Best Depressionlove Poems
My depression grows everyday,
It started as a come and go,
It decided to stay and create a black cloud,
All I can do,
Is sit and hope,
Wish and dream,
Cry and smile,
I fake these looks for my family,
They feel responsible,
Like they caused my pain,
Truth is,
No one caused it,
It just came,
because a boy,
I loved,
Died,
All alone,
All my fault,
Not being there,
I was so stupid,
So young,
I yelled at him,
Told him i hated him,
Told him to leave me and never come back,
His friends came and got him,
They drove him home,
He decided to come back to see me,
My fault,
My fight caused,
His death,
He tried to get to me,
A car smashed his,
Head trama,
Lungs smashed,
Face scared,
Last words said,
I hate you,
I rushed to his side,
Last thing i hear,
I love you,
Never forget me,
He passed away,
In my arms,
Me in tears,
Unable to tell him,
I love you too,
Never could I forget you,
Your my heart,
My soul,
You'll always be with me
Someone please save me
from this God awful place,
where ever I go it's
just a rat race.
People don't care how I
feel or what I say,but
if they aren't careful
they'll be sorry someday.
There are so many people
I love that are dying,
there's times that I feel
like I just can't stop crying.
My mind is a mess,and
my thoughts are unclear,
the day of my suicide
I feel is near.
I am always letting people
take advantage of me,I
wish they would open their
eyes,and see what I see.
I want for my life to just
be done,I am tired of
wondering which way
I should run.
There are many people
who love me no doubt,
but if they lived what I lived,
they to would want out.
I've tried to figure out why
people do what they do,
but I know someday soon
it will all be through.
U are afraid of your feelings for me.
U are afraid to say u love me .
U are afraid of what people can say ......
U can have some one younger then me.
U can have some one prettier then me .
U can have some one to love you .
but not with the honesty and the deeply love I have for
u because i love u more then anything .....
Standing quietly here
with an empty feeling
when all I believe in
are falling apart into thousand pieces
The sun is shining so bright
The flowers look as beautiful
Yet my heart is darker than the darkest night
as it falls apart into thousand pieces
The love that I adore
is the same love that smashed me
cut me deep in my veins and my bones
breaking me into thousand pieces
My heart
My soul
My dream
Fly high and fall, crashed into thousand pieces
When we first met I thought as you as a boy that were just like the others...
But as I got to know you..You were the one that just another...I gave you all the love
that I had and even me...
Just to think about this right now is hard to breathe..
memories of you always bring tears to my eyes when I remember those days when you told me
lies...
I always pictured us being together forever until the end..I remember when I looked in
your eyes and I asked you "do you love me?"...and you said "yes" but now I see the word
"yes" turned into the word distress...
I knew that you loved me and I loved you but the point is why did you have to do what you
do..?
Memories of you I wish that I could bring all that back and make this love thing turn into
a fact..?
theres a spot on the corner of my room that i find myself sitting on every night
smiling to myself, murmuring nonsense to a certain picture, blurred with tears, scratches and
lipstick kiss marks
I could scream, i could laugh, but you won't turn around
crying, calling, by your silence I am bound
you love me, i love you,
you hate me, I still love you
I'd leave, but I can't, I'd push you out, but I can't.
Not until it's really over....
Are you listening?
Form:
I can't see you,
be near you.
I can't speak to you,
can't understand.
I can't love you,
not anymore.
For when you come near me,
i really do want to be next to you,
to love you,
to understand you,
to see you.
You grab my hand,
i jerk away
"but i love you"
there's nothing i can say.
"i love you"
"just leave"
"no. its ment to be."
my hand starts shaking,
my heart starts breaking,
my head starts aching.
you've caused this.
you've poisoned your kiss.
anyone you touch
falls apart,
it don't take much,
to fall
fall for you
fall in love
fall to peices
fall for you
Form:
worried, wearied and out of breath
i must admit i have no words left
for i have had every kind of love
some too painful to account as a poet does
for even i told the story
the story of love
a story of love
and the story of love...
