Long Repulses Poems

I am tired
I am weak
I fail at everything
I am weird
I am a freak
No one likes me
No one cares

The one word to describe me is FAILURE

I dont care about these labels
I dont care about anything
the only...

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Hearts that have never loved before,
can't taste a gratuitous tenderness;
and they lament why they haven't been blessed!
They have wrestled and lost that grip on growth,
and with a gravelly voice,they grumble...
to allow grudge guard them against...

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The Spectre of sex appeal by Salvador Dali 1934
On the right-hand bottom side, we see Dalí as a 
child, dressed as a sailor, observing his monstrosity

I misunderstand, tell what is the plan
As I change from...

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Poppy judges me up and down 
and takes the smile I force upon her.
She shines back, with teeth decayed and brown,
from under her aluminum bed-sheets.

“We are better together”, she murmurs in my ear, 
And I...

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I’m just a character in your love affair
You molded me until I was what you wanted
You did it over a number of years
One day I finally needed to know about the real me
And how much...

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" Dear wife, why don't you embrace
the wind of changes by being ablaze? "
the disillusioned husband inquired...
" A lot more affection is required! "

You patiently bore my off-spring with continuous glee,
when constant fortune was the...

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Am I the only person, that repulses at the thought- that this world, once great, is being, so harshly torn apart? 
What sense does it make, to destroy your home, for meaningless monetary gain?
Do these...

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His anger is as powerful as a thousand galloping horses coming straight at your chest!  I've been beaten. He suffocates.  He overwhelms and it takes days to recover. Exhaustion sets in as you...

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death of an idea

some where sitting 
in my easy chair
to watch the news.
tsk tsk ’s rolling off my tongue 
traveling in the opposite direction
to my finely prepared coffee.


i am a phoney in all.
what is seen...

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I will just pretend a life with you
To hug you until I feel you
and I touch you, you to feel me
I will just pretend the fieriness
along with desires to get blazed
with no fear and with...

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I wake up and I think of you
And I look out of my window
It is grey and the lights stopped
Glittering a long time ago
And I smoke and I smoke and I smoke

I pour my coffee...

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Ah, has anyone ever thought
that love would have become the object
of sexual gratification for many?
Can we deny the misery that repulses us?

Who safeguarded it were humble mothers
teaching their kids the right way to give;
have we...

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The thought of you repulses me,
But all i do is think.
I try to drown your image, 
In sorrow, drugs and drink.

Yet the image is always there,
In the forefront of my mind.
Burned only into my scarred...

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Sitting in silence
surreptitiously meditating
on everyday turmoil
and confusion that repulses
even the most hardcore
reality driven populists

Thoughts come and go
within the realm of
preposterous assumptions that convey
nothing of importance
just pass the time
as you ponder what appears

to be insignificant in...

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Others love her, singing her praises.
I reject her in the bowels of my soul.
Some see beauty, write her up in poems.
I see her as a sinister, angry, killing beast.

Many profess to adore the ocean.
They use...

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Though it is unacceptable 
It would be respectable 
Living together is inevitable 
Life is but unbearable 

Words bring vicious weapons
Happiness vanishes with visions
Each looks off gestures of motions
Dig and bury the instinctive passions 

Silence teaches...

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