I prefer my home and family buttoned down
rather than too wild and disorderly,
disheveled and irrational.
I prefer natural order
and shades of color
and economic/political vocations
and sequential rules of nutrition-producing order,
and yet wonder, too.
I have been hurt by too much wild
struggling against my too much gay
with fear that loss of homophobia,
struggling with fear and anger
about my too-wild sexuality,
might self-recruit toward loving bisexuality,
poly and/or meta-sexuality,
a co-arising ecopolitical co-gravitation
without fear and anger boundaries
might open your close-pen toward boundless love.
these fears and angers scare me,
preferring my home and family
more multiculturally transformed
to optimally button down
our polypathic wild.
Copyright © Gerald Dillenbeck | Year Posted 2015