Too soon An Angel
"The stars beckoned her song to reach the crescent moon"
The song is sacred her heart broken black and doomed
You see the sun set upon her head making mockery
For her newborn was stillborn oh the hypocrisy
Her song was supposed to reach God and bless hearts
Instead it was one of agony and silver suffering sobs
The light
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Categories:
stillborn, angel, angst, anxiety, bereavement,
Form: Rhyme
Chronic Pain
No one believes me
They say it’s in my head
But half of the time
I can not even get out of bed.
Then the day came
A new specialist
Let’s see if today
I can make a fist.
They said they believe me
But let’s just wait and see
Let’s find out if they can help me
Become pain free.
Medication once again
Will this ever end
I
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Categories:
stillborn, angel, baby, bereavement, birth,
Form: Free verse
Broken Dreams
Glass hearts shattering
From birth to death instantly
Stillborn seems to dream
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Categories:
stillborn, angst, baby, bereavement, birth,
Form: Senryu
Stillborn
As I closed my door and lay down to sleep,
A poem came and violently knocked at my door.
Being quite late, I put a rein on my desire to admit it in
Even in my sleep I could hear the faint sound of a knock.
In the wee hours of the morn, as I sat up to house
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Categories:
stillborn, analogy, birth, poetry,
Form: Free verse
Still Born
I never seen your smile
I never heard your cry,
You where here only for a moment,
and only God knows why.
A piece of me you took with you
on that tragic day,
In pieces I am left
because you could not stay.
A thousand are in memories
that we will never make,
Until we
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Categories:
stillborn, birth, death, i miss
Form: Rhyme
Stillborn
Stillborn
Still dead
Still arms, legs,
And a head
Still eyes open
Spoken
Still ripped from utero
Still time to go
A dream instead
From cells molded
Knees folded
Named like me
Who was she?
And the word stillborn
Dreams torn
Word so bleak
From eyes
Tears leak
In coffins buried
Procession not hurried
For two lives gone
Having never seen dawn
Developed with them
Born with them
Then why me?
Why was I
Determined to be?
To exist and
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Categories:
stillborn, anxiety, bereavement, birth, childhood,
Form: Rhyme
Still
there's a little dog that's laughing
at a cow jumping the moon
and a cat playing a fiddle
on the wall of a bright room
where a mobile's hanging silent
waiting patiently to turn
like the pages on the bookshelf
that proclaim it's fun to learn
and there's a bible on a small crib
with its cross depicting love
for a child born sadly
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Categories:
stillborn, birth, child, death, emotions,
Form: Rhyme
Moonwillow
Moon willow baptized white light
Dance darkness dewy devine
Bloody babe stillborn
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Categories:
stillborn, baptism, bereavement, birth,
Form: Haiku
Yearnings Stillborn
slate gray day's
nocturnal mood
souls sensitive
often brood
upon nature's
whimsy, caprice
yearnings stillborn
know no peace
darkness settles
in forest, meadows
'pon every plateau ~
doused, flames' embers
in shuttered chateaus
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Categories:
stillborn, dark, nature,
Form: Verse
The Stillborn Love
Pain abates. A silent love zigzags
through his bullet wound. He is an
Indian mercenary fighting for the
Allies. He was born with a rusted
iron spoon in his mouth. Hunger
made him a soldier. He’s fit, fights
again for the alien cause. Her eyes
trigger his heart. For the first time,
he longs for an
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Categories:
stillborn, war,
Form: Free verse
Stillborn-
I am in heaven
Created by the master the all Father
I am a spirit down through the fallopian spiritual tunnel
I'm from spiritual to material matter
In the flesh I'm surrounded in the womb
I rest not at liberty to move alas my breath goes back
Back to the Father I relax for here on Earth
I
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Categories:
stillborn, absence, analogy, death, life,
Form: Free verse
To My Son Robert
Daddy’s really sorry
He never got the chance to say hello
And daddy’s so very sorry
He never got the chance to say goodbye
But there are some things
I need to let you know
Before I let you go off
To your home with God in the sky
Even though I never knew you
I want you to know
That I am so
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Categories:
stillborn, angel, birth, boy, farewell,
Form: Rhyme
Sounds From the Outside In
Murmur.
Bloodflow. Heartbeat.
Gurgle. Whoosh. Burp.
Ma. Mom. Momma. Dada.
Hiccup. Thump. Hum.
Mommy. Daddy.
Pitch. Rhythm. Pattern.
Music.
Movement.
Mother. Father.
Scream.
Stillness.
Silence.
10.10.2017
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Categories:
stillborn, child, conflict, death, loss,
Form: List
Stillborn
Once upon a time
There was a still born child
She didn’t scream
Just cried
She was alive
But dead inside
She was born to a woman
That had fallen from heaven
Who had married a man
That was living in sin
Little girl was born in a house
That never was her home
The house was cold
Not warmed with love
Only fire from above
May 20-16
The little girl
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Categories:
stillborn, girl, hurt, loneliness, lonely,
Form: Narrative
Stillborn
Raw
Intelligence…
Like dry
Cement
Sitting unmixed
Never used
To make
Anything
Real
Raw
Intelligence…
A flashing
Neon light
To its own
Potential
Bulbs
Burning out
One at a time
Raw
Intelligence…
Its shadows
Forever littered
Along a
Lost and
Forgotten
Past tense
Alleyway
Raw
Intelligence…
Like shards of
Glass
In the maelstrom
Reflecting a story
Of what
Might
Have been
(Villanova Pennsylvania: June, 2016)
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Categories:
stillborn, loss,
Form: Free verse
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