Called Me a Player So I Played Ya

Just now I took a minute to myself reflecting it's going well re-step well if I'm a belt I'm holding up but my former self in stealth hiding in my shadow so now I'm mystealth a worn version like an off form sports person trying to reverse performance levels but thwarted evermore failing haunted by how he was playing. The former version of this my current person was pushed to mercy by perverse minds setting out to weaken, their buzz, force things to worsen, just because, bursting bubbles breeds their ego must be troubled selfish souls with a thirst for evil. back then they got me but now "Sarah wants me" (previous line irony) too stop telling these true stories taking them sorely playing the victim but when she went at Nick Trim she was all about inflicting and I can say honestly, she went persistently and never got me, except for slander but what's that a mental demander demented act of a weaponless dingbat she never got me ever, dumb dumb not clever. Sarah warned all the girls away from me "he's a womanizer, he'll kiss and run use and begone" telling absolutely everyone I'm a lying selfish guy, and like inbreds it became my web and girls side step but I'm wiser started telling people I liked her the only one I had eyes for, I wore this disguise and alive was the guy she portrayed full of lies. An Oscar winning performance I gave over the months she went from being the great saviour warning away from my selfish behaviour saving others from the grumps to a day by day slowly look my way gazer what a contradicting hypocrite hey ho chump time to play the way she portrays on that dancefloor I kissed her hypo-lips, kissed and danced a new relationship starts, 2 became 1 so romantic, lovers hearts, in love innit, umm wait a minute, except in my head she was still a warning adviser and I was the warning she advised, the womanizer, funny how the changes unwind, told you I'm wiser, now "Sarah wanted me" (irony line) what happened next she didn't detect, ha ha, I kiss and I run becoming the person she'd told everyone, she missed the warning she had given what a stupid dumb tarded decision she'd experienced what she said I do Sarah, funny it happened to you control freak and power mad lost control to this lad, jeans your glad rags I think you loved me, ended abruptly as a boss you were lost as a person you're ugly from spite me and boss me to liked me and lost me called me a player I played ya missed your own warning to save ya played ya Sarah yeya