Long Without emotion Poems

DJISSENOU DAUGHTER
I AM YOUR  MOTHER

Twit the crevices tween my thighs;
You burst unto this world
I AM YOUR MOTHER
AND YOU ARE MY GIRL(S)
From the seed of your earthen father, your dad
You got nerves to be/get mad
Girl,...

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One day, she had found herself old enough to hold her dad's pen,
And scribble onto a piece of paper, as her dad had done so.
But as she began, and to say it was her first...

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'Twas two old men from Greece, is said;
Who sold two bottles of potion.
One was logic, pure and simple-
The other was pure emotion.
What bitter rivals they were
Both persuasive in their way,
Each believed his potion best-
The battle...

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One day, she had found herself old enough to hold her dad's pen,
And scribble onto a piece of paper, as her dad had done so.
But as she began, and to say it was her first...

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I’m judged without them knowing what I go through.
Whatever I do, judgment always falls.
The venomous tongues never fail.
That’s why, no matter what I do, I don’t care about their opinions.
I don’t live for them.
Their judgment...

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My eyes
Pour forth feelings
That I’ve felt in the past
They make my heart ache…
Take it all away…
Oh my God…
They’re making me sink in dismay

When will they break away?
When will they give me a break?

And I’m left...

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("Dreaming Gaia", 2020, original encaustic)

A Recurring Dream

Thirty plus years ago
After a decade and half together
My first love left me

We kept in touch by mail
But never met again
Except in dreams

Over the years in those dreams
We slowly...

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I found a fleeting feeling of joy
In certain material things,
But when i found myself alone-
One day- I felt the nothingness
They bring...
  My life's a search for connections
To make with the planet
And all of it's...

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Putting on my rings
my hand reached past the one 
I was looking for to the ones 
Pillowed softly in the back

I gently touched them
Then without emotion take them out
And slipped them on my finger

Memories went...

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The incentive to write the following verses came from my thoughts 
at the moment the 'president' addressed the country about the 
tragedy that took place over DC.


The night many witnessed a collision over Washington, DC
A...

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Is there life without emotion or any feelings at all?
Can there be just one, that all would share as one.
Can Happiness or joy exist without sadness to know?
Sadness so unknown, if joy has no place...

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A brain locked into a world of letters and numbers
Concentrating on every meaning
Seeing nothing but what is before it
The mind wanders
Leaving the brain
It floats away, looking back
Seeing a face without emotion
Just pure logical thought
It drifts...

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It cost too much to live
it cost too much to die
the struggle is somewhere in between 
 High taxes 
loss of jobs
no health insurance
 The rich has become my tormentor
working me as a slave
my load...

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I see the disappointment smeared across your face 
as you strike a piece of black coal 
across the surface of that lonely canvas . 
The love you once felt. 
Fracturing into tiny sharp shards. 
Its...

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So often we are just walking through the motions,
Like our daily grind without emotion

Or thought actually,
What a pity

You should start a day with good intent,
To be aware and cognizant 

Of the beauty of life, so...

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Take your spades to cracking
my ribs and plunging
hands in the tar
to find the prize
I stowed
to forget,
so I kept beat.

My eyes'll roll
and I can't direct.

I beg my soul to rebirth
it's trust
for you
for me
for a future.

All the...

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Small and grotesque was the young man,
Small by nature and small in heart.,
Love sought not to grace his soul/
Betwixt/ Without emotion he wasn't whole ?

He lacked sensitivity and a heart.,
For never he spared time for...

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Barefoot and pregnant,
Scrubbing pots and pans;
Supper's on the table,
I must submit to man!

No formal education,
My place is in the house;
Silent, without emotion,
So loyal to my spouse!

The laundry's neat and tidy,
The kids are off to school;
Here...

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A cry pierces the darkness
A soul, wounded with shame
Another stolen innocence
Devoured, by guilt ridden blame

She sits and draws her pictures
Of the evil that haunts her dreams
A secret, wrapped in silence
With no one, to hear her...

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Their hands glide across his skin like death
The coolness of hands, without emotion, felt by none
'It burns, it freezes, it hurts so much, make it stop'
Is what he would say had he one breath of...

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There is a portal of the mind,
an open door where dreams surprise;
of absinthe illumination.

A vector of cosmic adventures;
a monumental, ethereal tome,
drifting in super conscious seas.

Ride your chakras 
to spiritual enchantments and inspiration;
there are no fees...

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When your thoughts are born,a lonely shadow sits,
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This winter storm comes
Without emotion, intellect, or care
Blowing its dry freezing air
Puffs up fallen leaves
Floats them up into the gray sky

Will it leave death in its turbulence
Trees uprooted?
Animals' den not warm enough?
Homeless humans without shelter...

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Constant thoughts:
The meditation, devising silent destruction
Delusions, anxiety highly distortion
Fundamental thoughts, 
Confusion of sorts out of proportion
The consequence of the aftermath 
This black messiah without emotion

Constant thoughts rumbling 
In my head like a wasp’s nest in...

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