It’s February
It’s February
the soft stones
are still hard
among the eaves
clinging to the river
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Categories:
struggling, absence, age, allusion, angst,
Form: Free verse
The cold hand
She just wanted help drowning
Everytime she tried speaking
It felt like a cold hand gripping her throat
It felt like racism breathing silence in her mouth
To other It looked like she had been saved
But she knew she had been condemned
To a life without freedom
She couldn't pretend
She didn't want her life to end
She wanted an out
And maybe the
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Categories:
struggling, death, discrimination, mental health,
Form: Free verse
Overthinking
Why is the heart so confusing
You’ve been told it’s wrong
You know it’s wrong
But you crave for them more
Not even physically
Just their presence is more than enough
You give until you’re drained
Wondering why you don’t receive as much
You care so much
Why isn’t it the same
You want people to feel loved and cared for
But it
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Categories:
struggling, 12th grade, absence, anxiety,
Form: Free verse
Unwillingly willing
"300"
But this won't suffice..
"It isn't exotic to pay such a price"
How my sleepless nights and joy forgotten
If this isn't sold my family shall be trodden
The society seems correct when they say
This "mere hobby" will not pay
What special lies in these brushes and blobs
They say
And I like a fool listen in dismay
"Anyone can sketch
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Categories:
struggling, art, conflict, depression, endurance,
Form: Prose
My teacher's comments on my poem
Those were my teacher's comments,
as she handed back my poem.
And as I walked dejectedly back home,
I ripped my masterpiece to pieces
and flung my failing words ~ at the birds.
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Categories:
struggling, 12th grade, anger, in
Form: Rhyme
Faith
Try, again, again
"I would tell myself"
But I'm failing more than my wins
Oh! God give me your hand
I'm drowning -
In your absence
Youthhood- my enemy
My destiny- so heavy
I didn't choose any of this.
But I trust in you, Lord
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Categories:
struggling, faith, life, light, trust,
Form: Free verse
Do I Know You
Do I know you?
No.
You don’t know me.
How can you when I don’t know myself?
You know
that I’m wearing glasses
and have a pimple on my cheek.
You know
that I smile at the end of your sentences
but don’t know that I’m not really listening,
only hearing your
pauses.
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Categories:
struggling, angst, anxiety, confidence, perspective,
Form: Free verse
Life: An Acrostic
Like leaves we are, clinging on to dear life
In a world buffeted by winds and storms
Forever struggling to fit diff’rent norms
Even losing sometimes amidst the strife.
4th Place
The Life Acrostic Poetry Contest
Sponsored by Matt Caliri
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Categories:
struggling, 7th grade, analogy, life,
Form: Acrostic
Struggling With Life
By now my perception,
so naive and derisive
going beyond intention,
should have changed;
blemishes spoil this appearance,
they are worse than any word said
to hurt and humiliate with vengeance:
sling no stones, no threats to shield!
I got through many hurdles,
they posed hard challenges...
and struggling with life I can say,
" I'm prouder than anybody. "
What held me back was constant
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Categories:
struggling, anxiety, change, character, conflict,
Form: Lyric
Tied down
How long will I have to be here?
I have been here since as long as I can remember
Tried to move on
But I am trapped to
I am tied to you
Fate and destiny doesn't want me to move on
I am on a collar
You pull me back
It chocks me -
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Categories:
struggling, angst, anxiety,
Form: Free verse
Struggling to find the words to say
“Struggling to find the words to say”
Seeing the heavens tear open
Within the twinkling of an eye
“Surrounded by a starless sky”
Seeing the earth light up in pink
“Struggling to find the words to say”
“When it's nine in the afternoon”
When the moon stopped giving her light
I see a child of shining white
Who has several forms in light
“Struggling
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Categories:
struggling, child, confusion, moon, night,
Form: Quatern
Glimpse Into The Writer's Head
A girl rotting
A girl alone
She is still for hours
She is still forgotten
A girl downtrodden
A girl down on her luck
She is drunk on misery
She wakes hungover on woe
A girl runs on decaf
A girl sleeps away
She is ruined by the hope
She is stuck on pause
A girl with thought and drive
A girl without a way
She is shell
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Categories:
struggling, confusion, deep, depression, emotions,
Form: Free verse
Struggling To Understand Life
I've been falling in and out of love with myself.
Saying I deserve to be happy then punishing myself with my choices.
Choosing people who will break me when I finally start to build myself up.
Getting headrush and falling down every time I stand up for myself.
I've been thinking about my life and
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Categories:
struggling, adventure, angst, appreciation, conflict,
Form: Free verse
His Struggling Life
From birth he grew and grew,
Growing up to a young man anew
Though was not the same
For the most he hoped in the beat eloped.
Everyone desires for the best
But much effort of man
Suffers riding the crest of the wave
That ends in rest.
When will the joy be achieved?
When will the pain be relieved?
In the life
That
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Categories:
struggling, mystery,
Form: Other
Entertained By An Empty Room
Each time that the rain falls,
No matter the day, week, month,
I see drops hopping from leaf to leaf
and the cold wind gracing my windows;
the sun always struggles to fight its way through the clouds,
and I'm lying on my side
waiting.
The sheets become slightly crinkled, as they were,
and the blanket covers me, as I lied, so deep
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Categories:
struggling, 12th grade, best friend,
Form: Free verse
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