Long Self sacrificing Poems

~ I   Do  Believe  ~
( Key  To  My  Heart )



~O~



I 
Know  soul 
Never 
Dies that's 
Cause  choose 
Believe********There's a 
God and Jesus died  for my...

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I deserve to know the blueprints of my eyes...
You deserve to know why the rose dies...
I want to know God's compromise...
You shall know how Love writhes...

Your eyes were designed to see death...
I see the world,...

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I recall
from Catholic seminal
seminary daze,

Frocked monastic gaze
vowed nerve-systemic chastity,
self-sacrificing poverty,
political obedience
to a Great StraightMale Master
of God's paradise reclusive House
filled with sacred humane 
Men's Room Only vocations.

Yet I experienced these three
Green Commons commitments
in reverse Taoistic
NonZeroistic chronology
of...

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Lito, a boy of twelve was walking along
An old, broken street of the sun browned, 
Dusts attached, smoke emitting town
Lonely, long way he was passing
Through heat waves, bad odor, 
Horn blaring, noisy, charmless morning, 

At...

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Castrated duck ran amok at a goose show yesterday. Then sat in a car. Blacked out to the par. An even score is a self wondering sacrifice. But no self sacrificing prawn could ever really...

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All my life I longed for you.
You filled my thoughts and dreams.
You'd stand majestic, head held high,
My mind's eye saw the gleam,

Of vibrant health, unbounded strength,
That shone from a glistening coat,
The look of eagles in...

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As I stand here on the wretched path of life,

A wave of darkness sadness and 

Gloom overwhelm me.

 

I'm surrounded in enveloping nocturnal darkness,

As far as the eye can see,

 

My life is in a...

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Did you think you were cool?
to call in a threat?
You Columbine copy-cat,
you coward, you fool?

Teachers hear the “code,”
Teachers who’ve been trained to
hope for the best
prepare for the worst, 
the worst that could possibly happen
at this...

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There are moments
When I find myself wishing
Yearning to be something I am not
Someone who serves Him
With never a doubt or sin
Someone who knows Him
Better than they know themselves

I wish I could say, my friend,
That I...

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It's cold and damp outside tonight.
A cold rain drizzles down;
And now it's just the four of us,
Who walk the streets of town.

I miss the others very much,
Especially when we walk;
Their memory so vivid,
As we commune...

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haven't laughed much lately
the sound just doesn't hold the same meaning
not when the trees taunt me by dropping their leaves
making me think it's alright to sit quietly, bleeding

death comes so easily for them
and i sit...

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It's cold and damp outside tonight.
A cold rain drizzles down,
And now it's just the four of us,
Walk darkened streets through town.

I miss the others very much,
Especially when we walk,
Their memory so vivid,
As we commune and...

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Oracles of the Abyss


...I shed a single tear, and as it fell to the ground, like a nuclear bomb...an ocean was born...


Serving somniferous solitudes from ejaculate embryonic conceptions
Magniloquent multitudes mislead by delectable dogmatic deceptions
Labyrinthian latitudes...

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He died today

He died today, for both you and me
keeping intact his righteous human dignity
Died like a criminal he was hated and despised
With divine love for you, do you even realize?

He died today, not because...

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A man is like a Sunrise amber in hue
On rising, you feel all his energy around you 
through my eyes, seeing … strength reflecting 
like sunrays aligning out towards the sky 
If a problem shall...

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I’m ok being amethyst alone
No one to share my  humble home with
I guess I do miss a kiss
But is that lust or just
Just an infatuation to resist

I think I’m too selfish to love him
And...

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Graceful: a unique and an exquisitely arranged being.
Gorgeous contours and beauty that ignites that feeling.
Ambitious, intelligent, God-fearing and fully mature;
Undeniably classic qualities of a virtuous woman; for sure.
She clearly knows her most intimate desire and...

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I don't know where you came from.
But one day you walked up to me,
and I couldn't resist your smile,
It made me feel free.

I instantly took you into my heart.
Telling you, from the very start, my...

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The clime without poets is like the soulless desert
Poets drew their dreams in the words of the mind
The morning without poets is like a sunless night.

Without dreams we have nothing to get high
Poets play with...

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Love
is what you feel,
when God to you is real.

Joy
is, a feeling inside,
you,
cannot hide,
that rarely subsides.

Peace,
Will come over you,
When you have,
an overview,
Of God's purpose for you.

Patience
is needed by everyone,
to remove the sting,
of injustice,
and for God's will...

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Valentine's Day isn't about you, men!
It's about spoiling* your self - women!
Nah! Can’t wait for being pampered!
Nah! Ain’t altruistic and self-sacrificing!
Nah! I don’t depend, I am demanding!
Yeah! Expectations are graduating!
And the love is exploding!
I am...

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>
>I like to think of you
>when I am alone
>and of all the nights we spent
>speaking to each other
>sharing our emotions
>baring our thoughts
>fading away pain till
>we both were happy
>
>I like to think of you
>amidst the quiet...

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Keeping busy
thinking less
emotionally numb
feeling suppressed
from unhappiness
going through motions
to please other people
empty spaces
filled with others
crying alone
in quiet corners
loving mothers
seeking cover
comforting the inner
child within.

Same old story
feeling immune
kept on the side
stored in vacuum
nowhere to hide
routine in broken record
on...

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Walking  with God
      Steps along my walk find
            That I am powerless without Him

My walk finds, that He
...

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Insidious like cancer
Concealed, deceptive
A thief in the night
The treacherous friend –
This is Doubt. 

Radiance incomparable
Like ten thousand suns ablaze
An epiphanous marvel
The support beneath your wings –
This is Faith.

Unsteady as a rope bridge
Stretching across a chasm
A...

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