When Love ends there is nothing left,
Your heart is taken by a sudden theft.
When love ends the flowers don't bloom,
The Utopia that was your world spirals into doom.
No one realizes they are made of glass,
Or that they aren't golden but made of brass.
Reality sets in with the sudden blow of heartbreak,
It is then we realize a flesh heart can also break.'
With every passing second there is a voice calling,
It is the voice of the person that existed before there was nothing.
The empty shell of the fruit is all that remains,
Trying to revive itself in a world of ongoing rains.
I stand here with the urge to cry,
"am I disposable?"
I stand here and I'm asking why,
"is it impossible?"
To dream of you as your fading away
Fading to a world with a pretty face
I stand here with the urge to cry,
"am I disposable?"
Endlessly searching with expressions blank
As pale as the moon
Forever wondering and falling through space
Trying to get to you
To dream of you as your fading away
Fading to a world with a pretty face
Endlessly searching with expressions blank
As pale as the moon
Controlling numb pains from the power within
Am I immortal?
Controlling my feelings so I cannot love
Yet I feel your sorrow
To dream of you as your fading away
Fading to a world with a pretty face
Controlling numb pains from the power within
Am I immortal?
I lay in bed half-awake
listening to the sounds of the beams bend and shake
I'm suspended high above the world tonight
you are the whisper I hear through this flight
As I stare down at the world, you are my holy ground
Where I can land and be free and happy,with your loving arms around me
Can spend all the time in the world looking for another woman
But the one I love the most always laughed about my cooking
So I hope you are happy with your special guy, because I'll be waving and smiling when you
pass by
We will always have the special tree,where we carved our loving days and nights
Forever me and you will be, a vibrant memory.
Some days
It just seems so hard to breath,
As if the world is reaching out
To get a firmer grip on your throat.
Now sit back and take a note.
Listen as I shout;
Getting the response I wish to achieve,
As it all falls into place.
You are growing scared,
But I do not stop.
You will see my pain
In which the world has caused.
I have paused.
I yank hard on your chain,
Hearing your neck pop
And your vision is impaired.
LISTEN!
I shout louder,
Getting my point across;
Making my pain known.
It is finally shown.
You are the cause;
A coward.
The blood glistens.
My pain is gone,
It went with you.
You were a pawn,
In this game for two.
I played and I won.
Victory is mine.
Now the game is done;
I've made my sign.
Now when it feels hard to breath,
When the world has you on your knees,
Begging for mercy
And you plead,
Know that my pain
That I held in
Was caused by none other
Than a sin
Made in the game...
I have nothing to gain...
The pitter-patter flutter of a lover’s broken heart,
Like a contorted portrait painting or a Picasso piece of art.
The stream of roll’n, swollen tears on the jilted lover’s face will start,
As our spurned tragic figure faces a world now torn apart.
The completely empty prospect of a future all alone;
The world in which our broken soul violently has been thrown.
The heart that beat out songs of love, now hardened like a stone;
The King and Queen of Happiness, abdicate their royal throne.
If in time you don’t lose your mind you surely will survive;
Mouth to mouth from the next in line; your sick heart will be revived.
But be advised the smear of tears won’t be the last ones that you’ve cried;
Love that stays or goes away equally can hurt our pride.
So baby was I wrong?
'cause everything turns wrong
Tell me something I don’t know
I gave my life to you
Well, that’s all I can do
I tried to spend my life with you
My world is upside down
I never feel not frown
But I will never hurt you, like they do
Sad, sad, sad
It’s really such a sad thing
I never make you smile
Even for a while
I never hurt your heart
I never set you part
I build my world around you
Feel this in my heart
It’s like an empty glass
I wished my lonely days will pass
My world is upside down
I never feel not frown
But I will never hurt you, like they do
Sad, sad, sad
It’s really such a sad thing
I never make you smile
Even for a while
A surge of pain.
And the world turns black.
Slowly I die, stumbling, falling back.
What's going on?
What did I do?
I'm so confused.
Slowly I relize it's just you.
I suffer from thy.
I loved you so.
But now your the one killing me.
I fall to the ground.
Why are you doing this?
I never hurt you.
Now i'm rendered helpless by the hands of you.
Have you no mercy, for whom you said you loved?
A surge of pain.
The world is black.
You merely laughed as I slowly take my last breathe in.
Now out.
And to think, you were the one i thought I could trust...
Watch my world crumble down,
cave in, once noble walls;
see the paint chips peeling
downward, the fairytale falls.
Here I am underneath
trying to hold it up, trying to hold
but it keeps pushing down
sooner or later I'm going to fold.
