Long Excruciation Poems

From devadasi  in temples to women of the streets,
Form hooker to harlot,
From courtesan to call girl,
Whether a paramour in the hands of wealth,
Or a Whore engaging in promiscuous sexual intercourse, 
So many names and...

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Awareness about behavior,
present since mine days of yore
an unswerving allie analogous
to peacekeeper ending civil war
belated insight suddenly realized

(better late than never) doth underscore
incumbent proactive communication stance
belatedly bestowed omnipotent awareness
crucial fostering ingredient to shore
maternal bond above

bejesus...

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Mach my words, that time travel aye
foresee (rather than being 
     at a stand still, nee frozen 
     analogous to cry

oh ja hen nicks, or more particularly...

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Love is blind,

But it can see beyond what your eyes can do.

Love is everywhere,

But it only dwell in your being.



Practice makes perfect,

But nobody's perfect at all.

It can only make ineradicable things,

Out of those human imperfections.



First...

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I wish I knew just how to make time stand still, Loving you makes me think of psychiatric powers
Of always getting caught in the moments you create
Veridically, your angelic smiles drop me in a utopian...

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This lonely forsaken creature is worshiped in the labyrinth of my heart
He sits on his cheap framed throne with his faceless glare, playing God 
He is the masochist inside of the mirror
He made me rip...

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* (Saturn is esoterically associated with the twelfth month of December)

… when you are away
and I need you,
I look into the depths of the nearest flower,
even if it’s a dandelion, then
lie down beside it like...

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Bamused of searching for pearch,
Where there is no despondency,
To find saint in living.
The more i search,
The more bootless i  found.

My heart became lonely,
Depression follows my path,
Courage became tedious to divulge,
Being my only sterling grants,
I...

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Secure within the mother’s womb.
Sheltered from all storms of life

Swimming,
Swiveling,
and
Sustained.

The countdown begun-

A wide world awaiting,
Eager faces looking,
Windows opening,

To

Colour,
Scent,
Sound,
Taste and Touch.

But,

Expectations shattered,
Exasperation heightened,
Execution begun,
Excruciation settled,
and
Expulsion confirmed!

Chopped to pieces,
Down to trash.
‘The most unkindest cut of all’!

Betrayal!
Horrid Betrayal!
Through...

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In my soul there is something which is just crying ,  from an eternal pain my eyes are tearing ...
My sorrows are screaming from anguish..
My heart is sinking in the depth of throe..
Somewhere my...

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A ticking clock in silence

Fading light, brushing

I am fighting my conscience

In this tunnel of my heart, seeking

For an answer of unasked question

For a reason to keep this feeling as mine

When I know keeping means excruciation

Still...

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The little devil of your creation
Is vindictively seeking retaliation 
It's not just a moment of aberration
It's the result of years of desperation
It's the only logical ramification
Of the never-ending humiliation
Of the betrayal that smothered my dedication

Now...

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