Long Yern Poems

You were right,
But there was,
something deeper inside.
That I learned.

I'm not insecure,
fully at least.
But there is this feeling,
That I can never cease.

This one reason,
I try so hard.
This one reason,
I go to far.

What I yern,
Is to be...

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Poem


                      May



Born a may child
Enjoying the summer tender mild
Maybe there is a reason
For the...

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I can’t believe how much I’ve changed.
The pounds I’ve lost in large range.
It wasn’t supposed to be like this.
Happiness was the only thing I thought I missed.

Looking in the mirror,
What do I see?
I see someone...

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IM THE ONE WITH THE ADDICTION


I remember how you wrote and said that I was your addiction.

Now the roles have changed, Its me who has the addiction.

I crave for you every moment of the day...

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After the smoke clears from this room.
Will question why.
As you push me into  the depths.
As I lifted you from your self appointed gloom.

So take his hand cause happiness has another 
name.
You can close your...

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IS the pulsing beat of your heart
the ACHE of your SOUL yearning to entangle itself with anothers.
It is all that captivates you.
We all hope, we want, we wish, we YERN.
How few, how so few found...

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Partys for couples new lovers and just friends.
Music to fill the night the streets of New york 
breath life to old flames keeping even jaded souls warm.

The lonley gather round the TV.
sharing a glimpse at...

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and so it begins

can we ever feel pain over pain? a lust for the grave? we shall see

it has become an obsession of late that the suffering of angels that cannot 
escape
the tourture of mortals...

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Walks down by the harbor.
That cafe where are table still waits.
Times spent alone  with you were golden.
So much more than just forgettable dates.

She knew what I could not understand.
Time is a gift.
A kiss of...

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It's been quite sometime since last I've seen your face
The outline that frames you
Hardly recognized in mind
Familiar only to your hollow eyes, engraved deep within the cold flesh you once were born warm. 
That much...

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I am alone 
This is my life 
I live and sleep on this hill 
A hill made of it  all 
From grace to grass 
And on this grass I feed in delight 
For grace...

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Friends one with whom I shared a drink.
Are now ghosts  who haunt my heart dear.
Most left to find that which in life they did thirst.

But with seasons  I did remain like some old...

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Promises made on the day he did depart.
After a  long wait in hell.
When his feet touched  familar soil they'd  make a new start.

But time is a empty partner indeed.
Nights turned to endless...

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Maybe it's just me or something I learned from the road.
Im seen as a person I know longer know.
The wind has turned a chill and it's telling me to go.

A man can smile while dying...

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It's hard to breathe when you can't feel your feet 

It's easy to see when you're as close to it as me 

When your lungs are filled with water, 

and you start breakin' down, 

Then...

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Daddy never did understand.
That violence doesnt bring comfort.
A lost soul seeking acceptance from a unwelcome hand.

She was silent no one ever knew.
The secrets behind her bruised eyes.
A shocking victem none but all had a clue.

She...

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kissing your lips is like falling into a bed of flowers
you use them lips to talk to me on the phone for hours

the very thought of your lips touching mine
runs shivering chills up my spine

the...

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The words you speak so sweet and clear.
Seem written by another.
As they reak of deception going into my ear.

Sweet angle  why mask the truth in lies.
Love is more than a game.
For which in the...

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Friends we are  much  more I yern for us
to be.
I take to silence cause  its not him.
That I was ever ment to to be.

A barfly wasnt ever ment  to  see...

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Head spining
Heart bleeding
Reaching the point where I break
These prison walls are so cold
So black
For me 
There is no turning back
Heart racing now
I need to figure this out somehow
Tell me what do you do
When forever turns...

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New Years eve gave warmth even in the winds chill.
Young lovers with open arms.
And a wreckless passion so very eager to fulfill.

So blessed to live tonight no need to draw a line.
Kisses tasting sweatier flavored...

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for life to flow we have to move like so
we have to love for us to have the above
like water we move at a pace  
for we stop a moment.. for ones grace
we feel...

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Sweet young girl what draws you to me.
Is it a laugh between friends.
The ocean goes far beyond  were the eyes can see.

Are you but a dreamer who's lost in the dark 
searching for the...

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At nights when they stumble back to there corners of the world I
sit keeping the neon cast shadows company.
Old dust covred piano plays to a concert of empty stools and 
a old ghost or two.

The...

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To it they all fall.
Nameless faces to the game.
Broken in shame into empty spaces they do crawl.

One has to win for the other to lose.
The road takes many turns.
But we all meet defeat no matter...

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