The voicemailHey,
It’s me,
I've been thinking a lot lately,
Do you ever wonder,
Why do we want to know when,
When we could just let go and forget,
Did you ever care,
Or do you even know what game you played,
But you shut me out,
Do I mean something to you,
Or was I just a stone to step on to cross the river,
So...
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Categories:
suicide, 9th grade, angst, crush,
Form: Free verse
GoneMy grief riddled mind is racing
my heart is beating fast
and my breaths are shallow
as I wake up from a troubled dream
And I remember that my son is gone
I can't even remember exactly what
was troubling about the dream,
but reality hits the moment that
I fully wake up
My son is gone
I suspect this will happen daily
until it really...
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Categories:
son, suicide,
Form: Free verse
goodbyei draw the pain upon my skin,
each cut a silent scream unheard,
a bleeding map of battles fought
inside the dark corners of my mind.
the blood flows - red truths i cant say,
whispers of a heart breaking quietly,
fragile threads pulled tight, unraveling -
until all thats left is the weight of wanting to end.
i stand on the edge...
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Categories:
suicide,
Form: Free verse
ShatteredMy heart was shattered last Wednesday
It has been a week
How DARE time march on
without my sweet boy?
I still occasionally forget to breath
and feel like I am underwater
until my body automatically grabs
a huge cleansing breath
I am totally lost at times,
I foget to eat, I forget to grab
the medication I picked up and paid for,
yet left at...
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Categories:
son, suicide,
Form: Free verse
A mama's griefIn my heart broken fog of grief,
I realize that I am not alone
I have family, friends, God, my husband,
and so many prayers to sustain me
but it feels like the air is heavy,
the tasks ahead of me are impossible
and I am alone in the world
BUT, I am not and I will put
one foot in front...
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Categories:
mental illness, suicide,
Form: Free verse
ms deborah diggesms. deborah digges
ms. deborah digges died today
plunged to the earth and they found her that way
she took her complex thoughts of simplicity
and buried them in the soil of the university
i suppose like most who take their own lives
we will never know the real cause of her death
but when one leaps from a building so high
it...
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Categories:
suicide, people, poetess, poetry, poets,
Form: Rhyme
sylviasylvia
***this concerns several books I once owned.
Some were written by Rod McKuen, others by
Richard Brautigan, others by others…***
i discovered that words are
like some decadent dessert
too small to cause harm but too big
to have a second helping
in the margins of tattered books
were scribbled lines i hoped to someday share
with someone who still had...
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Categories:
books, heartbreak, suicide,
Form: Free verse
The Ghost She Left BehindThe world got caught under her breath
They could never hear her precious mumbling, only realized when she left
One second she was there
One second she was floating in timeless air
In a wisp of whimsical space
She would show her elegant face
A polaroid of a perfect smile
Commanding regretful tears and remembrance of all the distant years
Her blood was...
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Categories:
suicide, 10th grade, 11th grade,
Form: Rhyme
Thirteen TapesA voice recorded, soft but clear,
Echoes pain we failed to hear.
Hannah spoke from shadows deep,
Of secrets buried none should keep.
A hallway's whisper, locker stares,
Unseen wounds and empty chairs.
A photo passed, a cruel slight,
Each reason dimmed another light.
Justin's love turned into blame,
Jessica’s tears, the haunting shame.
Bryce’s smirk, a predator’s grin,
The silence loud—it let him win.
Clay rewinds...
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Categories:
suicide, anxiety, cry, death, depression,
Form: Free verse
Insomniac IslandThis entropy, it's endless.
I'm captive in your void of sleep.
My eyes are strung open,
My hands clung to you
But I'm drifting off,
I'm drifting far away,
Away from here, and as hard as I grasp onto you,
I know I won't be back.
Every time it happens.
I can't think straight,
I am so far off,
And if I can't be me,
I can't...
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Categories:
suicide, corruption, mental illness,
Form: Blank verse
Suicide SongThe quiet strum in the living space
It was Christmas day when he played
The struggle real but calm his hands
as he battled with his guitar
Hallelujah…sing…Hallelujah
From the corner of each eye
If we’d have known to spill some tears
Thank goodness moment captured
Saved by a watchful foreboding
Hallelujah…sing…Hallelujah
His sister near, this dear nephew sung
the stanzas as he moved imminent strings
A...
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Categories:
suicide,
Form: Narrative
A Lantern Made of Suicide Notes: Suicide by MetaphorsI. The Hour of Approach
The poem I was writing refused to end—
it kept writing me.
Blood didn't ink these lines—
the ink bled me.
Each stanza a hidden-hematoma
across the white of nothingness.
Somewhere, midnight faltered,
and I was no longer alone.
II. Visitation: Sylvia Plath
Sivvy came barefoot,
bees orbiting...
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Categories:
suicide, creation, literature, mental health,
Form: Dramatic Monologue
In the MeantimeI’m waiting. Watching you, watching me.
I wonder, what you’ll tell the jury
When they’re deciding your fate?
Will you even make it to trial?
I see you cowering in some dark corner
After the dirty thoughts have fled from your wild mind
Sucking on your fate, fetal style
Now that you’ve done the deed.
My scent still fresh on your...
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Categories:
dark, evil, fantasy, suicide,
Form: Free verse
oh how my soul rotsi wonder if this feeling will pass.
if the skin rotting beneath my eyes will become a permanent color of blue,
if the bruises on my knees will fade to nothing more then flesh.
they say this feeling goes away as you age-
im not so sure about that.
i feel the agonizing sensation of pain rotting...
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Categories:
suicide, angst, depression, sad, sick,
Form: Dramatic Verse
The Work RotterSpire insight of silence
Swotch and bind, conspiracy of mind
Conspire and self-protrude
Mindless matter of maddened hatter
Borne gall of uncongruent bladder
Reign wettened confections'n faux pas
Pram embedded bedding of public propaganda
And poised for prose 'dulted diaper thrown an' broiled'n a gutter
Homely homelessness in wake of deft arms
Freshened refreshener and wetted choke
Chugged and driven doomed...
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Categories:
suicide, devotion, dream, fear, psychological,
Form: Free verse
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