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Blog Posted by Tim Ryerson: 9/23/2015 3:38:00 AM

I have some very sad news to share with you my friends and your prayers are most needed and will be deeply appreciated

A very fine and beautiful lady I had been dating just lost her 13 year old daughter a little over two weeks ago in the worst possible way: Suicide. She hung herself with an extension cord that she tied to a dresser in her bedroom To add to this tragedy, my lady friend and her mom discovered her and tried unsuccessfully to take her down. She did not leave a note so they will never know the reason why...

The last time we talked (yesterday) she said she was a broken woman and could not see herself ever smiling or laughing again. The shock had worn off and she was starting to feel the terrible pain and guilt. Having lost a son to a drunk driver, I VERY carefully told her as tactfully as possible that this was a part of the grieving process. My biggest concern is when it finally sinks in; that awful and final realization that she is really gone which I know so well...

The young lady's name was Holly Meissner and her mother's name is Kim...The reason I am giving their names is that when my beloved, Christian father prayed for someone, he always used their full name

I am also somewhat selfishly asking you to remember me in your prayers as well as I try to offer support and hopefully help to guide her through this...

Thanks - Tim

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Richard
Lamoureux

Date: 10/1/2015 11:01:00 AM

Hi, just dropping by to enquire how you and Kim are doing. I am continuing to pray for you both.

Tim Ryerson
Date: 10/1/2015 2:43:00 PM

Thanks for your continued prayers Richard...I'm okay but Kim isn't which is natural...She has left the house only a few times since Holly's passing...The family is kind of clinging to each other right now and none of them want to go out into public yet. Kim's two sons are staying with them now too and they go out and run errands etc. for the family

Richard
Lamoureux

Date: 9/26/2015 9:44:00 AM

What a great quote, thanks for sharing it with me.

Richard
Lamoureux

Date: 9/26/2015 6:51:00 AM

I'm glad to offer even a small bit of comfort Tim. You have been prayed for again today.

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/26/2015 8:07:00 AM

Thanks again Richard - I wanted to share this with you because with your constant prayers, you are showing the same qualities my dad was blessed with...It is a quote by pastor Dave Yearick at his memorial service: “Jim was the most humble man I ever knew, but he didn’t KNOW he was humble; because if he had KNOWN he was humble, he would not have been humble anymore”

Sandra
Haight

Date: 9/25/2015 3:24:00 PM

Tim, such sad, tragic news. To be sure you and your dear friend and family will be in my heartfelt thoughts and prayers. Sandra

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/26/2015 12:55:00 AM

Your words bring great comfort and will bring the same to Kim, Sandra because I plan to share all these comments with her and mention each of you by name...God bless you my friend - Tim

Kim
Merryman

Date: 9/25/2015 2:10:00 PM

How devastating for this poor mother! Praying for both of you, Tim.

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/26/2015 12:58:00 AM

Thank you SO much my dear Kim. Your prayers are deeply appreciated - Tim

Judy
Konos

Date: 9/25/2015 8:56:00 AM

Today, we pray that our Lord brings you comfort so that your tomorrows may be filled with joyous memories. God Bless

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/26/2015 1:03:00 AM

Thanks you SO much for this prayer my dear neighbor and friend...I am overwhelmed by the response this blog has received. This proves to me that you and the others at PS are good and caring people - Tim

Debbie
Guzzi

Date: 9/25/2015 6:57:00 AM

There can't be worse than this. How awful. I will send Light & Love to you & your friends. You have faith I know, now's the time for just holding on to that & each other.

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/26/2015 1:11:00 AM

Cher - Words can't describe how much your comment means to me and will mean to Kim because I plan to share them with her...You have been such a good and faithful friend to me through the years and for that I am so grateful - Tim

Richard
Lamoureux

Date: 9/25/2015 5:14:00 AM

Once again I pray that you offer comfort and peace to Kim Meissener and Tim Ryerson. Theirs is an unimaginable pain yet their pain is not to big for You. Please fill their hearts with the knowledge that there is life, love and laughter beyond this shadowed time. I ask this in Jesus's name, amen.

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/26/2015 1:19:00 AM

Richard - This live prayer of yours brought tears to my eyes. Also thanks for mentioning us by our full names...As I said before, my dear dad was a firm believer in this...I have gained new admiration for you because of your strong Christian faith...God bless you sir - Tim

James
Fraser

Date: 9/24/2015 2:46:00 PM

It's so sad to read such Tim. My thoughts and prayers are with you all at this sad time, James..

