This LeftMind dominant
viral virtue
of practicing RightBody patience
Is a coverup
for feeling deep impatience.
Feeling impatient is not as hopeful
as exploring active curiosity.
Curiosity
about why someone,
including my own anthro-privileged self,
would default to live win/lose
competitively
When our healthiest,
and safest
economically enlightened
and politically empowering experiences
have always grown choices to live
liberally
radically
integrally
EarthTribally
sacredly
neurosystemically
ecologically
more fully win/win,
cooperatively co-invested.
Passionate curiosity might kill the occasional cat;
but probably not more deadly
than dispassionate lack of curiosity.
Besides,
passionate curiosity can also be more fun
than boring impatience
More joyful,
than sad
mad
bad
More curiously glad
even appropriately win/win consenting adult/adult lusty
More sad/glad soulful
preferring mindful disciplines
like healthy therapeutic dances
and well-sung
resiliently brilliant love songs.
Today, please join me
in considering this question:
What are your most resilient characteristics
of your own healthy caring system?
And what could this possibly have to do
with holes and poles,
whole open systems
and bilateral space/time
Here/Now dipolarities?
insies v outies
informing and outflowing
inhale v exhale
breathlessly in-between
eternal surfing back and forth
of thrusting time
in dynamically inspiring space
actively anticipating
GrandMother Moon's
peak and valley cooperative
full bipolar whole hemispheres
and renewing empty hole
dark promise to dipolar co-arise
co-invested
co-passionate experiences
once again
Reconsidering
our most resilient characteristics
as a healthy
caring
integrally connected EarthTribe
With panentheistic preferences
feeling both Holy and Holonically NatureSpirited
in peak Win/Win passionate mind
pleasuring body rememories
Considering this question
of dark Trauma Prevention
wounded light TherapyReception
co-investments
redesigning more resiliently polypathic
co-infested neurosystems.
Vigorous, vivid, bewildering, bright songsters,
That could calmly enchant the cruelest of monsters;
Belonging to the flinch family of Red Birds,
Each of their utterances is sweet poetic words...!
Cardinal, with a unique crest and red plumage,
His maid, a great singer, makes in woods her roomage;
No cathedral. yet, he's a cardinal, in red,
On red rose and white rose he finds his cozy bed...!
Part and parcel of all Christmas decorations,
Nourishing on sunflower seeds and creations;
Roses tell tales many; cardinals enjoy,
Each, in their presence, feels pleasant; completely coy...!
I find my very self in the cardinal birds,
As he sings my heart's unarticulated words;
In my good times and bad cardinals are around,
With rose roses to make me integrally sound...!!!
28 December 2022
The Cardinal and the Rose Poetry Contest
Sponsored by: craig cornish
I could be quicker to apologize
and more deeply reconsider
healthy and safe restitution
restoration
restoring right relationship
restorying win/win potential
resolutions
To become more integrally confessional
when I have lacked transparency
hidden by invulnerable
chauvinistic silence
Fearing to offend
on matters not deeply mattering
to me
but almost certainly significant
to this one before me
and/or those beyond me
who do care
However selfishly
needing to be heard
respected
Wanting to have control
over healthy
safe possibilities
truthful
potentially beautiful
where they have invested
Even though I may see
and hear their outcomes,
smell
and taste these same yields
touched
and felt too win/lose
zero sum infested
congested,
too hungrily ingested
injected
I would be quicker to apologize
reconsidering healthy and safe restitution
restoring right relationships
restorying win/win
cooperative
more inclusive
open
vulnerable
and yet resiliently resonant
robustly forgiving
co-invested
EarthTribal
resolutions.
Critical race theory
could also dynamically camouflage
critical sex theory,
critical gender theory,
critical binary theory
Which might look like
Analytical Feminist Theory
on Earth's creolizing Eastern Hemisphere
And speak of more competitive
DisPassionate Predation Expertise
toward the colonizing
riled-up Western Hemisphere
Dipolar co-arising
a great transitional dialogue
within each individual
Left and Right mindbody
engaging theoretical experience
of competing cooperative
integrally spiraling
potential green wealth
of EarthTribe panentheistic health.
Where Earth's international diplomats
might hope for multiculturally appropriate
justice
Radical theologians aspire
to restore sacred EarthGreen Peace
And EarthBeauty mystics,
whose reclusive nature is not not spiritual
indigenously serene
and spacious mystics
nondualistic
nonviolent
non-zero-sum ecological economists
Actively hope
the rest of us unenlightened
and disempowered victims
of degenerative stressful traumas
find some cooperatively co-invested
serenity
In our sacred EarthTribal
co-empathic
co-arising justice
co-passioning peace restoring
peak experience
long-term multi-regenerational memories
of preferably bilateral
synergetic
co-neurosystemic
passionately peaking
co-identity
Right here at home
in family
and local ecopolitical community
Where Earth's multicultural diplomats
might hope for democratic healthy wealth
restoring integrally cooperative justice.