and they were all true
they all ended tragically
just as they did for you
we have this use
to measure them with words
the beauty, the longing, the sacrifices
that occurred
we measured how deep
and most sadly how long
how long was short and then move on
we who survive our misfortunes
some what, a little scared
wear it on sad faces
and feelings we have barred
we know that love has left us
a little bit crazy
even at it's worst
things were hazy
was it worth, picking up a gun
a danger to yourself and everyone
was it worth it, not sharing the son
evil misdoings and threats to run
we gave love an inch
and love took it's mile
all our great expectations
were dreamt with smiles
but in the end
the truth revealed itself
love was just an illusion or love expires
burned up after so many fires
we gave our heart
we gave our mind's
and we gave our souls
in exchange for worries, jealousy,
disappointments and threats
and in the same ending
what we thought was love just left
not only abandonment but theft
that's our emotion of being bereft
what is love that we
are mindful of it
by which we are powerless
not to covet
an addiction for women and men
not nessesarily the cause of sin
but for some reason it seems a nessessity
we unconciously act apon
even the worried, the wearied and bereft
I thought this love we shared with
each other was perpetual, but my heart
proved to me it was all prevarication.
You left me to rot in my depression,
abdicate and cold. My heart; perforated
and mourning for someone to apprehend my
fall through the abyss of darkness.
My knee's, they weaken at the thought
of those three words you spoke to me.
" I'm leaving you."
Susceptable and hurt, I try to impersonate
all the good things happy people do but I seem
to be know where parallel to them.
I finally learned to traverse everything
that had occured between the two of us.
Now, I'm trying harder then ever because
I know I deserved the love that you weren't
willing to give back and I know that I deserved
much better then you.
There's no more tears here. I have shead my last
drop.
The spur I was separated,
From my beloved
I was all alone
Useless it is to be born.
Where shall I go?
My life to whom I owe?
My thoughts crystallized
My imaginations paralysed.
My emotions struck
I was transfixed
I was like a fish out of water,
Like a soap without lather.
I thought only of you
You were the diamond among the few.
You were my contemplation
My concentration and meditation.
The love you gave me
From the superstitions you freed me
I am in agony
In anguish
In melancholy,
Complete disharmony,
In dissatisfaction
And frustration.
Beloveds are like oranges
shall i tell you why?
To find one sweet one
You shall a thousand try.
Oh my beloved
I still love you.
How can I forget you?
Ever cheering, ever adoring, ever new.
Tearing up the letters,
Smearing ink all over the dim white pages.
Splattering paint on the once so beautiful walls,
Ripping all the memories out.
Tears falling down, and stinging like fire.
Breathing hates the way I live.
Living hates the way I breathe, and
I hate the way I feel.
Death is afraid to send me home tonight.
I'm the only connection to fear that the world has ever known.
Loveless, lifeless, faceless, nameless.
Won't you come back?
Broken tears love the ways I've lied,
And gotten myself nowhere.
Curling up into a ball and never looking up again,
I love the blackness in your heart.
Won't you come back?
Cowering in a corner, lost.
Hopeless--to everything--but making it through the day.
Secluded emotions that will never live again.
Life is nothing without you.
Love is nonexistent.
Hate is consuming.
I am nothing.
I am alone.
Form:
the drawings on the wall
tell it all , they tell of the
heartache and heartbreak
that the lies were just to
much to take. incorporating
hate into love is going with
the flow and saying i love you
too even though its a lie, you
love to hear the words slip from
my mouth . stand on the edge
of the wold on the edge of my life.
you pushed i pulled the ground
rushing up towards me in total bliss
Form:
His life is now constantly watched
What has he gotten himself into
They locked him away in the nuthouse
All he did was love but he was not loved
She was beautiful he loved her
We spent many evenings together
Had many happy times together
Until it changed his love got into drugs
She bought from dealers
She slept around
There was no more love for him
She eventually found the one for her
Late past midnight at the drive in
he waited and followed them
Back to their place
he entered in the front door
A pistol with a bullit
And end the fellow
Who stole from me
he quickly said
You take my love
I take your life
The police found him
Now he will be watched forever
Form:
We all are scared to fall in love again.
let the past go.
there will be a better man.
we grew and grew on the life of one.
don't be stuck.
let the love run.
i told myself on the next man i will make some changes.
nothing changed.
we use to break up all the time than we would make up.
this whole love thing is messed up.
i made you.
you was a sad boy and i taught you how to be strong.
teach them what i taught you.
from here and on.....
I try to be liked
and try to be loved,
but it always goes the same way
of misery and carved.
Carved out myself from the past behind,
For trying to find myself,
In this stream of time.
Hope someone would like me or love me,
For the things I've done and seen,
I can not even love myself.
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