grow tired
and it will always catch up
this was always guaranteed
I wait
for hazy clouds to soften noon—
The world dims
as shadows
drag out hues.
Burnt cement stops sizzling,
sparrows quiet their off-beat chatter,
my sore eyes shut in relief—
a final note,
the muted outro—
Until the clouds scatter.
The familiar heat shatters
breezes into embers
filtered through a stinging azure.
So I sit back and
wait.
In stasis, with the cluttered city,
for silence to fall
again—
stray dogs and wolves howl
crows swarm through smoke-choked skies ~
lights shut in shadows?
snow cool
snow delightful
woke up still asleep
stumbled to the coffee pot
walked past the window
whaaat?!
snow deep
snow shakes
sis in Nashville
sis at airport
snow aware
snow not going anywhere
shut in, steep hill, leg issues
nevertheless enjoying the view
snow cool
snow delightful
Holding onto that day
You lifted my chin
Lost in your eyes
Kissing you was a win
Every "I love you" and giggle
Lifting me higher than Olympus
We were like God's and Heroes
Together so colorful and tough
Night falls my head on your chest
With a soft sigh "sweet dreams"
Responding giggle "you too"
The moon light beams
Eyes wide shut in the dawn
Your alarms sounds for work
Snoozing 3 times soaking in every minute
Playing dead I listen like a dork
Before leaving you softly kiss me
"See you after work" you say
Sitting in bed my love glowing
You've just made my day
Melancholy symphony
Last night presented to me
Look to the future is what was said
Leave the past behind as it is dead
Enjoy the elements the earth gives us
Even the rain and sun that we got in August
September is the month of the equinox
The past firmly shut in a box
It may creep out and side swipe you
Remain strong push hard is what you must do
Don't let those ghouls take control
Your the one atop the grassy nowl
Positivity and share the wealth
Begin your life you have good health
I find writing stanzas does me good
Taking a walk in the wood
See the trees leaves changing colors
The woods giving you different odours
Won't be long till the clocks fall back
Getting up in the dark feeling all black
See the geese flying south
Military precision opens your mouth
As they cackle on their flypast
What a sight shame it won't last
Get balance in your life
Be decisive involve husband or wife
This will bring your family harmony
Hence listen to melancholy symphony
Shut in this place
In close, closer, the walls move
Waning light as darkness grows
Ebbing joy and mounting woes
Claustrophobia erecting and waiving its sullen hand
Continually the mercury drops
This place is getting colder
A prisoner locked in a cell
The weary heart longs to bail
Out
Precatory eyes long to see outside
Outside of this place
Away from the cold, dark, moldy dampness
Nigh to warmth, radiance, and light
Out
Out of this place
My trembling Soul; gripped by fear,
As I walk alone but far from near.
My heart races as I lose control,
When I remember the Hands that drew near.
Who’ll speak for me, when I’m silenced by fear?
When my body’s used, like a thing insincere,
Subdued by his power, as of a Pistol;
The threat of violence, a constant fear.
Who’ll stand for me, when the pain is severe?
When my eyes are shut, in a nightmare of fear,
When I’m a statistic, just a number of patrol,
And society’s apathy brings the shame from far to near.
Rape is a sin that scares us for life,
A cruel, heartless act of endless strife.
Heard the word often when I was younger
A “shut-in” is what I'm referring to
Have finally reached that sad state of affairs
Methinks we'll all make it through
Until a few years ago life's been a blast
Sure seems like I've been on a high
Everything has been turning up roses
Living with stars in my eyes
Now I glance out my window and all I see
People smiling enjoying each other
Is this how it ends a common occurrence
Still have memories to discover
What does S stand for
Not the best of meanings
Let's learn a bit more
And with synonyms, I'm teeming
Sinister, Satan, Snake
Someone who's fake?
Stressed, Stirred, Spite
Somone not feeling right?
Serious, Strict, Stern
Someone who's firm?
Secluded, Shut-in, Strange
Someone thought to be deranged?
Sappy, Sad, Sorrow
Someone quite holllow?
The denotation is simple
The 19th alphabetical letter
But the connotation is different
I find it must better
The serpent Satan caused great sin
Secluding Adam and Eve from Eden
Suffering and sorrows don't matter to him
For goodness comes from within
Some stupid snake started sin
And he would do it all again
And although it starts with an N
The S is narcissist lies within
I've described her with these words indeed
And like the snake, she feeds on grief
Her sorrows and stresses
She lashes out oh so frequent
Her life made of multiple messes
She never seems to see it
When all we can view involves a deep conspiracy,
What we perceive becomes a tangled rhapsody.
In the shadows of doubt, truth hides under a shroud.
A veil of deception where reality is not allowed
Whispers of secrets echo through the night.
As darkness consumes, hiding truth from sight.
Mysterious whispers, akin to a haunting melody,
Lead us to a path of uncertainty and treachery.
In our minds, there is a world eager to be seen.
Above the truth, all facts are veiled by a screen.
Paranoia fills our view as we're lost in the haze.
Doubt is our compass in this strange phase.
Our eyes perceive illusions of what formerly was.
Shadows whisper lies as we tumble for their ruse.
In this labyrinth of doubt, we look for a way out.
Yet the walls shut in, blocking any escape route.
The realm unseen holds secrets untold.
The more we tackle, the greater we're controlled.
For in this realm lies the grasp of sanity.
Where we are lost in a web of our vanity.
Fearful flaws destroy conscience and ruin truth.
It is still alike a night shadow, pound and smooth.
"Death is like an inevitable leap into the unknown. But we are sure to land in a state eternal either to be blessed or cursed" By poet
With the suddenness of a locomotive
that has come to an abrupt halt,
he fell motionless and in a coffin lay.
like –
all mystery sealed in a jar.
all agony compressed,
in a tremulous whimper.
all charms shut in an amulet.
amid,
the scent of burning incense,
frozen silence,
heaving hearts
and
silent prayers.
the chariot wheeled him along
in his last journey
through the mazy paths,
stretching, stretching endless
to a world,
beyond all galaxies.
to the Elysian Fields-
to a time, immeasurable
to abiding infinity,
to inconceivable eternity!!
March. 7. 2023
Re entered for Brian's Contest
~ Placed First~
Writing Challenge ‘J’ Words Poetry Contest
Sponsor- Constance La France
Fear is an all-consuming fog
Consuming shining rays of hope and light
Eyes trapped shut in this ash-filled smog
Voices of mania are heard at night
From the kingdom of media in fright
Some go to the beasts to be prey
Wrapped in questions, wanting to see the day
Led by rulers in this Black Death
May the wind blow this fog away
The wind of the sun’s holy breath
Date of poem: January 20th 2023
Contest: Fear Is Liar Poetry Contest
Contest's Sponsor: Sotto Poet
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