Shattered

My heart was shattered last Wednesday It has been a week How DARE time march on without my sweet boy? I still occasionally forget to breath and feel like I am underwater until my body automatically grabs a huge cleansing breath I am totally lost at times, I foget to eat, I forget to grab the medication I picked up and paid for, yet left at the pharmacy If people weren't reaching out and soothing my bleeding heart with the love of friendship and family, I wouldn't still be here But I have to stay strong, because I have a fight to fight when I recover a little. There has to be better care for mental illness and suicidal ideation I will sound the battle call when I can remember how to be a human again and I would love company along that journey!