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My name, is William Darnell Sr. I'm a retired carpenter, and a father of 5 grown children, 4 boys, and a beautiful daughter. My wife's passed away, 13 yrs now, so that makes me, a widower. My oldest, a son, is passed as well. I also have 6 grandchildren, 4 boys, and 2 beautiful granddaughter's. I've been writing poetry for around 20 yrs. My inspiration's God, my 7th grade English teacher, and my woodshop teacher. The greatest thing I have ever done, was married my wife, may she rest in peace, and the children she has given us. I was supposed to write a story of a tragedy that has happened to my family. But, having some difficulties. So, I'm just going to come right out and tell you. Two of my children had been raped, by a family member as some or maybe most of you might well know. My late wife's little brother done this. I hold myself responsible, most say, it wasn't my fault and I get that. But, the truth is, we knew. more to come... And, for this reason alone, that we knew, I hold responsible. I, as a father, husband, protector, and a man should have been assertive, regardless of my wife's feelings, having our children's best interest at mind, and said no, absolutely not! Ok, this is a Bio, an entry as to who I am, a briefing. I'll carry this story over to my blog. Anyways, that's me!

Best of Wishes,

William


Please, I Am Trying, Patience Is A Virtue

Blog Posted:9/18/2020 5:21:00 PM

 

Hi, Guys & Gals! 


I am trying to make it to everyone's response and condolences that you've guy's shown, to share in my loss. First off, I am so Blessed, that you are all in my life, but it isn't by chance we've met. However, I do believe everything happens for reasons beyond our abilities to begin to understand. 

I am so behind in everything, my website I've neglected I have not only my poetry to place on but the other writers' as well, that I'm featuring. I have responded to some of your comments, and I am so eternally grateful for the responses I have received. I just have a deepness about me, that yeah ok some of you've seen it, but others haven't.  

So, I figured I needed to make this blog that I'm trying the best I can to get to everyone's, comments. it's personability to those who have responded, but it just doesn't stop there per se, it's site-wide if they read this or anything else I've posted. Hell, for all I know I'm psychotic and in denial, hahaha.  I just needed to make this blog because some may feel otherwise, I just so happen to be locked in a place I put myself and lived with it for so long, it just might be what I said, my psychiatrist is sparing my feelings.  

Truth is, not only the loss of my precious granddaughter I had been going through, but I also had to do some biopsies on my prostrate On the 8th of Sept., I believe it was. Prostrate was four times it's normal, and this makes the 3rd time in two years, but you know that's ok. I survived cancer, and if this is malignant they would have called, otherwise results will be discussed in my annual wellness check. 

What I need to do, is zip it, because of the burdens I share and that's being selfish, I feel. Maybe I'm wrong and chances are, I am. So please, be patient with me because my typing, thinking, understanding takes me longer, from the loss of the oxygen to my brain from last year's bout with death and on life support for 3 weeks. 

Don't worry, I am not going anywhere anytime soon, under authority I can say this and with it, affirming it as well. Also, there is no need to reply to this blog, please? That just adds to what I am already feeling and facing We share a common in all of us here, and I feel I can say thing freely with you guys & gals, than any other hub account throughout the internet. I have 26 mistakes in this, I don't care right now, (but I do) and this is part of my coming from a very dark, dark place. It's over! Thank you, everyone truly. 

Best of Wishes, 
William

 

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Date: 9/19/2020 7:17:00 AM
William, I know you said not to reply to this blog but I am going to... I too have been in that dark, dark place you speak of and you will come out of it in time _Constance
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Date: 10/11/2020 4:51:00 AM
Hi, Constance! Well, several darkplaces all at once. Just cant do it, I'm exhausted trying to run away from me. But, I am getting closer to forgiveness for me. Best of Wishes, William

My Past Blog Posts

 
Shouts of Congratulations"
Date Posted: 9/23/2020 8:04:00 PM
Please, I Am Trying, Patience Is A Virtue
Date Posted: 9/18/2020 5:21:00 PM
A Sad Time
Date Posted: 9/7/2020 4:27:00 PM
Thank you!
Date Posted: 6/14/2020 3:58:00 PM
I'd Like to Congratulate
Date Posted: 6/6/2020 10:25:00 AM
Best Money I Spent By Far
Date Posted: 5/8/2020 7:13:00 AM
I Have A Special Thank You For A Couple Writers
Date Posted: 12/5/2019 5:13:00 AM
Supporting You
Date Posted: 11/24/2019 12:30:00 AM
Forever Grateful
Date Posted: 11/4/2019 9:50:00 PM
Opening blog post, Hello people of the world!
Date Posted: 11/1/2019 2:17:00 AM

