Nobody could ever
feel the pain I felt
Nd nobody could cry
the tears I wept
Inside anger, for
years that I kept
I wish for someone
to hold me while the
fear melts
Frustration and
confusion on my face
Just praying for the
world to be a better
place
And just not like a
continuing maze
Or a mirrored phase
Being alone is not
good for the heart
Just need real love to
play the part
It's the understanding
of love that's hard
Just seeing love in
front of yu makes yu
feel awkward
I cant even recieve a
kiss.
My heart is at a huge
risk.
I cant even recieve a
hug.
Inside of me there is
no more love.
I cant even recieve
lust.
My love has gone to
dust.
I cant even be proud.
Knowing that my love
has ranned out.
I loved you once,
I love you still
You broke my heart
You broke it twice
You told me you loved
Me, then took it away.
The way i felt for you
Has burned away, for
All you know i`m long gone.
I loved you once
I love you still
Im long gone now!
You broke my heart
You broke it twice
You told me love was
Wonderful. I see now
The truth about love.
Good night sweet dreams
I hope you sleep comfortable
With the angels tonight.
FOOLS IN LOVE
To feel the talk of fools from such as you,
the slicing of the heart, your cutting knife
has brought me to this end we're going through,
forever now to die, all of my life.
***
I set you loose but you've refused to go
from out of where I've put you in my mind,
and though you've told me why, I'll never know,
except you still enjoy what grief you find.
***
Though all the talk I've heard still takes my breath,
I can't believe I love you more than this,
to rise above your words that brought my death,
and still say, "I love you, in spite of this."
***
You ask what manner of a fool this fool might be
to love you as I do? The song of me.
I can't surround myself with loved ones and feel any true joy or happiness
without very powerful, strong, depressing thoughts greatly intrusive.
I can be surrounded by all they who love me and who I love too
but all I am feeling is so depressed and blue.
All I'm thinking is how crushed and destroyed I'd be
if anything ever happened to any of them horribly.
Its been so hard to trust you
You have been so untrue
You hurt me
You lied to me
You said things that weren’t true
You showed false love
You hated me
You never cared
I cannot stand seeing in eye your eyes
I have seen that i have been blind
Never saw the true you
Never saw that you were the cause
For all the tears
For all the edge cutting sickness
For all that's been kept back
To never be told
I did love you
I showed you to care
To love
To share
The honest feelings inside
But that was a mistake
Now I’m left with nothing
Now I’m girl full of shame and discouragement
Tearing up the letters,
Smearing ink all over the dim white pages.
Splattering paint on the once so beautiful walls,
Ripping all the memories out.
Tears falling down, and stinging like fire.
Breathing hates the way I live.
Living hates the way I breathe, and
I hate the way I feel.
Death is afraid to send me home tonight.
I'm the only connection to fear that the world has ever known.
Loveless, lifeless, faceless, nameless.
Won't you come back?
Broken tears love the ways I've lied,
And gotten myself nowhere.
Curling up into a ball and never looking up again,
I love the blackness in your heart.
Won't you come back?
Cowering in a corner, lost.
Hopeless--to everything--but making it through the day.
Secluded emotions that will never live again.
Life is nothing without you.
Love is nonexistent.
Hate is consuming.
I am nothing.
I am alone.
Everyone loves.
When love ends, we’re heartbroken.
When we work up the courage to love again,
The same thing happens, heartbroken.
We give people our trust,
Just so we end up heartbroken.
But if we don’t trust, no one trusts back.
Meaning no one cares, leaving us heartbroken.
The scars always reminding you,
Of who left you heartbroken.
One day we will know what it’s like,
To be nevermore heartbroken.
I can't see you,
be near you.
I can't speak to you,
can't understand.
I can't love you,
not anymore.
For when you come near me,
i really do want to be next to you,
to love you,
to understand you,
to see you.
You grab my hand,
i jerk away
"but i love you"
there's nothing i can say.
"i love you"
"just leave"
"no. its ment to be."
my hand starts shaking,
my heart starts breaking,
my head starts aching.
you've caused this.
you've poisoned your kiss.
anyone you touch
falls apart,
it don't take much,
to fall
fall for you
fall in love
fall to peices
fall for you
The winds blow silently through my barren soul
Caressing and touching what is left of my core
I am locked so deeply inside of myself
That I am lost to this world
I stumble through my days
Then drift through my nights
On the outside you will never see
The rot that has devoured me
Cased in a beautiful aesthetic shell
I am pretty to look at but empty as a dry well
You may want to love me
But I will never love you
I have nothing inside of me to give
This is the nightmare in which I live
Feeling so cold. Love being split? It can’t happen like that. Her and I, then Him off
to the side. Soon him and I will switch places, but she will stay the same. Him has loved
her all along, but I have loved her all along too. She says she doesn’t like Him, but I
know there’s a glimmer of hope. Soon Her and Him will be happy and I will be nowhere to be
seen. Him and Her laughing, smiling, loving, I dying, suffering, missing. They say love
lasts forever, then why have I lost it? Where love once was in I’s heart, it was replaced
by cold blackness. Love only lasts as long as the two want it…Her didn’t want it to last
that long, and yet I did.
Her and Him holding hands, I just hold the empty hole where my heart used to be.
His life is now constantly watched
What has he gotten himself into
They locked him away in the nuthouse
All he did was love but he was not loved
She was beautiful he loved her
We spent many evenings together
Had many happy times together
Until it changed his love got into drugs
She bought from dealers
She slept around
There was no more love for him
She eventually found the one for her
Late past midnight at the drive in
he waited and followed them
Back to their place
he entered in the front door
A pistol with a bullit
And end the fellow
Who stole from me
he quickly said
You take my love
I take your life
The police found him
Now he will be watched forever
the drawings on the wall
tell it all , they tell of the
heartache and heartbreak
that the lies were just to
much to take. incorporating
hate into love is going with
the flow and saying i love you
too even though its a lie, you
love to hear the words slip from
my mouth . stand on the edge
of the wold on the edge of my life.
you pushed i pulled the ground
rushing up towards me in total bliss
I feel the night wind closing in.
My breath deepens.
I have only darkness around me.
Sweet bright darkness.
I want to embrace it.
But I cant.
I hear thunder as I sing.
I sing of love and rain.
I cant help but wanting darkness.
It fills me.
The sweet cold air.
Rain begins to come.
The soft drops fall onto my back.
I have chills from head to toe.
I love it.
Water is my everything.
Water is my power.
Water is darkness.
whats the point of loving if you dont get love back
whats the point of being happy if your always sad
whats the point of sleeping when the image of you keeps me up at night
whats the point talking when no one listens
whats the point of cutting when you dont feel pain
whats the point of saying i love you when they dont love you back
whats the point of breathing when you feel like you cant
whats the point of living if you feel like your dying
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