I spent most of my life believing
That love was a needless emotion
It was only hurt and disappointment
Guiding me to believe in this notion
Then something changed when I met you
This feeling like none I've ever known
Maybe it was the passion in your eyes
Or the tenderness that your heart shown
Each day with you was proof to me
Love is what my heart did feel
And love was anything but needless
It was something meaningful and surreal
Now I never want a day to pass
That will leave you with any doubt
Of how much your love means to me
Or what my love for you is about
This passion and love inside me
Continues to grow stronger by the day
Making me want to prove my love
And I will somehow someway
Know that at times I will struggle
Love is something new for me
But what we have between us
Is made to last for an eternity
The love I have for you won't die
It's like the vastness of the sky
Infinite in length of feet
Immortal, total, full, complete
I have no means to show you now
But maybe someday, someway, somehow
I can before my life is through
Give all the love I have to you
I'm most grateful dad in this world.
Blessed with a wife 2 boys and 3 girls.
They brought meaning to my life.
I could not ask for a better wife.
Whenever I were feeling down.
God would send one of you around.
Forgive me for the times I'd overreact.
I wish someway I could get them back.
I am human just like you.
And not proud of all I say and do.
You can lay all money on this bet.
Not one of you do I regret.
Don't know how much time God has for me.
But you all make my heart so very happy.
When I come to the end of my time.
I'm grateful to say, thank you for being mine!
Don't ever dwell on the things we've blown.
Ask God for forgiveness and help you move on!
Come to my Facebook page anytime or day.
To see in words what my heart wants to say!
I Love You All!
Don’t add me to some country if you can
Affiliation of the small to something big
Is not my thing, I’m only what I am
Not greater than I was, and used to be
Don’t mix me with the current politicians
Do not expect that I would stage a coup
I was an artist but I lacked ambition
I do not paint since twenty twenty two
There are much better artists whose conception
Is in someway akin to realism
I don’t belong to that most popular direction
My art is something like anachronism
Nobody buys it anyway, and I can’t sell
The world appears more stupid every day
Dear Lord up there, can you stop this hell
This boring hell, with endless games to play
The devils part became way more expanded
Than it was meant to be in your dividing plan
Return me to my home, for here I’m stranded
Bring back to life my love and me again.
Darling, it’s a sunny day
You’re with me, you’re in me
Darling, Pippa waits to play
Can’t you see
“Listen, if you hear me, love
Nothing comes again
You’re my lovely boy
You can’t understand”
Crescent moon and Venus
There you are, there I am
Darling, do you see us
Tell me if you can
“Hear what I say, my love
Nothing comes again
You’re my elfin boy
You can’t understand”
Darling, it’s a starry night
Come and see, come to me
Don’t stay silent, switch the light
Darling, let us be
“Hear me, dear Grisha
Nothing comes again
Someday, someway
You will understand”..
I'm just a boy with ink-stained fingers,
A canvas of paper, and a mind that lingers
In the shadows of doubt, where words lose their way
And the silence screams louder, with each passing day
My words are but whispers, lost in the wind
Doodles and scribbles, with no rhyme or reason within
I search for a melody, a harmony to share
But my voice is a murmur, a faint echo, beyond repair
Perhaps I should surrender, lay down my pen
Admit that my words are but ashes, not the flames I've sought within
But still, I'm drawn to the silence, the emptiness of the page
A siren's call, beckoning me to fill the space
So I'll scratch at the quiet, with fevered hand
And hope that somehow, someway, my words will stand
Not as a poet, but as a soul laid bare
A fragile, flickering flame, that dares to share.
Wisdom innate & within Us All
(mass consciousness is coming)
Those who now stand opposed but know to rest at bay,
They will yet live to Fight another day,
If we choose to walk the given walk,
Use Words, Music, Frequencies, vibrations that resonate,
For those that don't or won't, cannot then talk,
For words are this and much more, but also a message to liberate..,
Propaganda is everywhere except in ourselves,
We the former subjugated masses must now really unite,
Stolen youth and of course mass stolen wealth,
God given consciousness is in us all,
Freedom from all the pervasive lies and stealth,
Concede, acquiesce to a downtrodden Humanity,
Or break free completely and rise up tall?
Waking up isn't so hard to do,
As it is the basic sense, the moral instinct inside of you,
Reconnect to Humanity's mass consciousness now,
Failing to do so, is an incentive to fall,
Find a way, anyway, someway and somehow,
Wisdom innate & within Us All
Kurt Hubbard-Beale
2nd October 2022
During covid 19 Global lockdown and Constant new Wars
The PoetTree
Awaken Poetry. Awareness Poetry. Geopolitical. Philosophical. Music. Shared
Maybe I still love you even after all these years
Maybe if I could hold you and ease away your fears
It wasn't meant to be nothing was ever right
Everyone, everything against us too young to fight
Nothing I said or did could convince you to stay
Was that easy to forget me by running away
I searched but you I never could find
If only if only we would have met at another time.
Innocence never survives we always grow up
Feelings of youth so easy for others to disrupt
If I was stronger maybe we had a chance
But a boy is ridicule when it comes to romance
They said I never could love you just a fancy passing by
When you left me inside my heart died
The world kept spinning my happiness declined
For our love condemned to wait for another time.