My Recent Poems

Date PostedPoemTitleFormCategories
10/25/2020 Just For Today Proseadventure,emotions,encour
10/15/2020 You'll Always Be My Tomorrow Proseanxiety,bereavement,chang
10/15/2020 I Shall Not Be Complete Nor Will I Be Content Rhymeblessing,christian,courag
10/12/2020 It Knocked, So I Built A Door Free verseadventure,career,confiden
9/30/2020 A Muse, To A Muse, To Amuse Rhymecharacter,friendship,humo
9/27/2020 The Muse, In My Quill Rhymecharacter,humorous,inspir
9/22/2020 Battling, To My Fight For A Victory Personificationanger,anxiety,deep,forgiv
9/18/2020 Still, She Is Desirable Romanticismemotions,husband,inspirat
9/7/2020 The Abyss In Loving Someone Prose Poetrycharacter,confidence,imag
8/14/2020 Someone Somewhere Proseappreciation,august,beaut
7/25/2020 I Can't Take You With Me Prosedeep,emotions,family,insp
7/23/2020 A Mischief of A Creature Rhymeanimal,cat,devotion,meani
7/18/2020 The Enemy Rises I do not know?anger,conflict,corruption
7/18/2020 It Isn't Easy Prosecourage,dedication,emotio
7/13/2020 Mischief Lotus, Is His Name Proseanimal,best friend,cat,fa
6/29/2020 The Best of A Friend Prosebest friend,character,ded
6/23/2020 Consumed by The Widow Spider Dramatic Versedeep,emotions,extended me
6/18/2020 Whisper of The Unheard Voice Prosedeep,heart,how i feel,jou
4/29/2020 I Try To Forgive A Predator Prose Poetryanger,anxiety,character,c
4/26/2020 Bright, A Victory Proseanalogy,confidence,feelin
4/24/2020 Mighty Oak, Her, You Are Beautiful Narrativeappreciation,beautiful,bl
4/22/2020 The Breeze of Time Narrativeimagination,inspirational
4/20/2020 Cleverly Rhymecharacter,humor,metaphor,
4/20/2020 Rata Tat Tat Rhymecharacter,cheer up,confid
4/19/2020 May The Days You Wake Free verseblessing,character,confid
4/18/2020 I Hope Free versecancer,character,confiden
4/11/2020 Holyman Proseappreciation,creation,ded
4/10/2020 The Tree, In The Corner of The Woods Narrativeappreciation,dedication,i
4/2/2020 April Free verseappreciation,april,charac
2/13/2020 Sanctuary Prosebeautiful,birth,character
12/6/2019 Let Me Free versedeep,encouraging,for her,
11/12/2019 Sunset Free versebeauty,best friend,hope,i
11/5/2019 May Your Every Day Free verseblessing,character,christ
10/30/2019 Separation of A Seasoned Love Prosebeauty,confidence,dedicat
10/13/2019 Forgiveness Free verseeducation,god,inspiration
9/5/2019 A Letter To My Lord Free verseblessing,christian,courag
8/30/2019 As The Year's Pass Free verseappreciation,beauty,confi
6/22/2019 Meadows of Green Romanticismconfidence,desire,devotio
10/31/2018 Autumn's Fall Narrativeautumn,celebration,charac
2/2/2018 Who I Am Epicfebruary,me,poems,poetry,
2/2/2018 Just Me Free verseappreciation,community,co
2/1/2018 Snow Haikulife,literature,planet,po
1/27/2018 Often My Dreams Free versededication,encouraging,fe
1/27/2018 Rel e vant Free verseart,character,creation,fe
11/25/2017 Talking Free versefamily,feelings,inspirati
11/22/2017 The Poet Free verseart,confidence,i am,ident
11/20/2017 Cry Haikubereavement,betrayal,canc
9/9/2017 I Was In You Free versecharacter,courage,faith,g
9/8/2017 North America, USA Free verseamerica,character,courage
8/23/2017 Stoked In Rhymebrother,daughter,devotion
7/20/2017 Enchanted Forest Narrativeadventure,animal,beauty,e
5/24/2017 A National Tribute To Chris Cornell Free verseamerica,bereavement,caree
