Long Chronic pain Poems

The last time you felt good, you played along with them, and they were fooled
The feeling inside was blue and you always considered the suicide rendezvous
It’s when you can’t laugh or cry, and feel it’s...

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They say it all makes sense now. 
All these medical oddities I've experienced at such a young age. 
My doctor insists that things have to make sense. 
He says it's his job, to find the...

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No one can resist pains
    When the heart is full to bursting  
            because of  dialemmas. 
      Tears expose whatever bottling 
                    For some Years.

When you see a man crying in front of his 
Children...

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Death you hold a scythe over me
i have waited for you
there is no trepidation here
i am a paucity of patience
i welcome you
the engine is long tired, hurting
parts not available to replace
i do not wish to...

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Flat line ...

Resuscitate, flat line, resuscitate, flat line ...
          and back again ... to sinus rhythm ... to life.
       ...

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I went to the dentist today.
The lady who cleaned my teeth had hair fit for a Weasley with large piercing eyes to compliment. Her name is Sierra, and she is 22 years old.
She asked me...

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I feel angry,
Angry at the world surrounding me, 
Angry at the person I can clearly see,
Full of rage so ferrocious it blinds me, 

This pent up wrath that boils inside me,
Blasts out full force, an...

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Please tell the world — pain is real,
It doesn’t vanish, it doesn’t heal.
Some may smile and say “you’ll mend,”
But this is a war that will never end.

Chronic pain doesn’t come-and-go,
It’s in your joints, it’s all...

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I studied cosmology for 4 years before I realized there was no mention of make-
up or hair styling.

I saw the movir "Superfly", and didn't understand why they never even showed a 
zipper!

I wanted Lasix surgery-...

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15 years I have been a prisoner
I was the victim of identity theft 
Who I was, that person was stolen, 
And it was I who had to do the time
Despite not being the culprit of...

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When I was a little girl, 
I went through the most traumatic experience of my life.

I was diagnosed with a deadly infection in my femur bone;
Doctors had never seen a staph infection as bad as...

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The Big Lie ...
It started with chronic pain ...
And the only thing I could take that helped
Then pain became an excuse for a couple hours of euphoria
That went away, and from then on it was...

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Not sure how fond I am of this write very different style to my usual genre. #experimenting 

Well look whos back again
My old compardra 
My closest companion chronic pain 
What a lovely way to see...

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Chronic pain is a darkness, personally endured 
Persistently battled, for suffering's ensured 
It's constant plague preys on the mind, goading your torment 
like misery designed 
Not long ago agility was free, now  
the price...

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Do we not euthanize our terminally ill
because it is not ethical?..
..or do we not do it because of something MORE unethical still?
It costs more to keep a terminally ill patient alive.
It costs much less to...

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Chronic Pain – The Beginning


You snuck into my life in the 1998th of May,
Everything about me wishes that you’d go away,
My whole being longs to feel good strong and well,
But for the last 18 years...

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Give me a headache
The fury of a migraine
The pounding of temples
The powder keg sensation
Of explosion a minute away

Give me a tummy ache
The kind that makes you double up
Fist pounding the bed
Hands clutching sheets
Retching into a...

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Where did I leave off?  Oh, yeah...conditions...Next up is Arthritis- this only in last 
year or so- endless, 24/7 chronic pain...Even in bed...it brings tears to my 
eyes...and nothing less than a strong Vicodin...

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CIPA or Congenital Insensitivity to Pain with Anhidrosis
is a genetic disorder very rarely found among us.
They afflicted with this disorder have a damaged gene
and as a result, sufferers never experience the sensation of pain.
Many may...

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No one believes me
They say it’s in my head
But half of the time
I can not even get out of bed.

Then the day came
A new specialist
Let’s see if today
I can make a fist.

They said they believe...

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These next _ minutes are going to be hard...

I open my eyes
Not sure what time it is,
but I bet I can guess.
The drugs never work 
for more than 2 hours,
and the distress from the
pressure in...

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I close my eyes and travel to places I want to go
Imagining the details, eyerything I can see
I listen to the noises, of birds, the wind or creaks
Animals walking through the woods
Waves crashing on the...

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Fortuitous Fate

Fortuitous fate finds me fully alive with joys I never could have thought possible.
A decade departed from what should have been my last day on this planet I find myself in love.
In love with...

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* For all those who suffer in silence with chronic pain *

      ~

to my face …

“I understand”
but you do NOT
why do you speak with such
a forked tongue?
is ‘imbecile’ tattooed on...

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My smile hides my story 
The one you will never see
Of where pain destroys everything
And will never set me free

Of hiding in the darkness
Watching the world exist
Of looking back at happiness 
And my dreams I...

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