Long Struggle within Poems

Here's my thing.
I wonder if Yin-UnDead,
river of Time's ebbing wave
predicts Yang-Love Health Abundant PowerWith.

No, really,
I think about that,
and I wonder if EcoReligious CoOperative Messiahs
could also become Bodhisattva Integral-Unitarian Occupiers,
Zero-centric self-invested/divested PlaceHolders,
bilaterally stretching thresholds toward health-balanced...

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We pursue endless climate sabbaths,
I perhaps best and worst of all,
holidays of verdant forests floating within
oceans of atmospheric tides sucking and spewing nutrient flowing matters,
slow-dancing ecopolitical issues reincarnating history
of Earth's love of Time Herself,
rich bubbling...

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on this stage
 as i face the struggle within
 setting the past aside
 i've grown used to my indecent hostilities
 transfixed by the sadness of poverty 

i tire of the disappearance of life
 doing things...

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You are such a beautiful headache;
 so hard to get rid of.
My body wishes you would leave,
 but there's no cure to ward you off

Yet,your face is like a drug;
 one look, & my troubles...

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11:45pm

i was at Andrew's, 
she says

oh, i see, i say

you remember Andrew?
she says

i don't, sorry,
what about Andrew?
i say

i told you
i had a crush on this guy 
7 years back in the PhD
remember?
she says

i don't mind,...

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WHEN A MAN CHEATS (he broke the trust)
WHAT DO YOU DO
WHEN A MAN LIES (he broke the belief)
WHAT DO YOU DO
SOME WOULD SAY (hmm)
CHEAT ON HIM
LIE TO HIM
SORRY 
TWO WRONGS DON'T MAKE A RITE
YOU'D ONLY...

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Down the narrow unending hallway of my keep, 
To the last door on the left, 
I rest my head for a moment of sleep. 
As I fade to dream I see a tunnel of light,...

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Between the cloud and field (Part 1.)

I woke this morning
and it was not clear to me
If I am the man
I am supposed to be
If I am even me

Wishing day would be night
As I walk here...

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Struggles come amidst a sea of vibrant brutality

Amidst a flame lest I refrain a simple pedigree
The struggle within brings apart desertion
In quaint appease brought social proclamation
A true heart that's rich in the soul filled up...

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I walk between these divided yards,
through the gardens and the graves.
I can feel the blossom of growing life
and anticipate the withering of certain death.

I step through the institutions,
among the colleges and the prisons.
I grow with...

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... Foe Or Friend ...

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I
know
a person;
who struggles.

I see this person, being defined by their
struggle within the very movement of the
moment; by seeing just how they may be
helpful too, with, and for another special
something or
someone,...

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The struggle within
Everyday I fight with self 
Everyday I hate something I have or have not done yet
Mad at the mistakes I have made
Yet becoming a woman by my mistakes
Mad at the world
Walking with out...

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(Struggle within our? Spirit?)

The struggle within our own spirits. We have to realize that Our Lord’s decision comes first. 

As humans, we have a tendency to go against the grain. We have freewill within our...

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Within your protective shell 
wherein settled my fathers spell
i am born in wonderment
and grow in stages, an endowment
Awed by my growth i kick
and feel your pleasure so quick
everything so new around, plea
fine as long as...

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Sometimes I wonder can you see me do you hear me, 
yeah I'm hurting because it's your spirit that I'm grieving, 
to the ones on the outside looking in they don't really see 
the struggle...

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(A New Zealand Poem)

In thought as I sit here, 747 flying by, in contrast to the isles of white clouds cruising eastwards across the Manukau sky yet another 747 passes by.
Tourists keep on coming, knowing...

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Although the right path in life is very narrow and difficult, I'm glad to be on that right path.....

Matthew 7:13-14

As we skip along
Going our merry way
In the journeys of life
Living day by day

Smelling sweet flowers
Or...

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As if till now numbed-my mind, 
Suddenly i woke from the dream, 
Once again to remorse find

How I got here, I do not know
 But here somehow, at the breaking point.
Avoiding the quicksands that pull...

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Some our very eager perplexed swept within

Underneathe the belly of the beast
A needed flower to grow amidst the rise of yeast
Within sullen fragmented dreams & truth
One may even negate that inner truth for a lie?

That...

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As I walk my own path to god,
I hear many voices telling me what's right or wrong,
All these outside sources screaming trying to bend me towards their will,
What's right and what's wrong?
As I seek the...

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In my head, things aren’t always right,
Darkness looms, threatening to cover the light.

There was a time, when all was muddled and completely askew,
The madness reigned, constantly recreating itself anew.

At times I thought my mind was...

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The Struggle Within
A lonely heart sits and waits
Seconds tick and time abates
Each day passes in s blink
All i do is sit and think
Of all the things i could have done
Away from life i tried to...

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Standing in the passageway,
I restrain myself from moving on;
The panting and sweating have opened 
my eyes,
Even before the break of dawn.

Slowly the grayness pushes me
Into the purple haze;
I’ve left the moonlit night behind:
Mind’s all confused—in...

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Silence keeps you locked up
Your emotions hidden, your dreams unreachable.
Silence keeps you from growing, your values not shared
Silence does not allow pain, hurt, or sorrow to be shared.
Silence says you're right , they don't understand.

Silence...

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From days before we met,
the struggle lied within us.

Giving it our all,
to fill the emptiness that consumed us.

Over time we lost focus of what it was that brought us together,
work family and pride that made...

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