If you still love me find a way to let me know
For my love for you only grows and grows
Your promise made to me as I made to you
That someday, someway together our love true
Maybe each night I read your letter you wrote to me
Maybe each day I keep on living cause I choose to believe
How long must we wait for each other it is a crime
For now and forever shall be our another time.
Someone
lost in a meandering season
Somebody
crying for all the wrong reasons
Somehow
married to a new in between
Someway
missing what others have seen
Someplace
the meaning stays hidden and waits
Sometimes
my wishes both early and late
Something
infused in the moments I’ve lost
Somewhere
abandoned — the ultimate cost
(Dreamsleep: October, 2024)
What good are good byes
When in the end someone always cries
Here today gone tomorrow
Lost in sorrow
Cannot stay
Going home today
Just my way
To leave without a word
Good-byes, just too painful to be heard
Emotions stirred
Hidden behind a brick wall
A silent tear starts to fall
A gift from above
A heart full of love
Gone so fast
Why can't dreams ever last
Such is the past
Starting from the womb
The silence of a tomb
The nothing ringing so loud
Hiding from the crowd
Standing in plain sight
Bring forth the light
Invisible for all to see
The pain of being free
How sad that can be
Hope for a better tomorrow
Maybe in that land of no sorrow
The darkness starts to cry
I don't know why
I wish just to fly
Beyond the pain
The stain
Someday
Someway
Time will be on my side
No need to hide
Wish you could see
That which is me
Just might set me free
There are questions,
and many many more,
ceasing the actions,
till the very shore.
its natural to ponder,
over things, I think,
but too much wonder,
oh! it leads to sink.
then what to do? now,
confused and unsure,
the dark mist--oh how?
to cross and endure.
there is no light dears,
and is no sound,
my brain and mind tears,
I feel totally bound.
I wish that someway,
these chains unknown break,
let me be free, anyway,
and always awake,
I see as if I am jailed,
in this civilisation,
Oh, I see most haven't bailed,
Living in desperation.
what to do? what to do? screams-
shouts my heart loud,
then the silence speaks,
it speaks to me aloud-
'Do nothing if you can, Oh!'
'dear my listen!'
I felt I can't, though,
then what is the provision?
Well, there is none probably
it seemes quite clear,
this one life is holy-
and is only what I bear.
Enter the mist, proceed the dark,
however you may do ,
hope don't for a spark,
'The Dark Awaits you too'.
Lived my life full
At times the fool
So much I saw
Thinking my life was a flaw
Times I did not care
Blissfully unaware
A clock winding down
In time I started to drown
A lot of times I wore a frown
Going from day to day
Not even trying to find an easier way
Live or die
Odds were, no one would care enough to cry
Passing of the light
Life was a fight
I live yet
Good thing I didn't make a bet
May be I will yet live long
My heart is now beating strong
The rest of my years are bonus rounds
To do my best
I have passed all the test
Just need a little rest
So many places to go from here
No fear
Not the end of time
The beginning of a new rhythm
The start of forever
The past I sever
A learning tool
At times I may still play the fool
But life is now mine
To make my star shine
Up to me
Choice is never free
You always have to pay
....Someday..
....Someway...
On to the bonus rounds
Happy sounds
Life begins today
Guide my way
Every day will be my best day
When
Giving silently makes you hollow
Draining your feeling of possessions
Worrying you bit by bit of tomorrow
Of still thinking about your giving reasons
Then
You don’t wholly give, but lending for something in return
Someday, somewhere, somehow, someway
For true giving makes you fuller in many ways
Of never asking for anything, but merely giving away.
And
That's the hardest way
of disowning possessions.
Will you always be my bluebird?
I hope you say you will
Of you and all about you
I'll never get my fill
Would you want to be my sweetheart?
I know you can't right now
But maybe in the future?
Someday, someway, somehow
Will you always be my dream girl?
I know the answer best
So let me answer for you
Definitely yes!!
And I'll always be your troubadour
If you want me to
Waiting in your shadow
Quietly loving you
Who am I
To seek to fly
Touching the sky
Left life behind
For peace of mind
Wondering
Blundering
Making my share of mistakes
In my mind living the retakes
Hard I have I tried
Lord knows I have cried
The fairy tales all lied
Worked my fingers to the bone.
Seems I am meant to be alone
I'm at fault
My heart is a vault
Hard to soar
Wishing for more
But I do
So true
I want to fly
And I try
Fear holds me back
Dark thoughts on the attack.
Maybe faith in myself I lack
Refuse to kneel.
Do I have the will
To go all the way
Facing my fears
Weighed down by my years
My tears
Fighting my desire
To get lost in that fire
Letting myself loose my way
Live for today
But today is pain
Lost in the stain
Refusing to give in
For I must win
Someday
Someway
I will touch that sky
As I fly
Past this pain called life
Rise above this self made strife
I find
My own peace of mind
Searched so far
To find some star
When all this time
In the words that I rhyme
Keeping my feet on the ground
I have found
That I already can fly
Touch that sky
Make it mine
I will shine
Be the light
Shine so bright
As I make my way
To a new day
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