Can't you see: I can't do this,
can't go on like this forever
I'm going to crack before their eyes
won’t be able to: keep it together.
Watching all I ever had be destroyed;
feel your eyes upon my back
feel your nails down my skin,
clawing down hoping I'll crack;
you're trying really hard
and my head is spinning with your tales
my lips burn from you lies
watching my defenses fail.
My body shakes by your words
and I feel it all beginning to crumble
my heart aches as I: behold you
and I know I am going under.
Watch my world cave in
Atlas could not hold it anymore,
my stomach is churning from your touch
again you spew blasphemy, mouthing “Whore.”
And I have listened to you lies long enough
my lips bleed from continual recitation
of all the things you said to me
what created such provocation?
A/N: re-posted and redone
The Thief
Into His gates, what peace and rest,
into the world our life to test.
Into His courts we once did crave,
Praise and worship our hearts once gave.
There’s a thief on the loose, he’s after you,
His goal you see, to make you blue.
Your joy, your strength, he knows so well,
to steal, to kill, to make you fail.
Into God’s temple once again I go,
Sad faces, sad faces the thief did sow!
Oh what’s the world now to say?
All faces alike…what a sad day!
I thought the love we shared
was true.
A new connection, between me
and you.
Now today the world is new.
Our love is gone
once one now two.
It's lost in that world of lonely.
(Refrain)
I take a deep breath, find myself again.
I don't know what to do
without you.
But it's time to move on with my life.
The memories we had,
the times that we shared,
that first kiss I so willingly gave.
I thought it would last forever.
(Refrain)
I take a deep breath, find myself again.
I don't know what to do
without you.
But it's time to move on with my life.
The secrets I told you,
the ones you told me.
I thought you would hold me
for eternity.
Who knew,
how different
our world
could someday be.
(Refrain)
I take a deep breath, find myself again.
I don't know what to do
without you.
But it's time to move on with my life.
Visions of yesterday
Still screaming in my heart
A tale of broken promises
That tore my world apart
All the borrowed memories
Of a love we used to share
Cast aside like hollow dreams
Without even a single care
Shattered dreams of tomorrow
That's stolen like a thief in the night
A world of bitter darkness
That used to shine so bright
Empty words of devotion
That echo thru my soul
A roller coaster of emotions
I no longer have control
The feeling of utter sadness
Has captured me inside
My heart is like a withered rose
Since you cast our love aside
Love
strong
eternal
how long will the loss hurt
how late into the night will I cry
five months and here I am
crying and dreaming
I miss you with my every breath
I mourn you with all the tears
the wind howls my fury
the earth quakes with my loss
and yet the world does not move
I stumble
falling and crying
where is my tomorrow
where is my life
I'm lost and alone
all of this pain
I feel so broken
lost on a path
behind me is you
a life promised to me
a world I wished to enter
goddess and god
your promised protection
in front there is questions
worries and fears
what happened to the girl you loved
what of the strength she possessed
she is lost with out you
her strength is lost
lost in a world with out your love
this love was everything
Mine love meant nothing
this was love was pure
My love was tainted
Our world was perfect
My world was horrendous
We were made for each other
I was made for no purpose
Our life together was filled with joy
My life is empty
but it doesn't matter
because now you're gone...
for good.
A man who hid his pain from the world
Who gave to all
His heart and soul given to the world
The truth hidden
But chance would have that fate came
A young girl entered his life
To him she was an angel
Innocent and naive
She pictured a perfect life together
Imagined that she could heal his pain
All she needed was to give him time
Trust that he would let her be his world
Fate liked playing games
Time liked toying with her
The innocent angel soon began to shatter
Her world turned upside down
She learned words can break a heart
The pieces handed to her were hard
There were many missing
Jagged edges cut
But one phrase hurt most of all
His heart had stopped
Her heart was broke
She can't cope
To the world she lies
To herself she lies
He's become her angel
The world turn upside down
When I think of you, my darling,
I am still that wide-eyed girl
Who held the whole world in her hands
As her heart was set awhirl.
With no thought nor intuition
Of how short a life can be,
We promised "Until by death we part"
With a sweet expectancy.
God gave us such a little time
To wrap up every dream.
The plans we made were not to be
All included in His scheme.
It's not my place to question God,
I knew from the very start,
But I cannot help but wonder why
Our world was torn apart.
You'll be the same, my darling boy
When we are allowed to meet,
But you won't find remembered girl
Who had made your life complete.
It has been another lifetime since
You had to leave me here.
My hair has grayed, my step has slowed,
My eyes are not so clear.
Yes, the years have surely changed me
Since the day we had to part.
To be sure you recognize me,
I'll be carrying my heart.
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