Shattered

My heart was shattered last Wednesday
It has been a week
How DARE time march on
without my sweet boy?

I still occasionally forget to breath
and feel like I am underwater
until my body automatically grabs
a huge cleansing breath

I am totally lost at times,
I foget to eat, I forget to grab
the medication I picked up and paid for,
yet left at the pharmacy

If people weren't reaching out and
soothing my bleeding heart with
the love of friendship and family,
I wouldn't still be here

But I have to stay strong, because
I have a fight to fight when I recover
a little.  There has to be better care
for mental illness and suicidal ideation

I will sound the battle call when I can
remember how to be a human again
and I would love company along
that journey!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2025

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Mckeithan Avatar
May 21, 2025 at 9:52 AM
Powerful and sad Kathleen. Sorry to hear if your loss. Suicide is tough. Probably the hardest of all to understand. Like the last stanza-powerful will to fight for others.
Hassall Avatar
May 21, 2025 at 1:18 PM
Thank's Oliver. The title says it all. My heart is shattered.
M  Avatar
May 21, 2025 at 7:55 AM
Oh Kathleen my heart goes out to you…l honestly cant even begin to imagine your pain, grief and loss. I am truly, truly sorry for your suffering and sorrow. I am also sorry for your sons suffering….he must have been in so much mental pain and confusion. Keep those people who reached out to you close to help you with your healing. Sending love and cuddles….Debx
Hassall Avatar
May 21, 2025 at 8:01 AM
Thanks, Deb!
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