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/25/2015 12:19:00 AM

James - Your thoughts and prayers are deeply appreciated. This is exactly what Kim needs right now

Skat
A

Date: 9/24/2015 11:00:00 AM

Tim this is hard to absorb. This is a reminder life and children are precious. Even though we listen, we never know what's going on in the inside of a young adults mind. I will pray for you and Kim. Her loss is grand. Every time I hear tragic stories like this. I hold my boys tightly, A reminder to never take the ones that make us whole for granted. I can't even begin to imagine her pain, losing two children, before her time. We are supposed to be the ones called home first. I don't know God's plans, how he allows a child to depart before his/her parents. I pray you help her mend Your heart will offer the support, being close and having a loss of your own. I don't understand grieving as much as others. But, I know you will offer the support Kim, needs. Forever **SKAT**

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/25/2015 12:30:00 AM

SKAT - Your words of encouragement and sympathy mean the world to me. I plan to send all these comments to Kim to let her know that she has the support and prayers from wonderful people like you and from people all over this country and the world... God bless you dear lady - Tim

Carrie
Richards

Date: 9/24/2015 10:02:00 AM

There are not words enough to describe this kind of heartbreak and tragedy. Anyone who has been touched by suicide knows this fact. But may our prayers, love and support, in time, help many hearts to heal. It will help her to have your friendship, dear Tim.

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/25/2015 12:38:00 AM

Ah Carrie my sweet and selfless friend - I am SO glad to hear from you on this blog because I know not only that you identify but that you express yourself so eloquently...I am honored to have you as a friend - Tim

Cyndi
Macmillan

Date: 9/24/2015 9:43:00 AM

Oooooooo... Tim! I am beyond sorry... I will pray for all. Will send an email tonight. Suicide is such a hard to cope with loss (I know, as my mother committed suicide) and to lose a child that way??!!! I hurt deeply for Kim. Even though someone very close to me took their own life, I know that I can not even imagine what she is going through... love sent at this impossibly painful time.

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/25/2015 12:48:00 AM

Cyndi - You are SUCH a good and faithful friend and my condolences on the loss of your mother. Young people around Holly's age are SO susceptible and vulnerable to suicide because it seems that everything is so magnified. Kim was a loving and caring mother and still this tragedy happened. Thank you for the wonderful email you sent...I plan to respond ASAP. Much love to you my dear friend - Tim

Carol
Eastman

Date: 9/24/2015 9:17:00 AM

Our family's prayers are with you and your loved ones. I will mention her whole name in my prayers. My Uncle commited suicide many years ago. It is indeed a true tragedy when a young one goes before us.

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/25/2015 12:56:00 AM

Carol - Your words of love and sympathy mean SO very much to me. I am SO sorry to hear about your uncle. As I have told some of the other commenters, I plan to send all this to Kim to let her know she has the prayers and support of wonderful and caring people such as yourself...Much love to you - Tim

Richard
Lamoureux

Date: 9/24/2015 4:01:00 AM

I am back again to let you know I have prayed for Kim and you Tim by name as you requested. May God's Peace flow over both of you and offer you strength and comfort at this most difficult of times.

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/25/2015 1:07:00 AM

Thank you Richard - My dad believed VERY strongly in mentioning whoever he was praying for by their full names...I am stunned, overwhelmed and thankful that so many of my poet friends have left their words of encouragement and sympathy...Thanks again - Tim

Poet Destroyer
A

Date: 9/23/2015 11:32:00 PM

Tim, you are on my mind and prayers. I'm sad reading this blog. Molly had a tragic end. I can't emphasize with Kim, but I offer all my sympathy. I can't imagine what she's going through. I don't think I could handle this if it was my child. You are a wonderful friend. She's blessed to have you. I pray you can offer the love and support Kim, needs. My heart is in pain right now for Kim, and every one who knew and will miss, Holly. ... With all my heart, I leave this page in tears. Sending hugs my good friend Tim..... LINDA

Poet Destroyer A
Date: 9/24/2015 4:19:00 PM

Tim, you have been the best of friends. Thank you for the lovely message. It was very nice hearing from you again.

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/24/2015 1:28:00 AM

Thank you for your kind words and prayers Linda...I know how much you identify with this - Tim

Rob
Carmack

Date: 9/23/2015 9:21:00 PM

Tim: Asking us to remember you in our prayers I find to be wise, not selfish. I will keep you, Holly, Kim and the families in my prayers.

