Untestable Time
I tried to beat the clock as I run forward…
I tried to dry my tears and be less awkward
I still have a tiny bit of pride in me fortunately
I will survive society's labels of predictable conditions
I am the Lord's child – that’s all I can possibly say
All I do is try, try, try and I fall into temptation easily
I collide like the tears from my eyes
I ride the vehicle of shame and vanity…
I am sorry for telling white lies…
Lord, show me Your narrow path of spectacular wonders
Just don’t condemn me so harshly –
Although your mercy is as large as the sea…
Time and time again,
I take many risks and chances – the usual and apparently the norm
Where have you been?
Were you in the wilderness of my mind? Don’t enter my desolate dorm
I’m lonely and I need more attention
Lord, you gave me life beyond reason
I’m pathetic and worthless…
I know I need way more hopefulness
However, I want faith, which is far better than worse
I am walking around while carrying my masculine purse
You made me give in to the tongue of tainted, traumatizing transistors
Yes, I have tried and it was difficult,
Going against time and its confusion pool of truth and loves
Push me, pull me and squeeze me close while we avoid outlandish occult
Blowing like the blessed breeze…
I am about to pray on my knees
I lost my plane of thought, so please…
Have a heart and a heart to set me free, my friend
We will make it from beginning to end
I don’t mean to overwhelmingly offend
I kept testing You, Lord of Accord
I kept sinning that sin for a thousand years
It’s all because I was ashamed and bored
My mind, which is nearly running out of time, is a pasture of imaginary peers
If you want, you can stay and vanish my tears…increase not my fears..take it all
Away…away…
Along with anger, resentment, jealousy through the years…I must stand tallwith no appall
Even today
Rescue me…
This indignation
Of losing my writings…
Makes me upset with unexplainable hesitation
I’m tear-jerking it all away…
I don’t want to feel fearful, yet temporary frustration
That is an unpleasant ride in the bus, even with surreal sensation
Satisfaction takes action and good interaction…
I need a distraction…empathy is difficult to find
I want hope and happiness
I need someone to hold on to
I need to cut off the rope of distress
Help me listen to wisdom and understand nonetheless
It takes time
To feel sublime
It takes time
For us to feel alright
It’s unpredictable
It’s despicable
It’s unbreakable
It’s unbearable
Wait…I’ll look at the positive pros for once………
It’s a blessing
It’s like an everlasting
I’m progressing
He shall Heal my sorrow sting
Time chases after me
I chase after it, I see
What goes awfully awry –
Karma will make you cry
The auras centuries ago
Makes me feel less low
And more high with delusional illumination
Destiny and delight is my main destination
I need and want His word to lead me the way
Be with me yesterday, tomorrow and today
Untestable time
Is a splendid rhyme
Free falling gaily
Without unnecessary stress,
Scrubbing my clean slate
Of joyfulness and gladness
With past grime…well…as of late –
I’m an empath of sadness
Did I pass my life's time test?
The test I adore to the max *yeah right, it’s what I detest*
Why is wasting time such a pest?
The auras I’ve seen in my lifetime has made me rest at my best
Untestable time
Will renew your shine
You’re the sun this time
Resonate and rise, sunny friend of mine
Shun out the moon I feel this afternoon
It’s a gloom bloom I oddly assume…
I told you to take care of me beforenoon
I fall down unto the carpet of gloom
Untestable time,
Could you allow me to rest?
Could you bring out my best?
Could you allow me to walk north to south and east to west?
Copyright © J.W. Earnings | Year Posted 2018
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