I wonder if it is even possible
for any one person
to tell the whole Truth,
While yet speaking nothing but the Truth,
defined and experienced to date,
so help me Gods and Goddesses,
mountains and rivers,
Earth's systemic regenerative voices
The whole Truth
explicitly mentioning oppositional not truths
and further refining as yet
not experienced counter-realities
imagined appositional co-defining Truths
equivalent to undefining not
not double-binding
co-refining win/win Truth
bicamerally felt and thought
Which might be a possible way
to retell WholeEarth's ecosystemic Truth,
but I imagine only S/he
could definitively reply
in Golden Rule
healthy democratic Truth.
I wonder if it is integrally possible
to speak and actively listen
for WholeEarth's win/win
health wealthiest
resilient Truth
Co-arising vast ecosystemic Presence
and ego-holistic Humility,
especially about my autonomous capacity
to speak timeless WholeEarth
GreenCommunion Truth
as Sacred Beauty.
From birth,
I,
and perhaps others
from rebirth,
seek a spiritual master
With profound male maturity
to connect spiritual mastery
with natural sensory mastering events,
narratives,
non-verbal
and verbal relationships
bonding
double-binding
birthing
and rebirthing co-passionate story,
mundane
and cosmic events
integrally felt and known together--
impossible apart
With mature disciple
disciplined reception
masterfully given
potential for mutual pleasure
to please me,
compassion's please
pleasing perpetual integrity,
A journey from local
through global,
back
and forth,
in
and out,
rising
and falling again
Immensely deep
and dark
wide multiculturing explosions,
preferred master powers
imploding copassionate integrity,
Of felt sensory awareness,
sensually touched consciousness
spiritually grasping enlightenment
sexually gracing co-empowerment.
Unitarian-Universalist bicameral principles,
like Yin-Yang Tao governance dynamics,
are a supportive context for discovering our own economic-political,
social-psychological,
eco-neurological,
theo-multicultural Truths.
But, ZenZero Taoism is more than poly-analogical.
UnitingYin and UniversalYang prime zero-balancing relationship
is also a non-violent compassionate therapy
for rediscovering individual EgoTruth
within Earth's interdependent living EcoWeb
of all becoming health-wealthy Truths
Of AllSouls
throughout all catholic
positive democratic
egalitarian energetic
co-relational 4D SpaceTime
Born of resonant matriarchal/patriarchal DNA
0/1 double-binary intersectional
fractally binomial
and warm wet polynomial
regeneratively polypathic
fertile health wombed polyphonic
Integrally harmonic
of
and for,
on
and organically within
Earth's health/wealth regeneration.
Resonant metaphors are nourishing polypaths
analogous to rich polyphonic relationships
comparing polynomial poetic communications
complexly contrasting nondual polarities
For those with humane identities
informed by richly cultivated Win/Win faith
to hear and feel eco-them
as the healthiest integrity
with curiously wealthy
courageous ego-us
Building not necessarily not
ZeroSoul metaphors
appealing not to and not for,
but always integrally with,
ZeroSum polypathic potential.
In line with crucial curiosity
of randomly cohesive insight,
light integrally depleted
paradoxically speaking,
pilfering darkly versed
memories' surrender,
captured betwixt poetically
incorrect volatility of
inadequacies' raptus &
catastrophic revelations
I prefer my home and family buttoned down
rather than too wild and disorderly,
disheveled and irrational.
I prefer natural order
and shades of color
and dialects
and economic/political vocations
and sequential rules of nutrition-producing order,
and yet wonder, too.
I have been hurt by too much wild
struggling against my too much gay
internal loss of homophobia,
struggling with We fear and Me anger
about my too-wild sexuality,
might self-recruit toward loving bisexuality,
poly and/or meta-sexuality,
a co-arising ecopolitical co-gravitation
without fear and anger lose/lose boundaries
might open my closed-pen
toward boundless win/win love.
Too wild
these fears and angers scare me,
preferring my home and family
more panentheistically transformed
to integrally button down
our polypathic sacred wild.
I am a human
of mere flesh and blood
with a consciousness expanding
like a gorgeous dam flood.
I wake up each day alone on the couch
and wonder and ponder what today will I vouch.
I sit up and think of being alone
and feel very much like a mechanical drone.
I'll open the screen to listen to sounds
of music and sacred knowledge that abounds
my mind to believe that being alone
is just something I have to condone.
I've let go of so much, but I have to recount
the experience with him in order to surmount
to such a degree that my mind may unwind
and become newly and integrally designed.
I don't know him and yet I do.
It's a dissociation thing I am going through.
I cannot sing "I'm sorry for this"
because "this" is just "that"
only to which
is a lesson discerned
and a lesson learned
and no "I'm sorries" are needed
because me has superseded
the Selfish "I" who impeded
progress of our own.
But now that progress is only mine
left to align with the Divine.