4/6/2017 My Teacher: Life's Memory Free verseamerica,encouraging,growi
1/15/2017 A Walk Free verseaugust,autumn,dream,life,
1/14/2017 Love, Just, Jesus Free verseart,christian,confidence,
1/14/2017 Just Waiting For Me Free versecelebration,children,chri
1/14/2017 I Know This Free verseamerica,christian,devotio
1/13/2017 Ascension to Ascending Rhymebible,care,character,chri
1/12/2017 Rescue Me Lord Free versebible,christian,dedicatio
1/12/2017 Me, Ole' Friend Free verseage,america,father,humani
1/12/2017 Me, A Servant Free versebible,dedication,devotion
1/12/2017 American Soldier Free verseamerica,baptism,character
1/11/2017 The Little Things, Don't Over Look Free verseamerica,blessing,christia
10/31/2013 The Other Side ABCevil,
10/31/2013 Growing Beauty Haikubeauty,family,friend,frie
10/31/2013 His Heavenly Land ABCchristian,inspiration,ins
10/31/2013 In The Faces of Love Free versefriend,friendship,love,
10/31/2013 It Has To Be Free verseinspiration,inspirational
10/31/2013 Wishes Free versechristian,family,friend,f
10/31/2013 Every Day A Harvest Proseinspiration,inspirational
10/31/2013 The Tides Are High Prosedepression,
10/31/2013 Desires Within Me Free verselost love,love,
10/31/2013 Children ABCchristian,conflict,emotio
10/31/2013 Come Rest With Me Free versebereavement,change,christ
10/31/2013 New Beginning's Free versenature,
10/31/2013 What Does It Free verseemotions,faith,
10/31/2013 Contentment Free verselost love,love,
10/31/2013 Memories Free verselost love,love,marriage,
10/31/2013 My Dear ABClost love,love,
10/31/2013 Dear Love, I Would Free verselove,marriage,
10/31/2013 Autum's Fall Free verseautumn,family,holiday,sea
10/31/2013 Near ABCinspirational,spiritual,
10/31/2013 Embraced Free verselove,
10/31/2013 Rational Thinking Free versecancer,inspirational,sick
10/31/2013 Always and Forever Free verselove,
10/31/2013 Friends ABCfriendship,
10/31/2013 Grandpa Rhymeappreciation,character,co
10/31/2013 Easter To Enjoy Free versegood friday,holiday,
10/31/2013 Spirit of Life Haikuspiritual,
10/31/2013 Ole' Angel of Mine ABCinspirational,
10/31/2013 In The Distance Free versenature,
10/31/2013 The Still Voice Free versespiritual,
10/31/2013 Inspiration Of Love Enclosed Rhymelove,
10/31/2013 As We Are Rhymelove,
10/31/2013 Grandparent At Last Rhymeangel,autumn,bereavement,
10/31/2013 Song of Your Soul Narrativecharacter,deep,encouragin

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Fav Poems

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embrace Free verseangst,space,visionary,me,
Insomnia's Dream Free versedrug,longing,mental illne
Vicious, is the Unwelcomed Stranger Coupletanxiety,bereavement,death
A Forgotten Love Free verseautumn,first love,longing
Autmn Royal Sonnetautumn,
Open Letter to Thomas Jefferson Blank verseamerica,character,patriot
My Wendy Anne Rhymefaith,god,heartbroken,lov
Inconvenient Rhyme Times Rhymegiggle,inspiration,memory
ABANDONED Haibungrowing up,house,memory,
Inseparable Lyricbeautiful,blessing,butter
Thats when I fall down upon my knees, song version Lyricdepression,feelings,god,h
Humanity's Story Versehumanity,
'Invisible' Blank verseconfusion,water,
WINDS OF TRIBULATION Rhyme royalcourage,faith,spiritual,s
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