Long Control freak Poems

Just now I took a minute to myself
reflecting it's going well
re-step well if I'm a belt
I'm holding up but my former self
in stealth hiding in my shadow so now I'm mystealth
a worn version like an...

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I was walking through a wood, trees to the right-hand side of me on a slope -
upwards; rocks to the left-hand side of me, sloping down towards a lake.  As I 
walked along, I...

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I was born in the waves of music
so long ago now 
when the music was faint.
barely audible almost silent.
I was a accident a beautiful one
but still an accident.
She was a concert pianist
he was a guitar...

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Keep looking at your picture in my phone
The one you sent me when you were all alone
Pressing that screen to see that live video
Wishing you'd reach through and grab hold of me again
So fond of...

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not having a chance to get their own birth
perfect
(having had no say in the matter), the perfectionist is thrown into the world,
where chaos reigns---
and the primary caregiver who showed up for the
job
(providing one was lucky...

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Who’s Texas oil rich, just five-feet-six
and always seems to get out of a fix?
He’s married with four kids, and eyes bright blue -
a guy you love to hate. . . Still need a clue?

He came...

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This isn't a love poem, it's more of an appreciation letter 
Because I know you're struggling right now, but I hope that some of these words will make it better
You may doubt it, but I...

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Respectful, intelligent, someone who loves me for who I am.
That is the type of brotha I'm looking for but damn.
My name is Diona Lanese Finley.
When you look into my eyes is that what you see.
The...

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I am an alcoholic, drug-addicted, sex-addicted, control freak, perfectionistic, bipolar schizo-effective, ever-dishonest, double-minded ever-makeshift fellow ex.

As I apply myself continually towards this effort I am now addicted to just what will bring the most peace,...

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Shay was her best friend whom she wanted to save
Because she saw a horrible purple bruise.
Felt there was something wrong since she married Dave.
Went to her friend’s family; thought it would be news.

They told her...

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she possesses,undresses,and murders my mind
no escape from her reflection as her ugliness unwinds
cruel and unkind to loves vagabond victim
she sinks her teeth deep
she's a venomous vixon
she's lying like nixon while she's got me on the...

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I’m a control freak, for this much I know,
I hate to admit, but I can’t let go.
For I must face it, there’s no turning back,
But then who’s counting, or who’s keeping track?

My friends always know,...

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He had failed to see what was coming,
He wondered where he had gone wrong.
He thought that he’d been very careful,
He made sure he was right all along.

They knew he had been far too rigid,
They knew...

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Awhile back my soul took a wrong turn
sometimes I wonder was I a tough birth
did I come out feet first
like a blue faced luge runner
banking right then left onto the icy cuff
launching into a starless...

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This poem I wrote. I call it " Let Him Go "

Sweetheart don't cry
Don't let him make you feel like your nothing
You do have family even though we are not close by
I know your heart...

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When I think of you and I 
I think of surviving
Surviving this battlefield called love
Everlasting love, a partnership, a bond
Blessed from the heaven's above
Destined to be together
We've made it through
tornadoes, hurricanes, and 
extremely hot weather
These...

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Huge Body Trump Has

We were told it has become undeniable,
Trump like Rancid will never be reliable
They both became an odd humanoid
Who we at all times will want to avoid.

Many rules Trump tried to bust and break
When he did away...

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Fluid soft moist and gentle
Drops of water over time
Can dissolve and wear away
The hardest rock to fade 
And decay.

Just as an acid damning tongue
That derives pleasure
From causing emotional pain
And robbing  a sensitive soul
If self...

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Nobody ever forgets where he buried the hatchet. ~ Kin Hubbard 

Riley was a control freak
barking orders at his wife
who'd scurry like a timid mouse
knowing if she didn't conform
a barrage of blows would rain down...

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attract attention
attract and repel
repel the invader
repel mosquitoes
mosquitoes carry malaria
mosquitoes bite
bite the bullet
bite the hand that feeds
feeds on animosity
feeds on carrion
carry on your luggage
carrion eater
eater of flesh
eater of words
words to live by
words of wisdom
wisdom teeth
wisdom comes...

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The days go on,
These days pass by.
Counting down,
if I'm ever going to see you.

I don't mean to be a control freak,
but i'm afraid of this one thing.
This one thing to,
have to let you go.

I never...

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I chose to be an evangelist
At my own cost, three years now
In this land South of the equator
Anti-biblical things pass for therapy

A couple had trouble being honest
To many silly secrets, even church visits
Caused weekly disagreements
They...

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Familiar is no longer a taste
I've let so much potential go to waste
Not sure whats comes next
Just gotta give it all my best

Need to be exploring possibilities
Instead of maintaining friends by trying to please
The feeling...

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I dance unfashionably when no one else is home
I talk like Alvin from the chipmunks and Linda Richmond from SNL
I wear unstylish clothing to the gym and do weird looking exercises 
I do tricks on...

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Oh, the gullible women threw themselves
at his intellectual poetry and prose.

To him, ah, he was as delightful as the scent 
of a fragrant spring rose. 

To their delicate dismay, they found him to
be a fraud...

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