Long My heart will never be free Poems

I tried to beat the clock as I run forward…
I tried to dry my tears and be less awkward
I still have a tiny bit of pride in me fortunately
I will survive society's labels of predictable...

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How can you stand                         the imitation to Life
the plastic products ...

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Sometimes the silence that is all around
Leaves in my head a buzzing sound
After awhile
I lose my smile
I sit here
Sometimes I feel fear
No other human voice
But it is my own choice
Still
Against my will
Sad enters my head
I...

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"What is your heart called, Elizabeth?"
'My Heart is called, Grief.'
"Why? Why is your heart called grief?"
'Because it's yearning, has been yearning, and will forevermore continue to yearn.'
"Your heart yearns Elizabeth? What is it like? Elizabeth,...

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Letting go never makes it easier,
And with hope confusion only builds 
I opened my heart and I'm too terrified to let it close
My walls took so long to fall
My mind tells me to rebuild and...

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If Your Love Belonged To Me

Are there no words that I can say, 
No supplication I might pray? 
My tortured heart would be set free.....
If your love belonged to me

I'd write poems that would make...

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When I am near to You, what light
You shine eternally
Your light reveals where I should go
At night it stays with me

When I am near to You, what awe
I see that I am naught
But simple clay,...

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-From the Passover Musical I wrote, "On Eagles' Wings"-

Yehovah, now I see
Somebody cares for me
Someone has listened to my cry
Oh, could it truly be?
Could that be light I see
Somewhere beyond this dreary sky?

Is it true?...

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Hidden In A Broken Heart

Tripping in the shadows she falls down to her knees.
Haunted by her yesterdays where lives her memories.
Of times not very long ago she cried out “What's the use?”
As she suffered at...

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Words can implore, words can plead,
Words can fail, but also succeed,
Words can empower, when at their best,
Can help to clear, what is on your chest,
Words can soar and words can plunge,
Words can embrace and words...

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In the quiet of the night, she waits alone,
Her heart aching, longing for his tone.
Beside her lies an empty space,
A void she yearns him to embrace.

With each passing hour, she feels the sting,
Of loneliness that...

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When you dread swimming with sharks, those waters do not welcome you
Frustration may push you towards recognition and power
Wait
Listen
Find the waters where dolphins swim
A friendly channel in the deep ocean where still the whole world...

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Why do I allow your memories
To send me to places I know
I never thought in years gone by
That I once again would dare go
But I’ve traveled back there
Only to find myself alone
Even though I have...

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Consuming my mind constantly is what I had with you is burning something fierce
You have a strange hold on my heart, every essence of you is in my soul forever pierced
Thing is even through all...

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Sometimes I wonder what it was that I saw in you,
was it your gentle smile or the simplicity in the things that you would do
you were always so calm and kind, so rare it seems...

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She's cotton candy sweet a whole line to buy her as hungry boys waited patiently. But 
Once they got to the front of the line and handed her their money and took a bite out...

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........misfit Souls....
This is the house of the misfiten heart .
Each one here looking for a new start
Dont know what they are hoping to find. 
Maybe  just the chance to leave the past behind
Or just...

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The crowd always seems to get in the way,
With no privacy to say what you really want to say,
Constantly watching your words when around,
The atmospheres hushed without a sound,
One day, you'll see...it will all give,
Opinions...

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Life haunts me!
Every aspect of it.....haunts me !
It did not give me peace,
is not giving me peace,
suppose will never endow me with peace.
Not till the day, i finally escape from it.

Constant, a bitter halo surrounds,
questions,...

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I watch the clock on the wall
Fearless in the face of the fall

The knife tears into my skin
Which is pale and paper thin

The blood gushes from the vein
Blossoming red on the bed it's a stain

I...

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Alone in the night and day,  
Composing poems, writing diaries about life  
The moon and stars are my only company  
As I pour my heart out on paper, free from strife 

I...

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There have been times when I look at you and my heart starts to patter,
      there are moments I've shared with you when you're all that matters.
   ...

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God is met not as an object to be understood, 
but as a mystery to be loved  -attributed to Gregory of Nyssa
d. 19 July, 394

Crisp and white underfoot
crunching whilst I take out the bins:
It’s...

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Here I am again on this nights eve
Wishing so hard you were here with me
And from this moment we would never leave
But for now all I have are these words
And there it is my heart...

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As I endlessly stare at her  picture I cannot help but burn inside 
with the strongest heat of envy,
And I find myself viewing her as my competition
this thought is only held in the darkest...

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