possible names for our playlist
let me love you again
in love with you in every way
in love with you in every way again
things you are
giving up
giving you up
i need to give you up, but i know not yet how
why can't i view you as a friend
why can’t i get over it
it’s been so long
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Categories:
suicidal ideation, betrayal, break up, heartbreak,
Form: List
Suicidal Ideation March 30th, 2022 Linkedin
Suicidal Ideation March 30th, 2022 linkedin...
to mein kampf insync with mine body dysmorphia
After reading articles
published within April 4/11 2022
of The Nation
I challenged the efficacy
taking prescription medication
categorized as SSRIs
and/or SNRIs.
Unpleasant side effects
such as earth shaking dreams
and/or especially hefty weight gain
linkedin with former
comprising my daily cocktail
of approved prescription medication
courtesy nurse practitioner.
Deliberation about courting
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Categories:
suicidal ideation, 6th grade, 7th grade,
Form: Rhyme
Substitute For Suicidal Ideation
I was told to change my ways
lift the haze
or lessened were my days to follow
I try my best
to get out of my chest
that which makes reality hard to swallow
After a while
I wore a smile
that you and I were grateful to see
But what can seem sublime
will fall to time
and knock us to our knees
Sometimes we
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Categories:
suicidal ideation, addiction, blessing, drug, feelings,
Form: Rhyme
Suicidal Ideation
Deliberation about courting death rooted
throughout mine psyche fueling sinister chortle
at least since bout with anorexia nervosa,
but... maybe ginned blood,
sans umbilical cord transfused in utero aortal,
though long since recovered, the intractable,
haunting specter, sans grim reaper
intertwining within every fiber of this mortal
rooted, grounded deep, and branched out
into each nook and cranny portal.
Said notion provoked,
when made painfully aware
youngest
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Categories:
suicidal ideation, 7th grade, absence, conflict,
Form: Bio
The Lighter Side of Suicidal Ideation
red-faced
he fears for their future
flushed
she is an optimist
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Categories:
suicidal ideation, future, suicide,
Form: Light Verse