Long Emptyness Poems

And now, I beat myself up for it...my mind is sky high with doubt and my body feels like a drought...dry with a lack of empathy and indulged in loathe and envy...I-I am upse
upset*
Forever in...

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 Part 3

9th Delerium: Emptyness
Water wheels in wastelands... turning,
drowning relics in the slum
Rumpled rags of fashioned burlap... burning,
lit by bandits blind and dumb
Pastured prisons, ponies bridled ... yearning,
forest fairies under thumb
Sounds inside of cauldrons coughing......

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The wind blew through my soul at a vary young age                        ...

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Her screaming 
Yet somehow i managed to see her death in my mind
Just to be reunited with him
I curled and rolled in bed
Missing and wishing
Crying and regretting
Stupid girl, some girls never learn
Repeating same mistakes over...

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Chest tight
no light
cant fight
a blight

Tears threten to spill
I promise not to kill
I beg for you to fill
just please wait untill

I crave the past,
tears under the mask.
warmpth of a hug,
the pull of a heart string does...

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You assumed I was not who I portrayed myself to be
Though falsifying myself is not a trait that I possess
Of all the reasons to deny me from which you had to choose
This is the one...

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Two in a room,
empty was the scene,
she stepped into my life,
soon to be in my haert,
as gentle as a beautiful dream,

in that room,
he walked into my life,
never did i think,
we would end up,
like we did,

and...

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Giveth yet Taketh Away.

 

She created being for me

young meant lucky in that

overnight she admittedly disappeared

without a fight and no rapacious thoughts

 

Hidden away in the hills eloping with the free

mammoth conversions taken aboard

as she...

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To wake each morning and begrudge
 the daylight  intruding  into that life..again.
To feel desolate that once more no prayers were answered,
despite frantic, blind pleadings for an unending sleep.
To know that again, the charade...

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emptiness  2
            How do you feel today ?
         Like I’m in a empty room 
...

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With something gone, with something missing-- 
an empty hole with an empty mind--
There's nothing to fill,
who wants it?

With something here, with something there—
with all knowing eyes
I find there’s something to fill
who wants it?

Filling your plate,...

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HEAL MY SWOLEN HEART YOU HOLDER OF ITS PAINFULL BEAT,
REPEATING STRONG SENSATIONS WHICH DEVOUR ME,
NO LONGER STRONG ENOUGH ALONE,
MY SOLITUDE SHOWS MOMENTS THAT I'VE TRIED TO HIDE,
SUDDENLY THE ANGUISH FROM INSIDE BECOMES ALIVE,
AROUND HERE THERE...

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In darkness now I lay.
Light from the window cascades into the room.
Filling my heart with thoughts of the one I could never 
forget.

lost for awhile  headed towards  the jagged rocks.
But like a ...

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Look deep within the light my love
My gentle caring sleep
the song of nature drifts along
at times the wind is steep and strong

The heart a hollow empty song
the drain on life complete
but then from out of...

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A beautiful morning it was, the sun itself sang out to the world, giving off much warmth
A few clouds were seen far off into the horizon, not a single tears from the sky fell
Windy yet...

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"See the animal in his cage that you built
Are you sure what side you're on?
Better not look him too closely in the eye
Are you sure what side of the glass you are on?
See the safety...

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Paper latterns light the gardens path.
To a splendid night and a summer bath.

Rose peddles trampled under her feet.
As her form fill's the darkness.
hiding in the shadows trying to catch a peek.

Of the beauthy who gives...

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The girl behind this picture has a sad past
the girl behind this picture feels responsable
the girl behind this picture hates the life she lives now
the girl behind this picture wishes it will all go away
the...

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.....Nothing
there is nothing there.
Im not saying im stupid
just at the moment 
nothing is going throught my brain.

was that a thought running thought my head?...
nope 
its gone. 
I cant remeber what I am supposed to be...

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Nights move  like a forgotten  ghost unwanted by all.     
A vision  unseen to all but one.

Down damp streets he haunts the same path every night just befor the...

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I wonder was it ever as i did belive.
Was it more than a midnight encounter something that  fuels a drunks thoughts 
and  emptys his pockets  fater than a closing time bar bill.

As...

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Heart to home the core is where the heart lays
As the music is played the moment of two a beating of souls
A time that is created of fated beings to be twined
A pull so strong...

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Oh, how the storm inside rages on, fleeting thoughts of love plague me to the 
fullest. Oh, how his hands used to enrapture me, and the scent of his skin would 
cling to my body...

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Night By Night
Day by Day
My mine swirling in continous confusion
Searching for a soulful melody 
That would feel that empty position

A staircase that takes me to a place of no where
A door that is open
Though it...

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My father, hear my cry...
   Theres a soul oe'r bound by sorrow, weary, worn and troubled:
bent beneath a load of sin and woe, knowing only fear, sinking in it's own mire
and walking to...

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