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/24/2015 1:29:00 AM

Thank you SO very much Rob - Tim

Constance
La France

Date: 9/23/2015 7:45:00 PM

Tim, how tragic , my prayers for all

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/24/2015 1:35:00 AM

Thank you for your prayers and kind support dear Constance - Tim

Charmaine
Chircop

Date: 9/23/2015 4:13:00 PM

Heartwrenching Tim. No words but prayers dear friend. I logged out awhile ago, but something inside me made me come to this blog section again.. In my prayers...

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/24/2015 1:40:00 AM

Charma - You have no idea how much your comment and support means to me. Being a woman of strong and unwavering faith, I KNOW that your prayers will be heard and answered by the Almighty - Tim

Nette
Onclaud

Date: 9/23/2015 3:17:00 PM

this is so devastating , tim... i just finished my prayers for holly and family.. more devotions are underway.. it's good you are around to stand by her in these most difficult times... huggs

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/24/2015 1:43:00 AM

Thank you SO very much for your prayers, devotions and kind support my good and cherished friend - Tim

Faye
Gibson

Date: 9/23/2015 1:25:00 PM

Tim, words cannot express what is in my heart for this dear lady. I am so sorry. You know that I understand; for many weeks, I lived with the possibility that Kenny's death was from an overdose. The death of a child is cataclysmic, but that one would die at his/her own hand carries a unique pain. My prayers are for her and for you as you try to help her. Love you!

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/24/2015 1:52:00 AM

Dearest Faye - I am SO glad that you read this blog. You being a born again Christian who never wavers, I KNOW that your prayers will be heard by our Almighty God. Now there are three of us who share a common and tragic bond...Love you my friend - Tim

Andrea
Dietrich

Date: 9/23/2015 11:31:00 AM

this is so tragic, Tim. I will pray for her. Please give her my condolences.

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/24/2015 2:03:00 AM

Thanks my friend - I plan to copy/paste all the comments and send them to her when I feel the time is right...Knowing that people with strong faith such as yours are praying for her and her family encourages me greatly - Tim

Jan
Allison

Date: 9/23/2015 10:13:00 AM

Nothing I can say can take away the pain I am so so sorry for your loss - such a tragedy Tim - my thoughts and prayers are with you both:-( hugs Jan xx

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/24/2015 2:11:00 AM

Thank you SO much Jan - You are such a good and faithful friend. You are right; no words can take away the pain...She is going to have to go through the process and I know from experience that the worst is yet to come but prayers from wonderful people like you will help her get through it - Tim

Laura
Leiser

Date: 9/23/2015 9:50:00 AM

This is so sad and I am so very sorry for your beloved's loss, Tim. I will say a prayer for you and the family. May God comfort you during this difficult time.

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/24/2015 2:14:00 AM

Thank you for your prayers and kind support Laura...It is deeply appreciated - Tim

Eve
Roper

Date: 9/23/2015 9:21:00 AM

Prayers to her and her loved ones and you Hugs Eve

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/24/2015 2:37:00 AM

Thank you Eve - Your prayers and support are deeply appreciated - Tim

Frederic
Parker

Date: 9/23/2015 8:04:00 AM

Prayers, comfort, and the gift of time and understanding, it will be a long process..much empathy to you and yours

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/24/2015 2:42:00 AM

Thank you Fredrick and you are right on the mark...It will be a long process but with support from people such as you, she WILL survive this - Tim

Eileen
Manassian

Date: 9/23/2015 7:54:00 AM

I'm so sorry to read this, Tim. Words are so ineffective. May God bring comfort and understanding...Sometimes you can only be there for the grieving one. My sympathy to her and her family and to you, dear.

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/24/2015 2:50:00 AM

My dear Eileen - I contacted you because I knew you were a woman of faith. You are right in saying that words are ineffective...Only prayers, support and being there help. Of course, she will carry this scar for the rest of her life but when she gets through it and survives, look out world! - Tim

Richard
Lamoureux

Date: 9/23/2015 6:02:00 AM

I will pray for Kim and you Tim, this is truly an unimaginable pain. My deepest condolences Tim, my heart aches for both of you.

Tim Ryerson
Date: 9/24/2015 2:55:00 AM

Richard - Like I told Eileen above, I contacted you because I knew you were a Christian man with unwavering faith in our Almighty God...Thank you SO very much my friend - Tim

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